I pulled back the long drapes that covered Alice's and my bedroom windows, staring at the scene happening outside the big Cullen house. I could see two figures verbally fighting out in the cold fall weather, Edward and Bella.
I was all alone. Alice left as soon as she caught wind of Bella and my sexual arrangements. She said she couldn't deal with the situation and that she couldn't stand to look at me at the moment and packed a bunch of her things and left without even telling me where she was going or when she would be back. Edward tried to stop her and in the process read her thoughts. Then all chaos broke.
It all started off as a very calm Thanks giving day with Alice fixing the house up for a little family gathering. She always loved to decorate. We were all decked out in our best attire and in a cheerful mood.
I stood next to the woman I loved whole heartedly, but my eyes strangely stayed on Bella's across the room. There were no sexual stares or gestures just calming, pleasant stares between us. It was as if we both realized how truly blessed we were with our love ones and that it didn't matter if we ever touch again, we would always have this close, misunderstood bond.
She looked beautiful with her chestnut colored hair flowing down her shoulders, a little blush and lip gloss enhancing her facial features and the dark blue knee high, spaghetti strap dress she wore. Bella didn't look like a girl anymore, she looked like a woman.
It was a proud moment to see what she had grown into over the course and which I had known her. I almost felt like a proud parent except with a strange sexual desire to bend her over the dinner table and have my way with her.
My eyes widened when I realized what I was thinking, feeling. It wasn't Bella's emotions I was reading off of anymore, they were mine. I, Jasper Whitlock, a happily married vampire, wanted my brother's girlfriend. I wanted Bella. I wanted her bad.
I watched across the room as Bella chatted away with my other family members, laughing at something said. Her breast, her perky, milky breast jiggled as she laughed. My eyes darken and I felt a jerk from my pants.
I gripped onto the corner of the table as Bella bent down to pick up a napkin she dropped, being the klutz that she was.
I held back a moan threatening to escape and tighten my grip on the wooden surface, surely leaving nail marks. Her ass was brought up to my view, her dress teasingly drew higher and higher as she reached for the napkin, giving me a better view of her long, lean milky legs and round ass.
I gulped hard as venom filled my mouth; my dick was straining to get out of its cotton hold. I was moments away from grabbing Bella, dragging her to my room and fucking her brains out.
That was until I remembered my wife, my beautiful, trusting wife I had standing right next to me, probably reading me like a book.
"Jasper, are you okay?" She asked in her sweet, concerned voice.
"Wha…yes, yes, I'm fine. I just… I need a little fresh air. Bella's scent is getting to me." I lied.
Not to say her scent didn't smell good, it smelt great and when she was aroused, dear lord, she was mouthwatering.
"Good, I think that is the smart thing to do. I'll be here, waiting for your return." She replied sweetly, removing my grip on the wooden table, giving my hand a loving squeeze.
I gave a tense smile her way before making my way out the back door into the night air, hoping to calm my senses.
I closed my eyes inhaling the night air and listening to the sounds of nature. It calmed me a great deal and soon I was feeling more like my relaxed self.
A moment of weakness, that's all it was, nothing more.
The sound of the glass door screeching open caught my attention. I looked over to find Bella's small form standing by my side.
"Oh, it's getting chilly out." She expressed, rubbing her arms to get some needed warmth.
I felt the need to take her and my arms and hold her close but I resisted, she wasn't mine to hold, she would never be.
That thought saddened me for some reason. I couldn't understand why I felt the need to comfort Bella, I never had before. Maybe because we were family and families comfort each other.
Yeah, that must be it, we have grown closer, it's only nature to want to protect and be there for the ones you care for, except, there is a sexual lust as well.
I eyed her body over as she looked out in the dark forest that surrounded us, completely oblivious.
Her nipples were hard and alert, begging for a warm touch and her cheeks were flushed from the cold air. Even her breathing became heavier, as if the cold was taking over her form, yet she didn't move from her spot or show any signs of weakness. She just stood next to me in silence watching the scenery.
"Bella, its cold out, perhaps you better head back inside." I voiced calmly.
"No. I'm fine." She replied trying to sound relaxed but I could hear the trembles in her words.
She was trying to fight the cold but it was winning. If she stayed much longer she would turn into a human Popsicle.
"Bella, come on, your shivering for Christ sakes. Go inside." I all but yelled.
Why the hell is she outside with me anyway? Does she want Edward to find out about us or something?
"No, not without you." She replied stubbornly.
I cursed under my breath as I grabbed Bella's arm not caring if I was hurting her or not and pulled her into the warm house.
I took her to the family library. There was a nice fire place in the middle of the room, perfect for warming her cold, fragile skin.
I pushed Bella against the wall rather roughly. She whimpered a little but didn't say anything.
I was mad at her and I wanted her to know she couldn't treat me this way. I wasn't some toy, some experiment. She couldn't use me when she wanted and throw me away. I wouldn't let her fuck up everything I worked so hard to gain.
"What are you trying to do, fuck everything up?" I disputed angrily.
Her eyes widened when she saw my seriousness on the issue. I watched shocked as they began to water and sobs came out of her mouth.
"I'm sorry, I guess I wasn't thinking, I just… I missed you, okay?" She sobbed into my chest, wetting my dress shirt.
I ran a hand through her hair and held her close with my other, as she went to.
"I never wanted this to happen; I didn't expect this to happen. I didn't think I would feel something for you, but I do."
"I know, I know. Shh, it's okay. We'll figure this all out. Okay?" I said in a calming voice, moving away to see her face.
Bella's eyes were blood shot and glossy from all her crying and her cheeks were flushed with color. She was beautiful, simply beautiful in her natural form, she had a beautiful soul. I could see why Edward loved her so.
I brought my hand up and wiped her tears. Her breathing slowed and our eyes met. She grabbed ahold of my hand stopping their actions and leaned forward. Before I knew what I was doing my lips meet hers in a soft, sweet kiss, which soon turned passionate and rough.
I pushed her small body against the wall. I groped ever part of her body I could get my hands on, her breast begging to be freed of their confinements, her squeezable ass, getting a moan in response, her arms, and hips, legs, everywhere.
Her small hands made quick work of my belt, flinging it across the room. I pulled back and admired her beauty, as her chest heaved for more and desire filled her eyes.
I yanked my shirt free from its tucked in state before ripping it in two, impatience and excited for what was to come. Bella reached down and slide her underwear off teasingly before tossing them to the side.
I pressed my hard body into hers and she moaned, desperately working on my pant zipper, wanting to remove the garments that stood between us.
A slow wicked smirk came across my face, at her needy state.
"You want me Bella?" I asked huskily against her neck, giving little kisses and sucks.
"Yes, yes, please."
"You want me to fuck you?" I said giving her neck a light nibble, while grinding against her lower half.
"Oh god, yes. I want you so bad. Please Jasper, Take me. Take me now." She whined wrapping a leg around my waist trying to bring me closer.
"Your wish is my command." I answered, grabbing her by the ass and moving across the room over to the fire place.
She squealed in joy and held on to me for dear life as I brought her down to lie on the carpet. She lay next to the fire all hot and bothered in desperate need of relief. It took everything in me not to just pounce on her.
I shed her of her dress and kissed her pink skin all over. She whined and whimpered for me to take her time and time again. I waited till she was at her breaking point before removing my pants and spreading her warm legs apart.
She gasped in anticipation and bit her lower lip as my hard dick slide into her wet and warm hold. She panted and grabbed ahold of my back. I closed my eyes and arched my back groaning at the great sensation as I filled her up. I felt whole, inside and out.
It wasn't long till Bella wrapped her legs around me and we were off in another world full of bliss.
It didn't take either of us very long to reach our peaks. I let Bella rest up, catch her breath and take in everything that had just happen.
"Congratulations, you're now a full blown woman." I said huskily against her ear.
A satisfied smile came upon her face and she watched my naked body with hunger as I took a seat on the padded chair that sat next to the fire place. My dick stood in attention, lovingly Bella's lustful gaze.
"Come here, little one." I voiced, gesturing Bella over with my finger.
She wasted no time coming over.
"You want to play horsey?" I asked huskily.
Bella nodded her head excitedly and bit her bottom lip again looking innocent and uncertain.
"How… umm… how do we play? I mean… what do I do?" She asked sounding confused and a little embarrassed at her lack of know how.
I smiled back at her to show I wasn't frustrated at her lack of knowledge in the bedroom and that I would guide her.
"Straddle my lap facing me."
Bella though hesitant did as told and gasp as my dick slide back inside her pussy.
"Now, just start moving, back and forth, up and down, whatever feels good to you."
Slowly Bella rose up and then slide back down in a forward slant. Moans escaped her at every rise and fall.
"Yeah…uh, that's it; just… oh fuck, just like that." I said gripping her waist and beginning to thrust up into her.
"Oh, oh, oh god, Jas, jasper."
"Yeah, that's it, ride the horsey. Uh, shit, so close to fucking close."
I watched in enjoyment as Bella's breast bounced up and down as her fast movements and her face grown pink with excitement and her mouth opening and closing unable to form words at the feeling.
"Jas, Jasssperrr!" She exclaimed, before becoming a pile of mush in my arms and struggling to catch her breath.
I could hear her heart pounding a mile a minute. I wanted to.
You don't know how bad I wanted to change her, to keep her for my own selfish reasons but she is Edward's and I have Alice.
Bella and I dressed in silence; I wasn't even sure how much time had passed since we left the party. I let Bella leave first.
I left ten minutes later and headed to my room to change my shirt.
I couldn't reenter the party with a torn shirt.
I was shocked to find Alice already there, waiting for me. Something told me I was not going to like what she had to say. It was written on her face. I could feel the betrayal, the hurt in her emotions.
"You heard." I said sure Alice knew about Bella and me.
"No, the walls are sound proof remember Jasper? Carlisle thought it would be wise to sound proof the rooms so we couldn't hear everyone's business."
"Right, so then how did you…?"
"I had a vision Jasper, I had it this morning. I thought my mind was playing tricks on me but then I saw the way you were looking at Bella…" She stopped short as if in too much pain to continue.
"… I remember when you used to look at me that way, so full of desire and…love."
"Alice, it wasn't like that. I was just helping her out. I will admit it went too far but in the end that's all it was, helping a friend out." I voiced taking a seat next to her on the bed, trying to take her hand in mine.
Alice tugged her hand free and moved off the sofa heading towards the closet, our shared closet.
"Oh come on Jasper, you think I'm stupid? I know there is something there between you in Bella and it's not just sexual, you can play dumb all you want, but I know there is more." She said grabbing her suitcase out of the closet and placing it on the couch opening it up.
"What are you talking about Alice, did you see something? What are you doing, where are you going?" I asked frantically, afraid of Alice never forgiving me.
"No, I didn't see your future. I just saw… I have to go; I can't even look at you right now." She said packing up some clothes and heading towards the door.
"Alice, please I love you. Please don't leave, not like this." I begged.
"I have to go, I can't… I just can't." She voiced heading out the door.
Voices downstairs could be heard, one in particular, Edward's asking Alice what happened. She didn't say anything out loud but in her mind I know she did because the next thing I knew I heard Edward leaving and Bella following after.
I looked out my window to find them fighting out in the front yard. I could tell even from where I was that Bella was crying and shivering from the weather.
She forgot her damn jacket again.
Edward was oblivious to her human needs or maybe he just didn't care as he ignored her trembling as she fought to tell him, he was all she wanted, needed, that she couldn't live without him.
Edward walked away after hearing enough, leaving her alone again. Bella attempted to follow him but gave up after falling over her clumsy feet in the dirt.
She was huddled up on the cold ground crying her eyes out.
She is going to freeze to death.
I let out a stressed sigh before heading downstairs to the rest of my family who stared on in shock. All of them voicing different things.
How could I do this to Alice and my brother and if I was okay? Telling me to make sure Bella was okay and to fix the mess I created.
Still shirtless, I headed over to the coat rack and grabbed Bella's jacket. I opened the front door without even answering my family's questions or looking in their direction and walked in the chilly weather over to Bella's quivering form.
Without saying a word I placed the jacket on her bare shoulders and scooped her up in my arms. She sobbed against my chest as I carried her inside the warmth of the house.
I placed her on the living room couch and pulled a small blanket over her before heading back to my room and shutting the door, ignoring my family's stares and words.