Who Knew
Chapter 4
Thank you for all the people following and reading this story. As for Beck's reaction in chapter 3, he thought she was dead of course it would scare him that's like horror movie 101. Italics are thoughts, and Trina is pissed, she's just trying to stay calm.
(( Beck P.O.V ))
" Well Trina Rina, we are at the beach and I got us a couple of cozy blankets so we can stay as long as we want." "I'd like that Beck" said Trina. After I put the blanket down on the sand and sit on it right next to Trina. " Well know that we are nice and cozy on the beautiful beach, can we cut the crap and get to the real question you and I both know I am asking here." I say. " And that is?" asks Trina. I roll my eyes, " Why did you try and kill yourself?" I ask her. " Why do you care?" She asks me. "Because I'm here, with you" I say. " I know, I just…want to die. I've had enough" "Ok why?" I ask.
"You try being around people who don't really like you, and just put up with you. My sister is the only exception but that's a different story, all people want from me is to just laugh at me and stab me in the back" " I know that but I don't" I say, an albeit weak defense though. " You don't, YOU DON'T? Beck I got to the bottom of it ok. You guys going to my house was all a joke. That "can you make me a chicken" crack was just a fucking set up. I just cant believe I was that stupid to fall for it." Trina yells at me.
"I know OK I know, I was expecting to laugh my ass off, that was before I looked into the window and saw your tears, I looked at your face, and it made me crack OK. I planned the thing OK I just wish I could take it back, and get your hanging body out of my head. I'm sorry OK you have no idea how sorry I am" I say. All of the sudden I get hit in the nose really hard. " Holy shit what was that?" I say " I punched you in the nose dumb ass, you deserve at least that, and I forgive you, you jerk" Says Trina. " Ok I deserve that" I reply. " I tried to kill myself because I grew tired of the ridicule, and all the "no one likes you" cracks, ' Rex' always being the jackass he is or Robbie whatever, however you want to look at that one." "Trina, I had no idea. I'm so sorry, I just want to be there for you, I know I wasn't there before because….I have no idea, but I'm here know." " I know" " Wait a minute, why didn't you try and talk to someone? Anyone? Me, Tori, your parents?" "NO ONE WOULD UNDERSTAND" " I do Trina, your tired, and you've just had enough of the fake friends and everyone giving you a façade that they like you" " Hallelujah Einstein incarnate" " I deserve that crack" I say. "Duh" replies Trina.
"Trina please, you need someone here for you, and I want to help you, please give me that chance, don't people deserve to help you?" I ask. " Yeah they do, I'll give you that chance, don't fuck with me or I will kick your ass" Replies Trina. " aww man, I like it rough"