Before Jane left the hospital, she felt guilt for leaving Maura, but felt relieved for try to find a cure to your lover. She decided to write a letter and when Maura wake up she will see and understand the reasons why the Detective was gone.
'Okay, i have to follow my heart, here it goes' She thought.
Hello Maura, i just wanna say i will never forget you my love 3 It's funny because i really don't get tired to call you 'love'. Love love love love love that's my favorite word, you know that? And that word belongs to you, only you. When i first met you, i remember all the words that i said to you, but the most important phrase that i remember it's 'I was just trying to be nice' and then you said something about psoriasis haha (really funny). Woow i will never forget that, because when you said the first word i knew that you were the one, that you were the one who i would love forever. When you are sad, i just wanna hold you and say 'it will be ok'', when you are happy, i wanna be at your side, when you feel pain, i wanna make all the things to you forget the pain, when you are alone, i REALLY wanna stay there and kiss you. Everytime when i walk on the street and i see couples together, i think about you. I think what we could do if i were there with you, if you were here with me. But then, words cross my mind and i think 'one day i will love her the way she deserves' because i will babe, and i promise you that. I don't care if it will take months, years, i just wanna be with YOU. All the time i think how should be your embrace, your touch, you kiss. I know are the best things that i will ever experience, because i know that you are perfect to me. I hate when i leave you sad, i hate when i make you angry, i hate be that person that i am, that's why i apologize for all the bad things that i made to you. 'I love you' it's a sentence that everyone fears, that everyone wait a lot of time to say it, but i don't. I wanna say for the world that i love you, I LOVE YOU MAURA! No matter what happens, no matter if you don't feel the same for me, i don't care. I love you and nothing, NOTHING can stop me of love you. You always make me feel so happy, so...me. I never felt like that before, and that's why i wanna say thank you. Thank you love, for making me feel so happy. Everyday i wait for you, if you just say 'hi' it's enough for me, because i know that you are there and you think about me as well. I love you again, it's just 3 years that i know you, but for me it feels like decades. We are already so close to each other, and i'm glad about it. Thank you very much for be the amazing and lovely person that you are. It's incredible, when you speak from your heart, the words come out easily. What you did to me girl? I know the answer. You make me feel alive, you make me feel beloved. I hope that one day i give to you, the same things that you give to me. Love, happiness, affection. Woow you must be tired of reading, i'm sorry. But i wanna you to know that i love you so much, you're my life and that's why i'm doing this, i'm going to find a cure to your disease. Don't forget about me, because i will never forget about you and wait for me okay? Don't give up, try to fight it, i need you to do this.
P.S. I will come back and i miss you already.
Love, Jane.