Musical Janto:
Song – Whatever You Do, Don't
Artist – Shania Twain.
Number – Four.
Warning – Italics = Ianto's memories and thoughts. Normal = real time.
Summery – Ianto is sure that Jack is making him feel this way on purpose. There's no way Jack can be so hot and expect Ianto to function properly.
Other pairings – It's a Janto only fic.
Who was he kidding? Ianto Jones has a huge crush on his boss. He tells himself he does every day. He can see Jack sitting at his desk, looking over paper work. Ianto knocks on the door but doesn't wait for Jack to tell him to enter. He just goes in and sets the mug of steamy liquid on the desk in front of Jack. Jack looks up and makes a flirtatious comment. Ianto just smiles as he turns his back before Jack has the chance to see him blush. He's your boss! Ianto reminds himself. And a man! There was nothing wrong with two men being together, people were allowed to love whoever they liked, it just wasn't for Ianto. His parents would never accept it. His mum, maybe but his dad, no chance. Ianto's never felt like this for a man before why was Jack so different?
Jack does have a nice smile. When Jack smiles at Ianto he feels his knees give way and his legs turn to jelly beneath him. When Jack's smile is real it's the most beautiful thing Ianto has ever seen and when it's faked, it's the saddest. When Jack forces a smile onto his face Ianto gets a little spark of guilt rising inside him. Jack doesn't trust them enough to tell them how he really feel or he thinks they're better off not knowing. Damn it Jack, you can talk to me. Ianto wants to scream when he sees Captains' fake smile but he doesn't. When the smile is real it makes up for all the guilt and pain caused by the fake on. When a real smile is flashed in Ianto's direction his head starts to rush and he blushes, suggesting coffee so he can get away.
When Jack stands next to him Ianto is sure he can feel the heat radiating off of Jack. Maybe it's just his smell. Those 51st century pheromones. That heavenly scent. Sometimes Ianto is sure that he'll melt if Jack stays there for too long. He has to resist shifting uncomfortably as the heat rises. He doesn't want Jack to move away but at the same time he knows it's properly for the best.
Jack looks over at Ianto from across the conference room table as he eats. If he looks this way one more time I'm going to lose my mind, Ianto tells himself as he holds Jack's gaze. Ianto's face doesn't show what is going on inside his head, he won't let it. He can't let anyone know how he really feels, it's inappropriate. Then Jack gives him a faint smile and looks away. Ianto carry's on eating but his mind doesn't settle down. He has to know Ianto says to himself, there's no way he doesn't. He's doing this on purpose. He's trying to drive me crazy. I'm already halfway there.
Ianto can be cleaning up after a long day of work and he'll feel Jack staring at him from his office or the conference room or even only a few feet away and Ianto will stop dead in his tracks. Jack's eyes are powerful, they cause him to lose all train of thought is he catch's Jack's eyes on him. Don't look back! Don't you dare look at him! Don't let him break you! Ianto will throw these orders at himself but it will all be in vain because he always turns and looks at Jack. Those eyes, those beautiful blue orbs keep looking at him. Ianto usually looks away first. Ianto always looks away first.
Ianto walks into Jacks office at the end of the day and brings him coffee. He puts it down on Jack's desk and Jack thanks him without looking up. Ianto thinks about turning around, leaving it there but he wants to finally do what he's been dreaming about doing since he first met the man but he doesn't have a the courage to do it yet. When Jack looks up he almost forgets what he came in here for. One look from Jack gave him the courage he'd been waiting for. Ianto walks over to Jack's side of the desk, ignoring the questionable gaze Jack is giving him. Ianto bends down and places one hand on the arm of Jacks chair and the other on the back of Jack's head, then he closes the distance and they kiss. Jack responds imminently and positively. Ianto can feel Jack smiling around his lips. It seems almost like Jack knew this was going to happen, like he'd been planning it and Ianto wouldn't have been surprised if that was true. He's done it, he thought. He broke me, made me give in. Then Ianto smiled into the kiss as well as he added another thought, this is the one time when giving in was the right thing to do.