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She just stood there, an annoyed expression across her visage. Kendall was unable to read anything other than annoyance from her, but he knew no matter what she said, it wasn't going to change the situation that was before him. No matter what she said, his mother still saw his and Logan's hands upon each other's, won't change the fact that he thought it to be wise to tell her not even a day after breaking up with Jo or change that he kissed Carlos. All this, he did himself, and there was no way of taking it back, and he knew that. But with the look Katie had on her face, made him wish he'd gone to someone else about it, but who? Logan? No, he loves Logan and everything but can't go to him about everything, even what some of it is about him, although not in a mean way. "No matter what happens from here on out," Kendall thought, "Logan and Carlos won't just be my boyfriend and friend; they'll forever remain my brothers." Katie just stood there, still. It's been five minutes and she still hadn't moved. Kendall wasn't getting a good feeling about coming to his little sister about this after all. "Please, Katie, just say something to me." Kendall thought.
"What do I say?" Katie thought. "All this is a bit to take in all together. I mean, I've known about the both of them for a good while but he flat out told me, while also asking advice on mom and what to do about James and Logan? Then tells me about kissing Carlos? What's going on with my big brother?" Katie couldn't believe what was going on, which was annoying her to a good extent. She couldn't take in all this information as it was. She had to organize it to take it in. "Okay, so Kendall's gay and likes Logan. Logan's gay and likes Kendall. Kendall and Logan break up with their girlfriends to be with each other. Mom finds out about them, or at least just Kendall. Mom has an issue and sends Kendall into a spiral. The other guys calm him down. Kendall runs off. Carlos finds Kendall and they talk. Kendall kisses Carlos. Carlos says that is their secret, so is Carlos gay or bi? Carlos makes Kendall a deal. Kendall comes to me." Katie finally makes a move and turned away from her older brother. "Do you really want to know what I think?" Katie finally said, causing Kendall to jump from anticipation.
"Yeah, little sis, that's why I came to you." Kendall said.
"First off, I've known about you for a while. But thanks for telling me directly." Katie said, causing Kendall to be speechless. "Second, just find mom and sit down with her. I got that she was mad at you from her making my favorite food. So all you need to do and catch her and talk to her. Explain what all has been going through your mind and what all this has done."
"But I tried to talk with her, she won't talk to me." Kendall said.
"Then get her to just listen, or you listen and allow her to talk. You never know what she could be feeling or thinking due to this all." Katie said.
"Ok, I'll try." Kendall said.
"Third, what is Carlos?" Katie asked.
"I don't know, why?" Kendall asked.
"Because, I don't like how he acted to being kissed by his brother." Katie said.
"Well you know although we were always together in the past, our family stories were different." Kendall said.
"True, we got an over-protective crazy." Katie laughed, causing Kendall to chuckle as well.
"Thanks for this, little sister," Kendall said.
"Any time big bro. and don't worry about me. I'm behind you." Katie said.
All Kendall could do was smile and hug his little sister. He knew he should have said the same thing but couldn't come up with the words, so he hugged her. Kendall soon left her room just as Logan passed him.
"Hey," Kendall said, startling Logan.
Logan turned around and Kendall knew he'd done the wrong thing by running off. Logan had tears all throughout his brown eyesand his face looked frantic and troubled.
"Kendall," Logan said with his voiced a bit horsed as if he'd been crying. "Where have you been?"
"I was at the rink and then I just had a chat with Katie… I'm sorry," Kendall said.
Logan walked towards Kendall, with his fists in a ball and head down; he stopped right before crashing into Kendall. Kendall looked all over Logan for some type of signal to what he was about to do. But he wasn't prepared for Logan slapping him. Kendall took a couple steps back from Logan, only to be pulled back into a kiss.
"I guess I deserved the slap," Kendall said, "but not a kiss."
"Well I couldn't keep myself from kissing you," Logan said, sounding really cheesy.
"At least you're not mad at me," Kendall said, trying to kiss Logan.
"Nope, you ain't getting these lips again. You got something else to do, don't you?" Logan guessed.
"Yeah, I got to talk to my mom." Kendall said, started to feel a gloom cloud over top of him.
"It's getting late, how about you do that tomorrow." Logan said.
"Okay," Kendall said. "Plus, James will be asleep till twelve."
"Yeah, are you going to be okay by yourself?" Logan said.
"Maybe,' Kendall said honestly. "Do you want to lay with me?"
"Yes, but I need to talk to Carlos about something." Logan said.
"LOGAN," Kendall nearly screamed just was Logan walked away. "I need to tell you something."
"What," Logan questioned.
"You see… um… I don't know how to tell you this, but… um…" Kendall said, while stuttering.
"You kissed Carlos?" Logan asked, causing Kendall to go wide-eyed and look down.
"Yea, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry," Kendall said.
"Who do you care more for, me or Carlos?"
"Why would you ask me that?"
"You answering my question just answered my question. Good night," Logan said, walking away from Kendall.
Kendall went to bed, cried himself to sleep while thinking of Logan. The one he truly cared for but wasn't able to say.
"Why, why wasn't I able to tell Logan that… that… great, now I can't even think of it! Carlos and Logan are my brothers same as James, but I know I like Logan more than Carlos… don't I?" Kendall thought.
Sorry for such a short chapter, but I thought this was a good place to let you guys off on until I upload the next chapter. Review or message me what you think should happen next or how you like the story so far. I love it when you guys do that! Until next chapter is up. -Yuki999
P.S. I did change my username from Dmortal999
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