Finalllllllyyyyyy! New chappie is up and running...been a bit busy ;) sorry for the wait. this chappie is jampacked full of drama! i can't wait for you guys to read it! I'm like hyperventilating. Anyways I thank everybody who reviewed (hoping for a bit more next time LOL) and thanks to everyone who's been reading and stuff, I appreciate it like crazy!

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From your fave author (jks) Alaina xoxo (gossip girl! lol)

I had the weirdest dream. It was still stuck in my head, so vivid and clear, even as I was eating breakfast, getting ready for school.

The smooth leather I was sitting in was wet with my sweat. I hopped out of the limo, legs shaking. Why was I in a limo? A bulky man stood next to me handing me a mirror. I took it hesitantly and peered into it. I saw me. The same pale skin, the pouty pink lips that were too big for my own good, my brown eyes and there right on my head was a wig. A blonde wig. Not just any blonde wig. My blond wig. ROXY's blonde wig. I screamed and looked up in horror. I was at school. The bulky man pushed me up the steps to school. I was too shocked to stop him.

I found myself in the school's cafeteria. All heads turned toward me. Their mouths wide open. And there looking shocked, though emerald eyes filled with love and adoration, was Edward Cullen.

I awoke abruptly. What did the dream mean? I shook my head in deep frustration. Tripping my way out of bed, I got ready for school promptly getting dressed in ripped light blue denim shorts with a grey tank top and my black and white converse. I skipped the make-up and brushed my hair into a high pony-tail. Skipping happily down the stairs, I bumped into Charlie.

"Woah. Hey dad! Aren't you at work?" I asked.

"Nope Aro has some business to discuss with me. I got a day off from the station."

"Kay see you later dad!" I hugged him and ran out to my truck. I drove the short distance to school and parked in my usual place. I could distinctly see Alice, Rosalie and Angela skipping toward me with huge grins. I waved and grinned back at them.

Alice surprised me with a hug. "OMG Bella! Guess who I saw on the weekend?"

I tried to act nonchalant. "Who?"

"ROXY!" She shrieked at the top of her lungs. "She gave me her autograph and her jimmy choo heels from her umbrella music vid!" Rosalie and Angela squealed happily.

I laughed along though not whole-heartedly. Alice of course noticed straight away. "Hey Bella are you still upset over the Edward thing? Coz if you are, don't worry I'll set him straight." She looked so serious and defiant that I had to laugh.

"Thanks Alice!"

By the time lunch came around I had so many essays to do that I had a headache. I passed my friends on the way to lunch.

Rosalie said "Bella you can come to our cheerleading practice if you want."

"Yeah", began Angela softly, "You really should. We don't want you to get hurt." I smiled softly at my wonderful, loving friends.

I shook my head slowly. "Nah. I don't want to run away from my problems, I want to face them no matter how much it hurts." My friends nodded in agreement. Alice gave me quick hug before leaving.

I sighed as I sat at my lone lunch table. Opening my bag, I pulled out Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen. I was deep into my book when Tanya came up to me, surprisingly without Edward.

"Hey Swan," She said nasally. "Care to give up your table for me and my friends seeing as you're wasting a whole table on yourself without your "friends" here." Tanya smirked evilly. I opened my mouth to shove a come-back up her skinny ass but stopped myself and walked away leaving Tanya and her posse gaping.

I walked to my locker head down. Suddenly I bumped into someone and papers were flying everywhere. Through the haze I saw Edward. We looked each other in the eye. He looked majorly pissed. I helped him pick up his papers. Then BAM. Pain shot through my arm.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" Edward growled at me. I fought the tears back. The pain in my arm was growing stronger.

"I-I was helping you collect your papers." I choked back more tears.

Edward twisted my hand and his nails dug in. I couldn't help it I cried in pain. The tears flew out openly. A sob racked my body. I was shaking from the stinging pain.

Edward's eyes widened. He immediately let go of my hand. "B-bella. I'm so sorry I really didn't mean..." I shook my head trying to get rid of the bright lights flashing in my mind. And then I was engulfed into the lights and all I could see was darkness.

EPOV

I was so so stupid and evil. What had I done? When Bella had blacked out I ran to get a teacher for help. Then the ambulance came and Alice was looking at me with pure hatred. I stared guiltily at poor, unconscious Bella. Why? Was I that of a monster to hurt women?

Nobody knew that it was me but many students were eyeing me with suspicion.

I walked up to an ambulance and asked if I could ride along. They said it was fine. My dad was a doctor there after all.

I walked through the hospital doors and my dad came running toward me in great haste.

"Edward what's wrong?"

"Um Bella blacked out and she er has a broken wrist." I squeaked out.

Carlisle looked at me suspiciously. "Well don't just stand there, bring her in!"

The stretcher came in with Bella on it and I felt a range of emotions. I swallowed a lump in my throat as I saw her swelling wrist. Please forgive me Bella. I hoped with all my might that she was alright. (A/N: He he that rhymed). Dear sweet Bella please be okay. I walked slowly to the waiting room, head down.

Directly without warning, there was a serious stinging pain on my cheek. I hissed as I touched it and came face to face with Alice. Damn that pixie.

"Why the hell did you slap me for Alice?"

Alice growled. "How dare you do that to Bella! That was unacceptable! Ok, you don't like the girl but at least be civil with her! And don't you dare deny it, coz I know you did it you bastard of a brother!" Woah woah. But I guess she did make a valuable point.

I sighed loudly and ran my hand through my hair. "Alice I'm extremely sorry. "I feel so guilty and when I saw what I did to her, I felt so sick." I let out a shaky breath and a few tears leaked out. "I'm a monster", I said as I put my head in my hands.

Alice's deathly glare softened and she gave me a comforting, sisterly hug. Just then, footsteps came our way. Carlisle saw Alice and I "bonding" and joy as well as sadness shone in his eyes.

Alice shot up. "Is she okay?" I saw her lip quivering. It was not as if she was going to die or something, geesh.

Carlisle sighed. "Yes, she will be fine when she wakes up. But what I want to know is what the hell happened? I know one of you must know."

I locked eyes with Alice. She mouthed with her lips to tell the truth. I nodded.

"Dad," I began, "I did that to Bella. I've bullied her ever since she came to Forks and today I bumped into Bella and dropped my books and even though I'm so mean to Bella, she helped me pick up my books and then I told her not to and I grabbed her wrist and hurt her until she blacked out."

Carlisle gasped. He stared hard at me, ashamed. "Edward, what have I done wrong to make you treat women, especially a remarkable girl like Bella, like...shit!" My head shot up. Carlisle never swore. I looked at him and saw tears glistening in his eyes. He cautiously walked over to a chair, sat down and put his head in his hands.

I walked over to him. "Dad," I choked, "I regret every bad thing I've done to Bella. I want you to punish me. Give me the severest punishment of my life. What I did was inexcuseable. I'm a monster and a bully and I never want to look into Bella's eyes because I'm too ashamed of what I have become. I'm sorry." Sobs racked my body as I began to cry. I leaned heavily against the wall and slid down it so I was on the floor. Carlisle came over to me and hugged me.

"I forgive you son. You will be punished but I believe your reconciliation was sincere." I cried like a little kid into Carlisle's shirt and I didn't care. I was crying out every bit of monster in me. If only Bella could forgive me.

BPOV

I was surrounded by darkness. I knew I wasn't dead or anything but it sure felt like it. I carefully opened an eye. A searing white light filled my vision and I winced in blinding pain.

"Hey, hey it's alright. Try opening your eyes again." I did as the person said and I strained open my eyes defeating the blinding white light. I groaned.

"You're doing great, keep going." I focused my eyes on the person talking. It was Carlisle. I small smile escaped me.

"Hey Carlisle," I croaked out. My throat was unnaturally dry. Carlisle smiled back and handed me some water. He helped me sit up to drink it.

"Thanks."

"No problem Bella. I'm eternally sorry for what my son did. It was inexcusable. I didn't know that this bullying business was going on. I am so very sorry and if you will allow it, can you please consider forgiving Edward? I know what he did was downright disgusting but please, I have forgiven him because he does care a little about you Bella and he wasn't himself and I'm not just saying that. I brought him up right. Right now he is outside bawling his eyes out wanting to know that you're genuinely okay." Carlisle gave me a small smile, tears in his eyes.

I opened my mouth to speak after some thought. "Of course I'll forgive him Carlisle." I wasn't lying. I would forgive him, whether he was genuinely sorry or not. It was in my blood to be forgiving. "Carlisle, can I speak to him? I mean, if it's okay?" I said uncomfortably.

Carlisle smiled warmly at me. "Of course. I'll call him in right away."

I lay back down and waited for Edward. I was so nervous, I was shaking. I could almost feel the sweat seeping out of my pores. What would he think? Will he think I'm a waste of time or will he be nice to me? Shuddering I looked toward the door and Edward appeared. I breathed out slowly, unsure of what to do or say.

Edward coughed. "Um, hi. How are you feeling?"

"I'm fine. You can sit down you know." He smiled sheepishly and sat on a chair next to the bed. A few moments passed in silence. Finally Edward spoke.

"Look Bella, I'm assuredly sorry. I don't deserve forgiveness Bella but if you see fit to forgive me, I will accept will much gratitude." Edward said all this in a mouthfull but it was said with such passion that tears almost fell out of my eyes.

"Oh Edward, of course I forgive you. It's fine really, I'm fine, that's all that matters."

"Dammit Bella! How can you forgive a creep like me? What I did to you was monstrous. I was brought up better but I was so stupid and all you did was try to help me."

"Edward I'm not one to hold grudges and shit like that. Let's just please start over unless you want to avoid me altogether." My lip quivered slightly. Why was I getting so emotional over some guy who has bullied me for ages?

Then, a miracle occured...Edward grinned at me! A real grin! A sweet cute crooked grin! My eyes lit up and my heart was beating so, so fast and I grinned in return.

"I'd like it so much Bella to start over." Edward held his hand out to me. I hesitantly shook it and his hand was so perfect. I blushed. He smiled and glowed a soft pink. Awwww.

"BELLA! OMG are you ok? I was like TOTALLY scared and I'm so mad at Edward and..." Edward and I turned our heads to a wide-eyed Alice. Alice ran and hugged me so tight I thought my bone would surely crack.

"I'm fine Alice, really." I laughed as she began to shout at Edward. I hoped everything would work out between Edward and I as friends. I sighed. I really do hope so.

It was Wednesday and I was getting ready for school. Thousands of questions were running through my mind. Would Edward ignore me? Will he continue bullying me? Will he...become friends with me or at least act civil toward me? I sighed in frustration. Now to the problem of clothes. Fashion of any sense gave me a headache but with me being ROXY and all I had to dress for success! Today would mark a monumental day IF Edward spoke to me and civilly so I should dress nicely right?

Hmmm... I don't want to look too dressy so I just picked out some black skinny jeans and a purple off the shoulder t-shirt that had a cupcake on it. Satisfied, I ran downstairs gave a hasty goodbye to Charlie who was sceptical about the other day at the hospital (I told him I jammed my wrist through my locker door) and I hopped in my truck and drove to school.

As soon as I got to school, the whispers began. Everyone knew that I was admitted to hospital but they didn't know Edward had injured me. I ignored them and strutted off to classes. Angela, Alice and Rosalie gave me lots of hugs and comforted me. We were all about to go off to class when Angela stopped us. We turned to look at her, surprised.

"Ben asked me out!" We squealed. "We're going to the movies then dinner tomorrow night!"

"We'll help you get ready. Come to my place after school tomorrow guys!" We all agreed and set off to class.

Classes were once again a drag but lunch came quickly and I was frantic about what Edward Cullen might do at lunch. I was feeling a little light-headed as I said goodbye to my friends as they went off to cheerleading.

I wasn't sure what to do as I entered the cafeteria. I bought some food and made way to my usual table but I slipped and as usual I flew backwards and the whole contents of my tray landed on the ground. Bracing myself for the hard impact of the ground, I felt two arms wrap around my waist feeling so warm and arousing me. My eyes fluttered open and I found myself staring into green eyes. It was like deja vu that day last week when I spat in his face after seeing his smirk but this time he wasn't smirking, he looked...concerned.

I lifted myself out of the embrace and blushed deeply as I brushed myself off.

"Bella are you okay?" He asked me softly. I nodded and blushed again.

"Why don't you sit with me today?" He asked. I was stunned. All I did was nod my head dreamily. I followed him to where he sat.

He pulled a chair out for me and I blushed and sat down gingerly trying hard to ignore all the stares, glares and whispers.

Edward decided to break the awkward silence. "Guys, Bella is going to sit with us so..."

"Hey Bella", Emmett boomed. I smiled. I was already well aquainted with Emmett and Jasper so I spent a lot of the time talking to them. Edward kept trying to enter the conversation but Tanya had a way of making him forget about doing that. Tanya and Edward were in a full-out make-out session. I felt repulsed. I shared a look with Emmett and Jasper. I made a gagging sound and motioned a finger pointing down my throat. Emmett and Jasper snickered.

Edward turned around to face us, his lips swollen and hair mussed. "Don't like it don't watch it". (A/N: Two and a half men tee hee).

The bell rang signaling the end of lunch. Edward walked with me to biology. He once again pulled out a chair for me while giving me a crooked smile and once again, I blushed my blood out.

Mr Banner walked in the classroom and announced, "Today I will be giving you all some time to work on your assignments. Get started!"

I totally forgot about the assignment. I swivelled myself to look at Edward.

Edward spoke first. "When should we work it again? I was thinking maybe today after school?" I was about to answer when my phone vibrated. I looked at the message which was from my dad.

Bella honey be ready when you get home

we're going two towns over to shoot a new

episode of "HOW TO BE ROXY". it's on a beach

so bring all your swimming stuff.

love Dad...

I sighed. "I can't today Edward but I'll be coming to your place tomorrow because Angela's got a date and we're helping her get ready so we can work on it then. Kay?"

Edward looked mildly upset. "That's fine." He gave me another crooked smile and body flushed all over.

The bell rang and I dashed outside to my truck and drove speedily home. I put on my dark blue bikini, slipped a white summery dress on top and put on some pretty white sandals. I left the make-up and packed my ROXY wig. I was ready to go be ROXY!

Sorry once again for the tardiness but I hope this chapter made up for it ;) OHhhh drama, drama and drama. How are we liking civil Edward? I want reviews people and if needed some constructive criticism! Inbox me any ideas kay.

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with love Alaina