Every minute that pass by, I get hollower. Looking at her kissing him like nothing even happened turns me even colder all this week. Lying down in my bed is like going into a cesspool of lust and sadness. A part of me want to just say fuck it and let her go, then the other wants to slammed her on the wall and kiss her until she suffocate. I'm bitter and lustful at the same time. I can still smell her on my sheets, think about her fingers going in and out of me. I know calling her a bitch felt good in the moment but now it taste so bittersweet.

"Tori!"

"Yeah Sikowitz?"

"You look like a mess, with all that crust under your eyes" The class giggled "Go clean yourself up"

I got up and headed to the bathroom down the hall. Instead of cleaning up, I went to a stall and fell asleep. 10 minutes into a deep sleep, I heard the door slam. I heard the sound of boots and a kick to my stall door. As I got out the stall, there was Jade. Great...Just fucking great.

"Ew Vega, what the fuck are you doing here?" She snarls. Just hearing her voice is doing something to me.

"Beck isn't here so call me a bitch one more time and I'll punch your fucking face in"

Still, the more she talks the more something was building inside me. That same smell swirling around in my room.. my bed.. I can smell it again.

"Really Vega, you wanna play the bitch card with me?"

I just stared at her, looking in her eyes. It's the same look she had that night.

"What the fuck… You know what, fuck you Vega!" She went to leave but next thing I knew I grabbed her arm and pushed her in the stall. Slamming her against the wall, she looked in my eyes, my hollowness soon turned to anger and frustration. I had a tight grip around her. I crashed my lips onto hers to cover hers in an aggressive kiss, so brutally intense and heated that it left her completely powerless; she froze against my embrace trying vainly to play catch up. My lips were shockingly demanding, my tongue moving aggressively past her lips as if I had done this a thousand times before. One of my hands around her hips while the other is threaded through her hair as she pressed herself to me, grinding against each other, I greedily clutching her ass, moving my mouth over hers as aggressively as I can. My kisses grew frantic and sloppy and in the back of my mind, there were a part of me that desperately wanted to stop but I couldn't. I was heatedly locked against her and I'm already wet from her scent. Becoming even demanding as my hands went between her legs spreading them, lifting her up to my waist for her to straddle. She grabbed on to my shoulders as my irrepressible lust consumes me. Leaning against her, I saw her damp white panties and couldn't help to lick my lips. I grind against feeling her wetness against my shirt.

"Mmmmm " she hissed out and grind against me. Her hips bucking up and down to tempted me. I quickly sat her down on the toilet and got on my knees to take the panties off.

"So tell me Jade, you still hate me?"

I lifted her legs and hiked them over my shoulders as I buried my face between her legs. Licking and stroking her core in such a hungry way/ She wrapped her legs around and held my head. My tongue stroked her wet walls, dripping lips and tender clit. The more wet she got, the more hunger I got. In the back of my mind, I need to let her know she's not gonna have her cake and eat it too. I want her to want me like I want her. I want her to come to me like she did before and not the other way around anymore.. I needed to know.

I got up and saw the confusion on her face. "Why..why are you stopping?"

"Cause, you didn't answer me.. Do you really hate me?" She looked down.

"Jade, look… you can't forget what we did, you can't hide how we feel. Hell even Beck knows… why are you so scared to admitted it? You want me Jade.. Just like I want you…"

"I don't wanna talk about it" she got up and pushed pass me but I grabbed her arm before she could leave.

"Let me go Vega!"

I pushed her back towards me, face to face I looked her in her eyes which was watering. I saw fear in those blue eyes..

"You can't do this Jade, it's been hell not to touch you since that night. And what we just did, you can't tell me you hate me after all that. Touching me, making love to me and moaning when I please you. It didn't look like you hate me then… why Jade, why?" She was started to tear up and start shaking her head. "Jade.." Then we heard someone trying to inside and startled, Jade pushed pass me and ran out.