Sadly, I DO NOT OWN FAIRYTAIL!
(But if I did; oh the things I'd add to this anime) *smirks evilly*
Did my ears decieve me? Was I hearing things I wasn't supposed to? Was my mind playing tricks with me again?
"Wha-what did you say?" I stutter
Mira gives a small giggle "Levy, she's a guild member here. She joined a few months ago. She came here pretty beat up but she wouldn't gave away where she came from or what happened to her"
My eyes still wide in surprise, I drop to my knees. My legs giving out on me as I hit the hard wood floor. The burst of pain shooting through my bruised knees
"Lucy? Are you okay?" Mira asks bending down to help me
I place my hands out in front of me on the floor, slowly feeling the tears roll down my cheeks and fall on the surface of my bandaged hands "She...She's alive" I whisper
"Who Levy? Course she's alive! Why wouldn't she be?" Natsu asked using his dragon like hearing
I sob forgetting about the mini mob surrounding me with worried expressions and questiong faces "Where is she!?" I shoot my head up and look towards Mira
Mira looks at me worriedly "Sh-she's not here, she went on a mission with her team. I'm sorry"
My hopes of seeing my long lost best friend died down. I ignore the excruciating pain that is stabbing me across the my body like pin needles and stand up. My eyes hiding behind my bangs, without the help of my crutches I limp back to the infirmary. Hoping the rest of the guild wouldn't follow and bomb me with questions, unfortanetly the opposite had occured
As I slowly crawled back in between the white sheets to drown in my thoughts-
"Lucy...Are you alright?" Asked Mira coming up and sitting on the edge of the bed while hearing the footsteps of the others entering the room
I shift towards the other side facing the window and not the faces of the concerned guild members
"Lucy, is there something you're not telling us?" Asked Erza
"Yeah, like how do you know Levy?" Asked Gray
I grip my sheets tighter and pull them closer to my body. A single tear rolled down the bridge of my nose and onto the soft pillow beneath me.
"Why are you crying Luce?" Asked Natsu. Damn his dragon senses!
I sniffle "Please, just go" Who am I to tell them to leave their own infirmary?
"We're not leaving 'till you tell us what the hell is going on!" Argued Natsu. Why does he care so much? He is not like the average man at all...Still he sounded a bit agrivated...And scary
"Please...I don't want to talk about it" I really didn't. Last thing I would want to do is to tell them about my past.
"Luc-" Natsu started
"Go!...Please..." I can't believe...I just yelled...At a man...That deserves punishment. Do they serve punishment here? If they did it's probably worse than what he ever done. There's alot more men here which means alot more pain
I heard no plea against my will. I felt a weight lift off my bed and I heard the shuffle of footsteps leave the room in ending the a quiet click of a door.
Silence.
I was alone. I've gotten used to being alone, sadly it wasn't anything new. I've been used to getting thrown in a cell, raped repeatedly, beaten, tortured...Everything a person shouldn't have to go through. But I have to say the worst part of it all was being alone. No one there to hear my screams, no one there to save me, no one there to confide in, no one there to love. And finally after years of being alone, Levy came. Yet as quick as she came she was gone again. Leaving me...alone. I could never bring myself to hate her, some of the other girls would say 'What a bitch! She just left you?' or 'Traitor, how are you two friends?' ridiculous things like that. But in reality she was the sweetest most trusthworthy person I've ever met. All the people I've known, besides my mother have been cruel, dis-honest and nasty towards me. When Levy came into my life it was like a small spark lit up the darkness...Just for a bit. She led me to the light...We were close enough...And when she was out I was captured again. Sad but true. Hey, no one said life was fair.
"Ya' know you can trust us right?"
I shoot my eyelids open and awaken from my thoughts "I...I don't know you that well" What is he doing here!? Why didn't leave? Why does he insist on being with me...Alone...In a room...Together!? The worst of the worst can happ-
"But this is Fairytail! Once you enter this guild your family. And you can trust family...Can't you?" Natsu asked
I thought about my answer for a second "No...I can't" I said coldy
"What? Of course you can family is...Well- family!"
I turn from the window to face the pink haired moron. "No! You can't! Just 'cause their family doesn't mean they're trust worthy!" I felt the tears rising up from my eyelids
Natsu looked at me completely flabbergasted "L-Lucy"
"You would never understand okay! Just go away!" I turn away from him and cuddle with my sheets again "Just leave me alone..." I said loud enough for him to hear
"If anything, you can trust me..." I heard his footsteps fade and the click of a door.
Now I'm alone
I sob, sob into the pillow, the sheets everything that was near my eyes. I couldn't believe I just yelled at a man! That was an immediate punishment if I did that to 'him'. I don't know what came over me, that I had another stupid burst of courage to stand up for myself. Wierd, Natsu didn't object or say anything...Men don't do that, they fight people who disrespect them! Teach them lessons! But Natsu didn't do that, he didn't even raise his hand towards me...Odd. He truly is different...I least, I hope he is.
Surprisingly my mind went slightly at peace. Thinking about this peculiar pink haired man, within a few minutes I was asleep with dry tears on my cheeks
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My eyelids flutter open to find...him!?
"Haha, miss me Lucy?"
"No..."
He had me by my wrist against the matress, his evil sly smile sweeping across his face
"No! Let me go!" I cried "Let me go! Please!"
"Think you can get away that easy, hm?" He bends down and whispers in my ear "You're mine"
"NO!" I scream shooting up from the mattress. I look around, panting hard and gasping for breath. I'm...in the infirmary
"It was a dream..." I said to myself
"More like a nightmare" I turn towards the voice to see none other than Natsu sitting in a chair, at a mini table across the room. What's with him? Why is he always with me?
"What are you doing here?"
"I actually just walked in a few minutes ago to check on you. You haven't woken up in hours and I wanted to make sure that you were okay"
I felt a slight heat rush to my cheeks. What is it with this guy? Why is he so nice? "Well, I'm fine"
"Obviously you're not. Waking up like that? Something's gotta be on your mind"
"I said I'm fine okay! Just drop it" Shut up Lucy, Shut UP! With this smart mouth of mine, I wouldn't be surprised if he struck me right now
Natsu stood up from the chair and walked towards me "Look Lucy, when people have problems they tend to talk about them. You don't want to talk about them, 'ya know what's gunna happen if you don't talk about your problems? You explode, and eventually go crazy"
I stared at him with a raised eyebrow slightly straight faced "If I wanted to tell you what's going on I would of done that by now! There's only one person who knows what's going on and what happened to me!" I sulk a bit remembering Levy
Natsu looked at me a bit wide eyed "So...Something did happen?" Natsu asked
"Well...Ye-"
*Knock. knock* "Lucy?" I turn towards the door "It's us can we come in?"
"Y-yeah" I can't believe I almost spilled my guts to this nut case!
Entered Mira, Gray, Erza, Juvia and Gajeel
"I thought I heard you scream" Said Mira
I slightly sweat drop "A little late for that don't you think?"
"She had a nightmare" Answered Natsu, arms crossed over his chizeled chest
"About what?" Asked Mira
"Nothing impo-"
"She won't say, doesn't think we're trustworthy" Said Natsu...Again, but this time sounding a bit disappointed
"Why don't you trust us?" Asked Gray
"Guys she was saved, she didn't just waltz in here" Answered Mira "If there are things she doesn't want to talk about she doesn't have to" Smiled the albino bar maid
"Yeah but I still think that earns us a least a bit of her trust" pouted Natsu. Seriously why does he care?
"Tck, whatever. As long as she doesn't eat the metal in this guild I could care less" said none other than Gajeel
"Don't take it the wrong way I'm very grateful for what you've done for me. But bringing up my past would just be a burden..."
"In what way?" Asked Erza
I sulked my head in silence, I then felt a weight at the side of me again and put their hand on my injured leg. I look up to find...Erza?
"Lucy if anything is bothering or threatning you, you can tell us" she assurred me
I lightly smiled "Thank you but I'd rather not say"
Erza smiled as well "Well if you need anyone to talk to" She got up from the bed and stood in front of everyone else "You can trust any of us"
"Yeah! We can keep a secret!" Smiled Natsu
"Gee-hee"
Mira smiled along with Gray and Erza
I smile as well. These people aren't half bad, well the women aren't it. I don't know about the men...
I turn my head towards the window to see black. The sun was wiped from the sky and replaced with the moon and a few stars
"Wow, how long was I asleep?" I ask the members in front of me
"A few hours, that's why I came in. To make sure you were alive!" Said Natsu
"You were asleep for quite a while, I was beginning to get worried" said Mira
"Well, I'm awake now aren't I?"
"How are you feeling? Does anything still hurt?" Asked Mira
Besides my heart, nope! "No nothing I can't handle"
"Well if you want I can whip you up something to ea-"
"GAJEEL!"
I turned towards the iron man, saw him take a whiff of the air and smirk "Gee-hee"
The door then flew open to reveal- "HOW MANY TIMES DO I GOTTA TELL YOU NOT TO...touch my...books..."
The blue haired girl stepped away from Gajeel and turned towards me. Still short, hair still blue, still the book fanatic I always knew
"L-Lu-chan?"
"Levy..."
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