A/N: every place and address and/or number was made up I am not positive if it really is a place or not but what ever you do do not attempt calling and/or going to this place if it is real because I am positive if it is real this person, he or she would be greatly disappointed.

Chapter 4:

I was passing the halls when I saw a paper it read:

There will be a party

When: This Friday at 10:00 P.M.

Where: 247 Wilman Street

I decided I would go I needed to get my mind off things off my mind and a party might be good. Maybe Carly would go with me. When I got home that day as Carly and I were doing homework I decided to bring up the party which was later on that day.

"Sounds fun we should go." Carly said.

"That's what I thought especially since it might be good to help get things off my mind." I didn't need to tell Carly what things I needed to get off my mind she already knew and understand.

Later That Night:

"Give me one second Carly!" I yelled downstairs.

When I came down I had a white dress with black straps a black stripe at the bottom a lace around where my lung cage would be and black out lined flowers on the bottom that went up as high as my waist. I looked up at Carly who was wearing a red dress that made a V neck with a red clutch in her hands and red pumps that matched the black ones I was wearing. When we arrived at the party I saw Freddie there. I watched him across the room leaning agenst the wall while I was near the punch bowl holding my cup of punch then I saw Cheyenne go over to him and practically make out with him, this made me furiouse. I put my punch down then someone handed me beer. It seemed so harmless so I figured what the hell why not. Next thing I knew I was drinking and drinking and drinking more. Then a boy came over to me. And started drinking some two he didn't seem to notice me but he seemed upset and angered for some reason I couldn't really tell who he was my vision was kind of fuzzy by now. I didn't know where Carly was she was probably off flirting with some boy like she usually was. I kept drinking more and more and then the next thing I knew I was making out with the boy who was beside me drinking beer. I found myself being lead to some room in the house. We kept making out with each other not pulling apart once we kept moving with each others bodies. Then clothes were coming off and tossed on the floor. Next he was on me kissing me form my lips to my neck then to my chest. It was all happening fast and I didn't really mind it, it kind of made me feel better, forget about things I don't even remember I wanted to forget. After a while we relaxed for about five minutes just to continue again. We did this about five more times that night then I fell asleep.