So, I feel a little better already. I would had updated a lot sooner, but we were without the internet for some time. So, sorry this is chapter isn't very long. I've got my report card for the half of the year and well, it wasn't very good. So, I can be only on my LP during weekends. Anyway, here is the chapter. Just to let you know, this chapter is worth reading. It is also a big and important part of the story. AllWolfXFox helped!
Song used in this chapter : Hollywood Undead - Street Dreams. (Right in the start. It's an amazing song. Check it out!)
"With all the buildings crashing down, it's Armageddon again."
A song was played in the living room.
Yesterday, my whole got into a bigger mess then it is. Jet wouldn't talk to me at all and didn't come for me last night. What was very weird.
Felix moved me into his room, not letting me out of his sight. I think he is just after that 'incident' a little worried about me. Jet doesn't even looked surprised when Felix told him about it.
Then, when they tought I was asleep, the really yelling started. They screamed at each other, few plates were destroyed and Jet eyes never look so angry this morning. Felix never looked so tired.
During the yelling, the only thing I heard from it was; what the fuck are we gonna do when that kid will be born? Actually, that was the only thing they 'talked' about.
Well, I think if we got enough money for Jet's video games, then why not on few baby things? If I would tell Jet what to do, I would throw all that stupid video games into a trash can.
"Hey, I asked you something."
I blinked few times, staring on Felix who held a guitar. Both of us where on Felix's large bed. He told me that if something happened to me, he want's to make sure that he would be there to help me.
"Sorry, I didn't hear you. Can you say it again?" Felix nodded and smiled. "I asked you, if you want me to tell Jet to turn off the music?"
I tought for a while. Well, yes, but then Jet would make another scene and wouldn't talk to me another full week.
"No, you don't have to. It's not that terrible. I will live thru it." I lied, laying back on the bed. The song was terrible. The sings. Uh, I can't believe that someone can listen to this.
Smiling, Felix lied down the guitar, crawling next to me on the bed and laying on his stomach.
"So, this may be a little weird to ask but, the baby still haven't moved, right?" Yes, that was weird from him to ask me something that is a little personal. Plus, he isn't the father anyway. "No. Why would you ask me something like this?"
I asked him, gaining his face to look at me. "Well, I just wanted to know. I care about you and you should know that. That means I care about tha baby too. I'm just a little worried, you know." Felix mumbled to himself, turning his head from me.
I blinked few times, bringing my hand on Felix shoulder. He looked back at me, embarrassed.
"Hey, I'm sorry." Felix shock his head and smiled. "Why are you sorry? I wasn't suppose ask something like this." Felix said with a small chuckle, sitting on the balls of his feet, looking at me from the top.
"You know, I never though you were this cute." Felix whispered. My eyes widened and I backed away to the wall. "Hey, I didn't do anything to you. What the heck is wrong with you?"
I gasped, already starting to feel Jet's hands in my hair, kissing my neck on my demise.
"Yes, you said I'm cute. Then you will sleep with me and tear my heart into million pieces like Jet did!" I yelled at him, a picture of Jet kissing that whore appeared in front of my eyes.
"You know very well that I'm nothing like Jet. Why would I do something like that to you? I only said that you're cute. That is all. I'm not gonna make out with you and all now. I just said that you're cute."
Felix repeated, smiling a little and patting my hair like he always did. I don't know why, but it makes me feel very loved. My mother used to pat my hair when I was stressed. Looks like it reminds me a little of her.
"Yeah, I know." I whispered back, relaxing a little.
There was silence for a while.
"Well, I'm hungry. Wanna go take something from the fridge? You and the baby need something to eat." Chuckling, I nodded my head, grabbing Felix's offered hand.
Felix smiled and leaded me downstairs. He let go of the hand when he saw Jet. Felix smirked at me.
"Watch and learn."
Felix whispered, slowly walking behind Jet. He looked at me, smirking, while I took a step back, knowing what can happen if Jet get's angry.
"AH!"
Felix yelled into Jet's ears, making him flinch and almost die on a heart attack. I couldn't help but hold back a chuckle.
"What the fuck, Felix?!" Jet yelled at him, rubbing his ears. "I could have gone def. Are you crazy?" Felix didn't responded and fell back on the floor, laughing. He then turned to me.
"I hope you didn't find this funny." Jet hissed, glaring. I shock my head, taking few more steps back. Jet then turned away from me and looked at Felix, glaring even more.
"You know what? Go fuck yourself. This wasn't funny at all."Felix didn't reacted and just whipped away few tears. "You should have seen your own face. God, how I regret not having a mini camera in my brain."
Felix laughed and looked at me. "Come on, let's get something to eat and leave Mr. Grumpy All The Time alone." I chuckled at Jet's new nickname, moving into the kitchen with Felix behind me, still giggling like a japanese school girl who was noticed by her senpai.
And Mr. Grumpy All The Time? That was the best nickname someone gave to Jet. And it's true. He is always. There isn't a day he wouldn't yell at something or someone. And by someone, I mean me.
I mean, once I wanted to give Jet a nickname. Well, I'm glad I'm still here.
"So what you want? Something to eat or drink?" Felix asked, opening the small fridge and taking out an orange juice, checking the date and then turning around and throwing it into the near by trash can.
"Just something to drink. I will be happy with a glass of water." Felix shock his head and chuckled. "You may be, but I'm not. If you want something to drink, then something that has a little more calories. Look at your self. You weight that same how I did when I was twelve. If not less."
Felix mumbled, taking out a Coca Cola. Thous two were practically leaving on soft drinks. If I remember very well, I never saw Jet drink a glass of clean water, but somehow both of them look like all they eat is vegetables and they sport. I think that people would be surprised if I would tell them that they live on soft drinks and most of the nights just fast food.
I sighed, taking the can and opening it.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
Someone knocked on the door, without having anyone tell me, I ran to the door and opening it. And look who was there! The five-star whore!
"Oh, you still live here." She snored, pushing me away and walking inside. Even though it was under minus outside and by some miracle it wasn't snowing, she had still that stupid, but at least a little longer shorts.
"Hey." I heard Jet say. As soon as he saw her, a grin appeared on his face. By the corner of my eye, I saw Felix leaning against the kitchen door, holding the Coca Cola can and giving the whore a glare.
The next thing I heard was another think that could just tear me apart into billion of pieces and if not even more.
"You know that I love you more than anyone I met in my life." And that made it. Come on, push me someone in front of a fast train! I wouldn't know any difference from the pain. When the sentence left his lips, I took action.
Walking quickly to the five-star whore, I got ready my fist. When I was closer to her, my fist flew straight to her head, making her gasp and fall on the couch. She shock a little, couching. Too bad, she wasn't dead.
"You've got what you deserved, now leave us alone!" I yelled only receiving a chuckle from here. "Me? Leave? You leave us alone. No one cares about you. Look at yourself. You're just a poor bastard. You think Jet cares about you? He just cares about me! Now go away. You're just a waste of space and our air."
She said, sitting up and wiping some blood that trailed down her chin. I saw Jet nod with his head at her.
Turning around, I ran straight upstairs with Felix behind me, calling my name all over again. I didn't run to Felix's room but to the attic, locking the door behind me and not letting anyone in. Not even Felix.
"Open the door! He didn't mean it!" Felix yelled, banging on the attic door. I swear that he sounded worried. But, I still didn't mind it. I stayed quit, sitting down, pulling my knees to my chest and listened how Felix banged on the door.
Then, after a while, he stopped. I heard a deep sigh. "I think that he just doesn't know what he is doing. Even if he agreed to what she said, I know that deep inside, he still cares about you. Trust me." Felix whispered and banged lightly on the door last time before sighing.
"Will you let me inside?" It took me few good minutes before I took the handle, opening it. I saw Felix standing there and he smiled at me a little when he stepped inside. He kneeled down in front of me, grabbing my hands into his and smiling.
I expected from him to path my head and tell me that I'm making from it a big catastrophe. I looked up at him, sighing and bit my lip a little. "Why do you always have to get me so worried. Don't you know I'm scared about you?"
Felix said and gripped my hands a little tighter.
"Why don't we go into my room. We can listen some songs. Maybe you will feel a little better after that. And remember, you can't stress your self at all." Felix said and stood up.
I really didn't feel like going outside the attic. She could be waiting for me to laugh in my face. Then, something caught my eye outside the window. It was snowing!
I think that Felix knew from my smile what was happening outside. He smiled back.
"You want to go outside into the snow, right?" I nodded my head, standing up and running to the window and opening it. This was actually the first time I saw snow in my life. I was born in Florida, where was never snow.
We moved here for two years already and it didn't snowed, not even once since I was here. My family left me few months ago, leaving me to my uncle. He died the following week on a heart attack.
"Ok, let's go. I just don't have the right shoes for it." I said and Felix chuckled. "It just started snowing. Take the normal shoes. It will be enough. And get dressed. We will leave in 10 minutes!"
Felix said and ran downstairs. I shock my head, chuckling and running behind him.
Felix was right.
There wasn't much snow, but it was snowing a lot. When we stepped outside, the neighbors kids were outside, chasing each other. I smiled a little, rubbing my a little bigger stomach.
I could just imagine a little girl or a boy running across the garden with a smile on his or her face.
I heard Felix chuckle when he stood next to me and maybe knew what I was thinking. "You know, you're getting a little too excited about it, don't you?" I jumped a little, not expecting Felix to talk to me.
I smiled, not needing to answer.
"Okay, let's go before Mr. Grumpy All The Time will know we are gone. Good thing that we could get out just in time before he stopped kissing that whore. Anyway, should we go to the park?" Felix asked and I nodded, grabbing his hand and leading us to the park.
Felix chuckled behind me and walked behind me. It was nice to go outside somewhere else except for the shop. I could finally take a deep breath and stop being afraid for a while that by any second, Jet just can come to me and beat me up.
Finally, in few minutes, we were standing in front of the park. The park was actually right around the block. I smiled when we entered the park. It felt nice knowing that you can take a deep breath of a fresh air.
I looked up at the sky and watched the small white dots fall past my face.
"Beautiful? Isn't it?" Felix spoke softly. I turned my head to him and nodded with a small smile.
"Yeah, thank you for taking me with you." I replied.
"Anything for you." Felix chuckled. "I mean afterall, you're the pregnant one here. You deserve some fun times." Felix said and stood next to him.
"Yeah..." I said and placed a hand on mine abdomen lightly. "Do you think..." I trailed off.
"What?"
"Nothing." I said and shook my head.
"No." Felix turned me round to face him and lift my head with his figure. "Tell me."
I stared at Felix's brown orbs with his treasured gold ones. "Do you think I'll be a good parent?"
Felix laughed. I glared and hit him on the arm roughly. "Ow!"
"You stupid!"
"N-no." Felix rubbed his arm. "I think you'll be a great parent." I said, frowning.
"Then why did you laugh at me?"
"Because, you're the mother in it all." Felix gave a toothy grin while I didn't hid a blush on my face.
"Stupid." I pouted and Felix bursted out laughing. When Felix didn't seem to stop I couldn't help but join in. Starting off with an easy chuckle then a full-out fits of laughter, echoing the quite park.
I didn't know what I was feeling but it felt nice. It was pure stupidity really. But... it felt nice. Once I settled my laughter down I stared at Felix who had stopped laughing a while ago and was just staring at me with a... kind expression.
In my moment of daze Felix had stepped up closer to me very slowly, but I didn't register it. I did though when he had pressed his warm lips onto mine, claiming them and wrapping his arms around my back to pull me in.
I'm pretty sure I gasped at that point, but what Felix was doing was making my heart beat faster, bursting with so much... pleasure, I didn't know what to think.
I felt Felix's lips pull back only just a little
"I love you..." My face pulled in shock and his lips claimed my again. I moaned at the kiss began to warm my insides, making me feel... love.
It felt nice. Very nice. If it would be possible, I would wish for this moment to last forever. Jet was never so gentle. And if I say never, I mean never.
Of course that Felix had to pull away soon, taking a deep breath and gasping my left cheek with his hand, stroking it gently.
"What are we tell to Jet?" I asked Felix, laying a hand on Felix's one that was on my hip. Felix just smiled, still stroking my cheek.
"We will just tell him. Not that he is gonna care less since he has that whore on his lap." Felix said and pulled the hand away, patting my hair.
And for the first time, I agreed with these words.
I can't believe I did this in one day. The next chapter may have a sex scene.
