--chapter four a 2 am breakfast with ice cream, sandwiches and Axel

Riku was woken up by the noise of an opening door.

„Saïx?" a low call, but definitely Axel.

Riku didn´t wanted to talk to the red haired and acted like he was asleep.

„Where are you?" the redhaired stepped into the flat and closed the door behind him.

Axel stepped into the room, looking around. When he noticed Riku. „What is this guy doing here?!" he asked himself.

„Be quiet or you might wake him." Saïx voice was very low.

„Hey, beauty." Riku could hear them kissing and was short before blushing brightly.

„But what is he doing here?" asked Axel.

„I invited him to stay overnight, if you don´t mind." they kissed again.

„And did you..?" asked Axel not finishing his sentence.

„Why does everything in your life seems to lead to just one thing, can you tell me that?" Saïx chuckled.

„Oh I just wondered if we could have a sandwich or so." Riku was happy for the darkness, he was blushing nearly radiant. „And I don´t know the reason. Maybe because we live in the same house." a low moan.

Riku was cursing himself for acting like he was asleep, but better than a sandwich in each case.

„How about...?" started the redhaired but was interrupted by Saïx „As said I won´t do nothing as long as he is here." Axel was definitely pouting, Riku was more than sure about that.

„But ...?" Axel tried again. „I said no." Saïx sounded serious by now.

„Oh why? I bet his parents do it every night." the pout grew larger „We are not his parents, A, and I bet not I the same room." Saïx sounded slightly amused.

„Why did you invite him, I have waited the whole day for this and now it seems like I have to wait another day." Axel sounded like a little kid, who saw the candy but couldn´t reach it.

„You´ll have to wait." said Saïx calm.

„What´s so wonderful about this Riku in each case? I mean he is ugly, stupid and so not your type." Axel was pissed because he didn´t got his way and now picked on Riku.

„Why do you know what my type is?" asked Saïx, the blue haired sounded like he could think about the statement „You´ll have to wait."

„He didn´t said how long." Riku shrugged, he had known it from the start (see chapter one „(...)Hugging couldn´t be the only thing he wanted(...)" O.o) why did he never believe himself?

„You type is every male being, don´t have to be gay. You can turn them as straight as a circle before he blinks twice, my friend." Axel sounded very serious.

„And Riku?" Saïx definitely smiled, the silver haired was sure.

„Riku is so girlish it would shock San Francisco. He´ll be a transvestite before his seventeen birthday. Or at least an emo, but one of those about who you never can tell if they are girls or boys." Axel nodded.

„You might be right, but we know each other since elementary school and he got a nice personality. If you know him, that means." the bluehaired sounded sincere, and Riku blushed even brighter.

Riku was shocked, did he really look so queer? He would have to ask somebody, as soon as he could get away from this sex addicts.

„How about sleeping, I am tired." Saïx said.

„I don´t want to sleep anywhere near this crossdresser." Axel sounded nearly hysterical.

„It´s alright I´ll sleep in your bed and you can have mine, okay?" Saïx didn´t sound tired at all.

„Why can´t we cuddle?" Axel pouted again.

„Because you´ll start to moan in your sleep, as you always do."

„Mean! Okay hug your little fag, I will stay alone in this cold night!" Axel sounded over dramatic.

„You can cuddle with him if you need to." suggested Saïx.

„Not afraid of me moaning?" Axel wasn´t afraid of the „crossdresser" anymore as it seemed.

„No. You don´t like him enough to." a statement, that didn´t hurt Riku, he was happy to don´t be liked by this weirdo.

„What if I dream of you?" The red haired was acting like a little girl, blinking twice trustfully, or so did Riku imagine.

„Then we are screwed, but I trust you enough to don´t think of me before you fall asleep." Saïx sounded like he really wanted to end this conversation.

„It´s hard NOT to think of your cute little ass, when I know your in the same room." Axel sounded low and lewdly.

Riku was blushing again, hoping he wouldn´t start to moan in his sleep. But he wasn´t gay. Was Axel right, had Saïx turned him gay? He didn´t know.

I don´t care, I´ll go to sleep now and you can choose." Saïx lay down in his bed and nuzzled into his pillow.

„You always have the last word, don´t you?" chuckled Axel. „Shut the hell up and go to sleep." beefed Saïx back.

„Okay, okay." Axel stripped down and lay down next to Riku, without hesitation.

He was warm and held Riku very close, so close Riku could feel he was only wearing boxers.

Axel didn´t notice Riku was awake and fell asleep after a few minutes, snoring lowly.

Suddenly Saïx stood up and also curled up against Riku, who was pressed against the wall by now.

Axel moaned in his sleep and Riku didn´t want to think about how strange waking up would be, hugged by two older males who he knew for half a week... Not a very good way to start a day.

„Are you awake?" asked Saïx lowly.

Riku stayed silent, he thought Axel was meant and he didn´t wanted to talk to this sexaddict.

„Riku? Axel sleeps so deep we could scream on top of our lungs and he wouldn´t wake up." the thought made Riku smile.

„Yes I am." he said lowly.

„For how long?" the blue haired asked.

„Since Axel opened the frontdoor." Riku sounded gravely serious.

Saïx laughed lowly „Don´t take him too serious. He is always like that when he is tired."

„And you?" asked Riku without thinking.

„I play those game with him, they are funny." Riku didn´t expect that.

„Can you proof it?" Riku liked playing those „Show-me-I-can-trust-you-games" a lot.

Saïx thought for a long time. „Isn´t my word enough?"

„No, not if you are a as mad sexaddic as it seems to me." Riku nodded to himself.

„Then I´ll make you trust me more. Ask me something, what ever you want. If I can answer it I will." Riku was surprised. He had no idea what to ask, when suddenly he had a idea.

„What would you ask if you could ask me one question and I would have to answer it truthfully if I can. I mean I can´t tell you the meaning of live or so."

Saïx chuckled „A wise choose. Hm I would ask what was your deepest and best hidden secret. Or so."

Riku wasn´t sure if he should lie because it was really embarrassing but, he had swore to say the truth... He was expecting the worse „That´s easy, I dreamed, I now have to say it was short after you left and I watched a barbie movie the day before, I dreamed you would come on a white horse and rescue me from my room." it was really embarrassing, Riku wished he hadn´t said it.

Saïx broke down in laughter, even Axel nuzzled something like „Shut up." in his sleep.

„Oh god, that´s priceless. I wish I´d dream something like that." Saïx shook uncontrollable with laughter.

Riku was blushing, he hated his strange dreams, just yesterday he had dreamed he was a brown banana growing inside of the moon and singing songs about how he would take over the world.

„Now you, what is your deepest and best hidden secret." Riku asked.

„Hm... I think if you would ask me know to wake up Axel and make a sandwich, I would get some bread and peanutbutter and make a 2 am breakfast."

„What the fuck? Are you sure your mental health is alright?" Riku didn´t know if he should be shocked or laughing.

„Yeah, I always wanted to do that." Saïx was really scaring Riku now.

„Well then, Let´s wake up Axel and make a sandwich!" Riku didn´t know why he said this but Axel seemed to be a lighter sleeper than any body expected.

„What? Sandwich? Where? Who? Now?" he nearly jumped up, Saïx fell out of the bed and Riku was pressed against the wall.

„We decided to have a 2 am breakfast." explained Saïx from the floor.

„Oh..." as fast as he had woke up, Axel fell back to sleep.

Saïx stood up and helped Riku crawl over Axel. And so they sat in the kitchen, both bright awake and ate a 3:23 am breakfast.

They really had everything for a good sandwich, even ice cream. So they made up a contest who could make the worst sandwich.

Riku won by far...

His sandwich contained: a banana, choco syrup, uncooked tofu, ketchup, yogurt, cottage cheese and his personal favorite some coffee beans.

Saïx wasn´t so bad but close to...

His sandwich contained: an apple, brie and some other cheese, tuna and several other fish out of cans and glasses of all size, some noodles from yesterday and his personal favorite: high concentrated vitamin c powder called ascorbin acid.

Saïx sandwich tasted better by far.

„What are you guys doing?" Axel stood in the doorframe, he still only wore his boxers. The pattern made Riku smile: some brown white and black bunnys eating carrots.

„Eating sandwiches." said Saïx, Riku swallowed his smile down, he had noticed that smilling at Axel´s boxers wasn´t so healthy.

„Is some ice cream left?"

„I think so."

Axel walked over to the fridge and took out a huge bucket. One of those who take 5 litres.

He sat down between Riku and Saïx with a great spoon and started to eat. Riku finished his sandwich, it was part of the contest to eat your sandwich, if you didn´t you lost.

Saïx and Riku were hit by several ice cream splashes. Saïx was worse off, he got hit in the eye, Riku´s sandwich was attacked 3 times. Axel´s hair was surprisingly clean a.k.a. it was totally white.

„Could you eat slower, please?" Riku asked, wiping some of the vanilla ice off his cheek.

„But it tastes so good." pouted Axel, he actually stopped eating.

„But I get dirrty." pouted Riku back.

Before he could say anything Axel forced him into a kiss, Riku tried to back away but Axel had locked his arms behind his head. Riku somehow had to confess that the ice cream tasted good.

Saïx helped him immediately and pulled Axel off him roughly and pressed the head of the redhaired into the ice cream bucket, he counted from one to five slowly and then let go of him.

„What was that for?!" shouted Axel as he gasped for air, his hair and face even more white.

„You kissed Riku without permission." Saïx sounded serious, Riku imagined to hear the „my" in the sentence. „I wanted to wake you up, to say sorry."

„It´s alride I´m fine." insisted Riku.

„No I am sorry I loose control when I am over tired. Oh and Saïx you had right, he really..." Axel didn´t came further because Saïx pressed him into the ice cream again.

„I think I should go to bed now." Axel said as Saïx released him. He was coughing a little, gave his friend a meaningful glance and vanished out of the kitchen.

Riku was unsure what this glance meant but he was sure it wasn´t something too bad.

„Got any idea what Axel meant?" he asked unsure.

„No, I think we should go to bed too." Saïx replied with a yawn.

Riku didn´t refuse, he was tired too. Saïx put away the bucket while Riku went back to the bedroom and fell into the bed without the snoring Axel.

Saïx came short after him, he lay down with Axel. „Good night." said Riku lowly. „Night." was the answer.

Riku somehow envied Axel because he felt alone, cold and unloved. It didn´t took long and Saïx was asleep too, Riku could sense that. He had enough sleep overs with Saïx to know when the berserk had fallen asleep.

Because there was no other opinion he doze away too.

--Author note

My Author notes are so long... rather scary in each case, I just have to tell you, that I know what Axel said and you don´t :P. I am the Author obey me my readers as always please R&R