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Hey peeps! It's time for another update! I think it's time for the jump off of this story! I'm pretty excited!

In this chapter...Carlos' thoughts, the babies, and Christmas decorating!

Chapter 4

As I looked out of the window and saw Trevor pull into their driveway with Alex, I couldn't help but smile. I just happened to pass the window and saw them pull in, I wasn't stalking or anything.

Anyway, I smiled because that's how it should be. Last time, it was just Jett and Erika, but now I see the complete family in them, and it's amazing.

We managed to actually get the nursery together for Alex. He's only three days old, and that was almost as crazy as getting the nursery ready for Emma when she came home. I was knocked out of my thoughts, when I felt someone wrap their arms around me…Logan.

"What're you doing," he smiled.

"Jett and Alex just got home," I pointed.

"Oh, we should go over there," he looked.

"Yeah," I nodded. "That would be nice…it's like a family day since we have the day off."

"Yeah, it will be when Kendall comes home with Adam," Logan said.

"And there they go now," I pointed down the road, where James' car was just turning onto.

"Daddy! Papi!" I heard Ethan's voice behind us.

We turned to look at the pouting toddler.

"Yeah?" we both asked.

"I wan a go see Uncle Kendoll an Uncle Jett," he continued to pout.

"They just got home, so we can go now!" Logan smiled, scooping him up and planting kisses his on face.

"Daddy!" Ethan giggled.

I smiled at the two before snapping a quick picture with my phone…I do that a lot. I went upstairs to go get Emma, who should be awake from her nap right about now. I opened the door to her room and yup, she was awake.

"Emma, we're going to see Uncle Kendall and Jett," I smiled.

"Yay!" she giggled.

I picked her up and she rested her head on my shoulder. I walked her downstairs, then I sat her down. I put her coat on her and saw that Ethan already had his coat on. With that, we were ready to go. I grabbed my coat and put it on before following the kids out of the door.

They ran across the lawn to get to Kendall and James' house.

"Don't run!" I called after them, but they didn't hear me.

I saw them knock on the door excitedly since they couldn't reach the doorbell.

"They're the cutest kids," Logan commented.

"I know, it's like just yesterday they were babies like Alex and Adam," I said. "I kind of miss those days."

"Eh, more or less," Logan smiled.

I watched as James opened the door and smiled brightly at them. He looked out and saw us, waving and we waved back. He let the kids in and we quickly caught up.

"Hey," James smiled once we got inside.

"Hey there," we replied, going for the couch.

"Kendall went to go put Adam down, you can go see him if you want," James said.

"I wan see em," Ethan said.

"Yeah," Emma agreed.

"Okay," James nodded. "But you have to be quiet," he whispered for demonstration. "Can you do that?"

The three nodded in confirmation and then James led the way up to her nursery. Logan and I decided to follow and see what was up. We got inside, and Kendall was leaning over the crib, talking softly to Jade, who was watching curiously from beside him.

"Adam has to sleep a lot," Kendall told her. "One day, he'll be able to talk, walk, and eat on his own."

Jade just continued to watch her brother. When Kendall saw the rest of us, he smiled.

"Want to see him?" James asked Ethan and Emma.

They nodded and Kendall motioned for them to come over to him. They walked over swiftly and took a side of Kendall that wasn't occupied. He continued to talk to them about the baby and they seemed occupied.

I looked over the crib down at the sleeping boy and I smiled. He looked so peaceful, babies are peaceful. It made me think about Ethan as a baby, and I smiled even more. I felt a feeling in my chest…what was it, nostalgia? I just yearned to have a peaceful baby lying in a crib.

I can't think that way though. I have a career, and Logan has his career and we have two children already that are great and amazing and I love them so much. Two kids is enough, I just need to tell myself that.

We looked for a few more minutes, then James told us we could visit Jett and that he had the kids. He also said he would bring them over in a bit, so we left and visited Jett and Trevor. Alex on the other hand was wide awake, and I don't think Erika liked that fact.

It was because we were paying more attention to Alex than her. It was a typical…never failed. Older siblings get jealous. It wasn't long before James brought the other three kids over and we all sat around Alex.

Alex went down, then Trevor insisted that we stay and watch TV, but James went to make sure Kendall was doing okay. They came back with Adam when he woke up though and we all sat and watched TV together.

Around the time it got dark, we all headed home and we let the kids help us cook as we played some Christmas music. We ate and had a good time then we started our decorating. We put the tree up and the lights and I got a lot of cute pictures of Emma and Ethan putting ornaments on the tree or being silly with them.

Logan and I put the yard stuff up outside and hung lights. We went back inside, and the kids helped me put on the finishing touches as Logan made hot chocolate. When that was done, we were done and we got to admire our work, then we put in a Christmas movie and enjoyed our hot chocolate like a family.

Ethan and Emma were out almost immediately though because I realized that they didn't have much of a nap today. Logan took them both upstairs and put them to bed, then came back and we cuddled.

"Kids are all asleep," he gave me a kiss.

"Good," I said.

"What's wrong?" Logan asked, noticing my expression.

I've been thinking about it all day, and I want it. I want another baby, now I just have to tell Logan.

"Nothing," I said.

"Carlos…tell me the truth," he said.

"Okay," I took a deep breath. "Logan, I want another baby."

DUN DUN DUNNNNNN! lol I'm so weird...Let's see how Logan reacts!

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