AN: sorry for the long break. But I had exams. As an apology, I'm posting 3 chapters back to back.

BPov

Ok, it wasn't illegal. Maybe a bit out of the norm. But not illegal.

But Angela was right, of course. I did tell her everything, even if she doesn't know why. And she'll never know why. Because as understanding as Angela was, I didn't expect her to understand something about me that even I couldn't comprehend.

But I had to give her something, because my natural nature, as I had begun to call my submissiveness, demanded that I did not lie to her or keep something from her.

So I told her a part of my problem and the best solution I'd come up with so far.