Ehliena opened her eyes slowly, a soft smile on her face. Underneath her head she could feel Horatio's heart, beating slowly and rhythmically as he slept his breathing deep and quiet. She lifted slightly and flexed her shoulders – feeling a little stiff at the awkward position she had been lying in, careful not to wake him.
As she made herself more comfortable, her thoughts went back to the night before, Horatio was not her first intimate partner, but there had not been many others. One thing she knew was that the two of them were now so closely bonded that no-one could come between them.
She was glad that they did not have to work that day, she didn't really want to see anyone, wanted to be with him alone, but she did have the new quarters to arrange. Checking the time, she saw it was nearly 7.30. Will would already be awake making his morning inspection.
Quietly she opened a comlink, "Will could we meet a little later than we arranged? Or would it cause a problem?"
The Commander chuckled to himself, "Not at all Ehliena, in fact it would help me out, Geordi and Data are working on something that I need to have a look at. Shall we say… 10 o'clock?"
Answering in the affirmative, Ehliena closed the comlink and sighed when she heard Horatio chuckle. Don't you want to get up?
"No… I'm feeling lazy, and far too comfortable…"
"Good, I don't want to have to rush breakfast." He paused for a moment, thank you for last night…
Ehliena blushed, how do you feel?
Renewed… Which was what I needed… Have needed for a while.
Why didn't you say so?
Horatio sighed, "I didn't want to push you into anything. I…"
Ehliena put her finger on his lips. Horatio, I know the Symehk need renewal to control their flow of energy. You told me yourself remember… Don't ever risk it again. Tell me.
Horatio gave her a wry look, "Telling me what to do now?"
Ehliena turned and rested on his chest so she could look him in the eye, "When it comes to your health – yes. You would do the same to me."
Horatio chuckled and flipped her onto her back, "You're right, but lets not argue." Dropping a soft kiss on to her lips he prevented any more verbal communication. Ehliena had no intention of replying, she now had clues to how Horatio was feeling, no more would he be able to hide his Symehk side so easily from her.
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Ehliena paused before the doorway, trying to make up her mind. Damn it. She touched the panel and heard the chimes ringing inside, followed by the soft 'come' as Deanna answered. Her cousin greeted her with a warm smile which changed to concern when she detected the turmoil in Ehliena's mind.
"Ehliena, what's wrong."
The younger woman began to pace around the room, shaking her head, not sure how to start. Deanna watched and waited calmly, many people who came to see her were initially like this, but she was surprised to see Ehliena in such a state, they had been at Deep Space Nine for just over two weeks and the various trade negotiations were reportedly going well.
"What's wrong? Are the negotiations proving to be troublesome?"
Ehliena shook her head and chuckled slightly, "Not at all, in fact the groups are falling over each other to be helpful. The other discussions that are going on are also moving well. One is a little sticky – but that's to be expected when the Cardassians and the Klingons are involved, but even that is ok."
Deanna frowned, "Then is it something… personal?"
*
Ehliena dropped onto the couch, head in her hands fighting for control. "Yes…"
"You and Horatio?"
Ehliena nodded, afraid to talk. Deanna was puzzled, her cousin could not disguise how happy she was and Horatio, though quiet and private with his thoughts often betrayed his feelings with a soft glance in her cousin's direction.
"Is there a problem between you?"
"No."
Ehliena's answer was sharp, then she sighed, "It's nothing like that… Its….physical… and I'm not talking about anything intimate."
Deanna raised an eyebrow, completely confused. Now she could understand Ehliena's dilemma, it wasn't that her cousin didn't want to talk about the problem… She couldn't explain it.
"Describe how you noticed this… situation."
"I don't know exactly. The other evening the two of us were relaxing after dinner, Horatio's become intrigued by other planets and other races since we've been involved with these negotiations… He was reading up about the Cardassian home world and I decided to catch up with one of the classics that the Captain leant me."
"Which one?"
Ehliena chuckled, "Wuthering Heights…" She relaxed a little more, now that she had begun speaking; her mind was able to start putting things together. "Horatio leant back from the display to stretch his back – he'd been hunched over for about an hour I guess, so I put my book down to massage his shoulders a little."
Her face changed, an element of fear creeping into her voice. "When I first touched his back, it was as if I was touching a sponge, the next minute it was fine. I didn't think anything of it – I thought maybe I'd misjudged the pressure I needed."
"But…"
"It's happened a couple of times since…" Ehliena paused, trying to make sense of what she had felt, "Deanna when Will holds you, you can feel the strength in his arms, even though he's not using it… It's just… there…"
"When Horatio holds me, I feel the strength, but it's as if he is consciously thinking about it… Sometimes I pass him and just touch his arm or shoulder and I feel… Nothing… It's as if he has an outline and shape, but no substance… Yet you can see that he must have – how else could he hold something, carry something? The other day he was sparring with Geordi… Managed to throw him across the mat – you couldn't do that without having substance could you?"
Deanna was perplexed; Ehliena was right, "Is he using telekinesis?"
"No, I'd be able to sense it; I know how he does it…" She blushed slightly, "He teaching me too…"
Deanna's eyes opened wide, "You're becoming telekinetic?"
Ehliena smiled shyly and nodded toward the table, focusing on the small vase, she was able to lift it a few centimetres. "Its not easy, but I'm getting better all the time." She moved back to the subject in hand, "What do I do about Horatio?"
Deanna sighed, "I don't know. Have you spoken to him about it?"
Ehliena shrugged her shoulders, "I've tried, twice… The first time, he ignored me and changed the subject, the second time, he told me it was nothing for me to worry about – that it was associated with the transformation – and that it would go away."
"Deanna, I'm worried, what if he's sick – something the Symehk get that we don't know about that can still affect him in human form."
The Counsellor paused, "Ehliena, if he doesn't want to talk about it, there's not a lot we can do." Joining her cousin on the couch she put her arm around the younger woman's shoulders. "Look, how about I call mother and find out if any of the other Symehk have had problems. Maybe it is just part of the process and she'll be able to confirm that and put your mind at ease."
Ehliena nodded her head, "Thanks Deanna, just being able to talk to you helps. I'd better go, I'm meeting Horatio for lunch in 10 forward before we go back to the station."
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Horatio was quiet. He could sense that Ehliena was worried about something and he had a pretty good idea what it was. Sighing, he ordered drinks from the bar waiting for her to arrive.
"If something is bugging you, you should say something you know."
Horatio gave a half smile at Guinan's voice. "It's not important. Just something I have to deal with. It'll pass."
Guinan was not impressed, "Horatio, you're not the Sentinel anymore. Part of the reason why we have friends is to share our thoughts – our concerns – you'd be surprised as to how much it helps to be able to talk. Ehliena is better than most at listening…"
Horatio shook his head, "No… I can't burden her with this; it'll worry her too much. Besides – I told you, it'll pass."
Guinan frowned, "and if it doesn't?"
Horatio turned slightly, spotting Ehliena walk in, "then I'll deal with it. Please don't say anything to Ehliena…" As his partner joined him, he gave her a warm smile, "Ready for lunch? Better have something filling – we have the Cardassians and the Klingons this afternoon – could be a while."
Ehliena returned the smile, Horatio glad to see that she seemed less concerned than she had that morning, "Hmm good idea. Any suggestions Guinan?"
The older woman nodded and moved away to get them something, telling Horatio with a glance that she did not agree with his decision.
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Deanna was worried, after exchanging pleasantries with her mother – a trying situation at any time – she had carefully approached the situation. Lwaxana Troi was as puzzled by the circumstances as much as her daughter had been.
"I haven't heard anything little one. Let me speak to Manager Mandela about it and get back to you. He's currently at a conference in Australia of all places. Something to do with plate tectonics or other geological matter, I'm really not sure."
Deanna hid a smile; her mother could be guaranteed to shy away from anything scientific, though the fact that she even knew the geological terms was already impressive. "Thank you mother, I'd appreciate it. Ehliena's trying not to show it, but she really is worried."
Lwaxana gave her daughter a smile, "Don't you worry, Deanna. I'll look into it, in the meantime, you look after your little cousin – she and Horatio are quite the heroes down here you know. Can't let anything happen to them."
Deanna smiled and after a short goodbye she cut the link and went looking for Beverley Crusher.
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Horatio sighed and leant back in his chair; finally after a week of moving back and for, seemingly getting nowhere he and Ehliena had managed to get the Cardassians and Klingons to agree. Ehliena was currently sweet talking the two diplomats in the bar, but he had excused himself for a moment.
Once again he felt weakened and wondered if he dared steal a little more energy from Ehliena that evening while she slept. He had come to rely on her life force more and more over the last few days, but knew she was getting suspicious. He had to be careful – now the negotiations were over, his Human energy would build if he rested, but there was no telling what would happen next. Life on the Enterprise was anything but normal and boring.
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Beverley was confused, every six months she routinely put people on the ship through a medical check-up, just to make sure everything was ok. Long term space travel could affect people in strange ways and she wanted to make sure that she was prepared for anything.
After Deanna had paid her a short visit with just a general query, she had become intrigued with Horatio's records – though everything was in order for a normal human being, something had caught her attention. It was too normal…
Startled, she noticed that the three examinations she had performed on Horatio so far were completely identical. She would expect some kind of fluctuation – even a minute one, but there was nothing…
She wondered if it was the Symehk part of him that would keep his physiology so complete. Making a note in her log, she thought it was time for her to have a little chat with the Ambassador. This evening there was due to be a celebration in 10 forward as the diplomatic mission was now complete and the Enterprise received her new orders. Beverley checked her appointments and decided to ask Horatio to come and see her in a couple of days' time.
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As she was preparing her clothes for the evening, Ehliena was surprised to see Horatio sink into a chair and close his eyes. As she moved closer, she saw his hand blur for a moment and shook her head. As she looked more closely, everything seemed to be fine, but that did not dismiss her concern.
"Horatio? Are you ok?"
The red-head opened his eyes and smiled softly, "Yes I'm ok, just really tired. The function this evening is the last thing I need, but if we don't go, the Federation will look bad."
Opening his arms slightly he gave Ehliena a soft look that would instantly bring her to his side, as she sat next to him, her arm on his shoulder he began to draw a little energy from her. "I just need a short nap, why don't you join me? I have a feeling this evening will be a long one."
Ehliena nodded and stood, holding out her hand to help him out of the chair. As they lay down together, Horatio began to give Ehliena a soft mind massage, which sent her to sleep in seconds. Pulling her as closely to him as possible, he began to draw a little more life force away from her body.
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Ehliena burst out laughing, she and Horatio were in a small group of people talking about other diplomatic efforts elsewhere and contrary to her earlier anxiety, she was actually enjoying herself. Horatio was quieter than usual, but she put it down to his tiredness, though when they had awoken after their nap, he had seemed much better and more refreshed.
Excusing himself, Horatio moved to the bar to get another drink for himself and Ehliena – not surprised that she joined him a moment later. The concern on her face scared him for a moment, made him feel sad – should he tell her what he was going through? Should he say what he was doing?
He rejected the thoughts instantly, no, there was still time. Indicating that they should join the Klingon Ambassador for a short moment, although Ehliena insisted that maybe they should leave, he turned to move and stumbled slightly.
Ehliena called out as Horatio fell to the floor, attracting attention from around the room. As she watched her partner, she became dismayed as his body seemed to contort for a moment, his features blurring in front of her eyes.
The next moment Horatio seemed to return to his Symehk form, the energy whirling around his body, before resuming his human persona. In anguish, Ehliena reached out to touch him. Before anyone could react, Ehliena was caught by an energy pulse that threw her across the room, where she slumped to the floor, unconscious.
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Beverley cautiously moved around Horatio's still body using her instruments to try and work out what was going on. They had moved him to sick bay using the transporter, afraid that anyone touching him would receive a shock like Ehliena. She currently had him in stasis, which had stabilised his condition – but was still no closer to finding out what was wrong.
Ehliena had been easier to diagnose and was currently in a coma, similar to that after the Romulan incident. Deanna was trying to reach her cousin telepathically and bring her out. So far she had reached the younger empath's thoughts only to discover that Ehliena refused to return to consciousness, believing Horatio to be seriously hurt.
"She thinks that she has caused his coma by touching him when he was in Symehk form and doesn't want to see him unless he is well."
Beverley shrugged her shoulders and gave Deanna a helpless look, "I don't know what to do… His body is held in stasis, but even then you see it blur occasionally back into Symehk form."
"Maybe I can help"
The familiar voice surprised both of them and they turned to see Manager Mandela walk into the room, accompanied by the Captain and Lwaxana Troi. Taking a good look at Horatio's still form he sighed and motioned to the others to join him in Beverley's office where they could sit and talk.
"It is as I thought… Horatio has waited too long…"
"Too long? Too long for what?" Deanna was confused.
Slowly the Manager began to explain, starting with a brief background story to help his friends understand. The Symehk, as beings of pure energy were in a state of constant flux which occasionally became difficult to control. In order to control that energy, they would often combine with others – similar to the process of renewal - to keep a check on those energies. When the energy build up between two entities became too great, the Symehk would join, then divide into three, the smaller third entity being created from the excess.
"These were our offspring, and would slowly grow over time. They were born with the knowledge of their parents and acquired more as they grew older."
The Manager went on to explain that when the Symehk discovered what had happened to their planet, excess energy was used to try and stabilise their world, but it was quickly discovered that it would not work.
"It was then that we decided to create the three most important roles of our society, the Teachers, the Historians, and the Sentinels. The Historians set out to collect all our archives together working closely with the librarians, the teachers too contributed. Anyone could become a teacher or a historian. The Sentinels however, were very different."
"By necessity, we needed them to be self sufficient, understanding of the Ancients techniques of communication. We asked for volunteers that would sacrifice everything else in the search for help. Many of the first Sentinels were artists, scientists… Entities that were used to working alone. They readily volunteered."
"To keep the loss of knowledge to a minimum, they became insular, renewing themselves only within their group. Their ultimate goal was to create a Sentinel that could reach far into the distance with the equipment we had. In time that goal was reached, but at great sacrifice. The numbers of the group diminished quickly as energies combined to create single forms."
He paused, allowing those around him to absorb his words.
"The Sentinels were able to control the flow of energy around their bodies far better than anyone else. Their focus was much more concentrated on their task. In addition – they did not need to renew themselves as often. That proved to be a godsend – there were not many of them and as time began to run out, they began to combine – reducing their numbers further."
"Horatio was the last of the Sentinels, the most focused, the most concentrated and the most alone of our people. For him renewal was dangerous – previous Sentinels could renew with each other so knowledge could not be lost. In Horatio's case – he would lose a little of his knowledge every time he combined with another – although he obviously gained knowledge of a different kind from the other."
*
Jean-Luc Picard became thoughtful. Knowing that the Sentinels had been 'created' especially for a specific job explained much of the difference between Horatio and the rest of his people. The Symehk were a home-loving sociable group who enjoyed spending time with large numbers of friends and family. Horatio was the opposite, though he knew everyone on board by name and showed respect and was courteous to all, he kept himself to a small group of close friends and even then kept a slight distance.
"So what has happened to Horatio?"
The Manager sighed. "The last time Horatio tried to return to Symehk for renewal, there was an intense magnetic storm – rather than risk the shuttle being damaged, he returned to his post and released some of the excess energy into the atmosphere through the communications link – he discovered that by doing that he could actually reach further into space."
"Initially, he would just use the excess energy, but as our plight became more desperate, he began to draw more from himself. It was on one of those occasions that he was able to reach the Enterprise."
"When the Symehk regained Human form, it helped us – our energy is now constrained, kept within limits – and renewal with our new partners has completed the transformation. While we can still use and manipulate energy, it no longer manipulates us as it did in the past. In addition, we are a sociable group and Earth provided us with several opportunities to renew ourselves as we learned what it was to be human"
"Horatio's character is very different. He has always been alone, less sociable and would only seek a partner if the time or situation was right. As a result he has not renewed himself sufficiently to absorb the necessary patterns and knowledge to complete the transition – and as a result loses energy while in human form. His being is trying to return to its Symehk form – to regain its strength. Horatio has been fighting it"
Deanna gasped, "That's what Ehliena had noticed… Horatio's body was losing cohesion, but why has it happened now?"
The Manager gave a soft smile, "We Symehk are faithful to our partners – when we have found our true mate, we will combine with no-one else… It very rarely happens, but when it does… Horatio accepted the need to experience renewal with others – to learn, but he had already found his partner the moment he arrived on the Enterprise."
Beverley was stunned, "Ehliena?"
The manager nodded. "I realised the moment I arrived and saw her, she is… unique. We could sense that she has great strength within – great energy, but does not know how to tap into it. Had we been as our El-Aurian ancestors, she would have been spotted straight away and trained."
Deanna smiled, "It all makes sense now… Ehliena had great problems as a child, controlling the gifts she had, now I understand. She told me a few days ago that Horatio was teaching her to use telekinesis. Very few on Betazed have that ability, even fewer can combine it with empathy and telepathy. This must be the energy that you are talking about"
Nelson sighed, "Horatio was afraid that if he moved too soon, the energy in his own body would overwhelm Ehliena and she would get hurt. He didn't want that to happen, so, even in their most intimate of moments he has held himself back. Waited for Ehliena to become stronger. It is my worry that he has waited too long."
The small group fell silent for a moment, predictably, it was Lwaxana who broke the silence. "Well, now that we know the background behind the situation, where do we go from here? I refuse to believe we can do nothing."
Deanna gave a small sigh, "Oh mother, you are ever the optimist, but I agree – we must not give up. Is there anything we can do to help Ehliena and Horatio?"
The Manager sighed and nodded, "But there is a risk involved. Horatio and Ehliena must combine – completely. The transfer of energy from Horatio to Ehliena would stabilise his form – completing the transformation to human. The energy that Ehliena would receive would give her the knowledge of how to begin to use her talents."
"I can stabilise Horatio enough for the process, but it would have to be completed within a short time frame or it will all be for nothing."
Beverley nodded, "And the risk?"
*
"Firstly, I don't know how well the combination would work – if it could happen, Ehliena is after all, not Symehk. Secondly, it may not be in time for Horatio in which case, his energy would be lost – as a result Ehliena would never be herself again. She would be so overwhelmed that her mind would no longer be as it is."
The Captain looked worried, "And if we do nothing?"
The Manager sighed, "A Symehk would rather die than live without its life mate – Horatio was on his own for so long, the need to have a partner that compliments him is stronger than I have ever seen in any other individual. I cannot tell you what would happen to Ehliena – I don't know her well enough."
Deanna dropped her head tears forming in her eyes, "From the short time I linked with Ehliena – I can tell you only one thing – she is so closely bonded with Horatio, she would not be without him. I don't think she would remove herself from life – but she would withdraw totally from society, become reclusive."
Lwaxana Troi looked around the quiet group of friends and sighed, "I think it is a choice that they need to make for themselves, before we give up on them. I'll get Ehliena out of her coma – you do what you have to do to stabilise Horatio."
Deanna stared at her mother, "Will you manage?"
Her mother smiled, "Deanna, I can persuade her out of anything – and if persuasion doesn't work… I'll bully her…"
"Mother!"
Lwaxana laughed, "Don't you worry little one – I know what buttons to press to get your cousin moving. It is a skill you'll develop when you have daughters of your own."
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The voice called again, Ehliena cringed away from the sound, knowing it was her Aunt. Don't, I'm not coming… Horatio is hurt and I made it worse.
Is that really what you think? My dear, you really should check your facts before jumping to conclusions.
Ehliena sighed, What else can I think – I felt my energy transfer into him – hurt him… As tears began to flow, Lwaxana pulled the young empath to her, holding Ehliena tightly. It had taken her nearly six hours to get to this point fighting the barriers that Ehliena had thrown in her way.
She had been stunned as to how strong her niece had grown; the only thing keeping the older woman going was her legendary stubbornness, along with the love that had grown between them after Ehliena's parents had passed on. However, Ehliena's statement about her energy flowing into Horatio had surprised her and she knew she needed to check with Nelson.
Oh Ehliena, did you stop to think that your energy may have actually helped him? Nelson told me that Horatio's body has been trying to return to Symehk form. Your contact – thought it might have hurt – has helped him to fight that.
Lwaxana wasn't sure if it was true, but she would use anything to get Ehliena to open her eyes again. For a moment nothing happened, then her niece stirred in her arms. Releasing her slightly, Lwaxana held onto Ehliena's hand, "Is it true Aunt? That it might have helped?"
Her aunt smiled, "Well we won't know for sure unless we ask – but I do know that your partner is looking a lot better now than when I arrived." Pausing, she inclined her head in the direction of the bed where Horatio lay, still in stasis, but his human strength building up slowly under Manager Mandela and Dr Crusher's care.
Helping Ehliena to walk across the room, she felt torn apart inside as she saw the look of helplessness on Ehliena's face. Ehliena reached toward Horatio's form, but abruptly pulled her hand back, afraid that she would cause more damage.
*
"Hello Ehliena," Manager Mandela's soft tone came across the room, "How are you feeling? No – don't answer just yet. I'm not talking emotionally – but mentally – in a physical sense. Your aunt just told me that you felt some of your energy transfer into Horatio when you touched him before you were hit by the return energy."
Ehliena nodded and sat down on the bed next to Horatio's, slowly gathering her thoughts, allowing Beverley to check her over. Looking up, she gave Deanna a slight smile, doing much to ease her cousins concern. "I don't know? How should I feel?"
Deanna smiled back, "Do you feel like yourself – or different?"
"I don't know. Everything is a little hazy… Why? Is it important?"
Nelson sighed, "Ehliena, I need to know if you and Horatio exchanged energies, that he absorbed yours is without doubt – I can sense it within him. I have been able to use it to help him to recover slightly."
His words lifted Ehliena's spirits a little, "Is he going to be… alright?"
Nelson took her hand gently, "I don't know for sure, but if his energy did transfer into you, rather than just being lost, it is possible that he will recover further. How far I do not know, that would depend on you."
Ehliena swallowed, "I don't really feel different… but…" Her eyes opened wide for a moment and she pointed to the vase of flowers across the room. She focused her attention and the vase began to lift effortlessly into the air before making a slow, but smooth journey across the room.
Deanna began to laugh, "Well cousin – I think we can say that Horatio has taught you a lot in a very short time. It seems that his energy – along with some of his knowledge has in fact passed into you."
Ehliena set down the vase carefully, "So it seems – but what does it mean?"
Nelson sat next to her, his hand gently catching hers. "It means that you and Horatio have a big decision to make. In a very short time."
Ehliena looked up at the older man, suddenly feeling a chill pass over her body. His words concerned her for the moment, but she could also sense relief, and hope from the man she now knew was Horatio's 'brother'.
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Ehliena curled up on the sofa in what had become hers and Horatio's quarters feeling completely lost. Her exchange of energy with Horatio had given her new perceptions, new experiences and it scared her. She could now sense the concern her friends felt about her and Horatio more easily than ever before, but she took comfort in the fact that if she needed help, they were no more than a moment away.
She could sense Horatio's strength returning, though it had been nearly two weeks since the incident that put them both in sickbay. She had been surprised that her Aunt and Manager Mandela had responded so quickly, but had been informed that as soon as Nelson had heard about Deanna's query to her mother, he had insisted that they travel to the Enterprise.
Every day the older Symehk would spend time with Horatio, checking his progress 'manipulating' his energy before returning him to stasis. He had explained that what Horatio needed was 'rest' for a while. While his body was held in stasis, his energy would slowly regenerate.
"But we have to be careful… He could quite easily overload – and we would lose him completely." The Manager had told her that soon Horatio would need to be roused – and they would have to make their decision.
Carefully he had explained what would need to happen between the two of them for Horatio to complete the transformation. "The other Symehk were able to renew on a regular basis with their new partners, but they had also been able to renew themselves before the Enterprise came. Horatio had not… Renewal in its normal sense for you will not be enough for Horatio to complete the transformation."
Nelson had sighed deeply, "I still don't know if it will be possible, even though you have exchanged some energy. There are risks… Horatio could be lost – you could be driven insane…"
Ehliena was confused, "I don't understand."
The Manager drew her close, "Ehliena, the two of you must combine – physically, mentally, emotionally…"
She had stared at him for a few moments before the enormity of the situation hit her, tears running down her face. "Is there no other way to help him?"
Nelson shook his head, "No… I had hoped… but it's too late."
Ehliena stared out of her window at the stars streaming past, unconcerned about where the Enterprise was heading, only knowing that she was on the edge of an abyss. An abyss that would surely consume her if she did not have Horatio at her side to help control the energy that had transferred from him, energy that she had no idea how to control.
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"We have arrived at our destination Captain."
"Helm, standard orbit."
Jean-Luc stared at the ringed planet in front of him, he had not believed that he would have returned so soon, but this was the best place he could think of for Horatio and Ehliena to recover. Everyone on the Enterprise was concerned at the course of events and were all wishing the couple well. He just hoped that this plan would work.
Contacting the Manager, he asked Nelson to join him in transporter room 3 to beam down the planet's surface. Deanna and Data would join him for this first visit – preparations would need to be made before Ehliena and Horatio could leave the Enterprise.
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Anji stared in surprise, almost dropping the flowers in her hand, a slow smile spreading across her face. "Jean-Luc, it is good to see you again."
"You too Anji – but I wish it were under better circumstances – we need your help." Quickly Jean-Luc told her of the circumstances, relieved when she began to smile.
"As Horatio's DNA will be relatively new, he will not be affected by the regeneration properties of our planet's rings, much in the same way as our children are not affected until they reach puberty. Ehliena of course will feel a difference – which will be helpful – any accidental injury caused to her will be healed in a fairly short time. My only worry is that Horatio's 'energy' will be affected and he may not actually be able to complete this… transformation."
The Captain introduced the manager. Nelson smiled, "That is why I joined the team. Though I can feel the energy flowing all around the planet – it is having no affect on the Symehk part of myself, I do however feel more relaxed than I have been for some time. It is almost as if time is standing still for a moment or two – or at least slowed down."
Jean-Luc and Anji traded private smiles, knowing exactly what he was talking about. "Your people are welcome among the Ba'ku Manager Mandela. We can make space for Ehliena and Horatio in the village very quickly."
The Captain chuckled, "I think they would prefer somewhere a little more private Anji – Symehk renewal tends to be a little… visible. We had thought about taking a shuttle to a point near the sea. Horatio and Ehliena will be self sufficient and not bother you."
Anji looked at him in surprise, "Then why did you come to the village? You could have just landed – we would never have known – the nearest sea is too far to travel with our modes of transport."
Jean-Luc smiled softly, "You are the caretakers of this planet Anji – it is only polite to ask your permission, and I do have more personal reasons too – of course."
Deanna chuckled and signalled to Manager Mandela that they should leave to complete preparations and started looking around for Data. She chuckled when she saw him playing with Artim and decided to leave him behind. "With Artim he is learning how to be a child – he feels it is very important to his development as a human."
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Ehliena stood close to the shore, stunned by the beauty of the landscape around her. The planets rings could be seen quite clearly at this time of early evening, but she supposed they would be almost invisible during the day time – especially when the sun was at its zenith.
The bay stretched away from her in both directions, on one side she could see where tall cliffs of a pale orange coloured stone were beginning to reflect the setting sun. To her right she could see the small river that she had crossed on her walk – it had been knee deep, but clear as crystal. She sighed contentedly, the whole planet was a paradise – except that it was in a difficult place to reach.
Almost completely surrounded by a nebula known as 'The Briar Patch', this system could not be reached by any kind of normal communication – even sub-space frequencies occasionally got lost. The Ba'ku had asked to be left alone, not wanting to return to their former technological existence, preferring a simpler way of life. She couldn't help but agree with them. Though capable of Warp travel, the people had rejected all forms of advanced technology, in order to live in harmony with their beautiful planet.
Slowly she began to retrace her steps back to the shuttle that she had brought down earlier. Geordi and a couple of his engineers had brought some equipment to create the shielding that she and Horatio might require and also built a small two roomed 'home' for them.
The shuttle would provide them with basic needs through its replicator and contact to the Enterprise - though even this close that was difficult. Arriving back at the site, she was happy to see that Geordi and his team were ready to beam back aboard the Enterprise.
Geordi gave her a hug, holding her tightly, "When we get back, Dr Crusher will send Horatio down – you two just relax and enjoy your holiday ok."
Ehliena nodded concealing the fear that she felt inside. Very few of the crew knew exactly what was going on, in fact, only Deanna, Beverley, Will and the Captain had been told the full story of what could happen. The rest had just been informed that Horatio had overstretched himself and needed to rest.
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Ehliena sat on the rock staring out across the sea. The sun had set a while ago, but the temperature was still warm enough to enjoy, the breeze gently moving her hair. If she wasn't so worried, she would have been enjoying the peace and quiet, but concern for Horatio dominated her thoughts.
He had been brought down by Beverley and Nelson, administered with a mild anaesthetic that would gradually wear off, allowing him to orient himself slowly. Ehliena knew that the Manager had spoken to him about the situation and had sensed the shock and anguish when Horatio realised what would be required to solve the problem.
As she thought about the problem, she sensed movement behind her and stiffened slightly. A moment later Horatio joined her on the rock staring out to sea, head slightly bowed, unable to look her in the eye. She could sense the confusion of thoughts in his mind, knowing he wanted to say something to break the silence between them.
She waited. Her own thoughts were full of betrayal and pain. She had trusted him with everything, told him her hopes and fears, opened her heart. She thought he had done the same in his innocence of human feelings, yet, she now knew that he had hidden things from her – not trusted her and it hurt her more than anything ever had before.
"Beautiful evening."
"Yes, it was." Even to herself, Ehliena's voice sounded harsh. "It's a pity you missed the sunset, it was wonderful."
"Maybe tomorrow I'll catch it."
"Yes, maybe." Not wishing Horatio to see the tear that had somehow squeezed its way out of the corner of her eye she stood up. "Stay a while Horatio – enjoy the fresh air. I'm a little tired so I think I'll turn in. Goodnight."
Horatio half turned, wanting to stop her leaving feeling the pain she was in, but he couldn't find the words that might work and hesitated. By the time he found his voice, Ehliena had all but disappeared into the darkness that was descending around them like a soft blanket.
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Deanna sat up in bed quickly disturbed from her sleep. Glancing around, the feeling of disquiet left her, but she could still sense that something was wrong – somewhere…
"Deanna, what's wrong?" Will's sleepy voice emerged from below the cover and he tried to gently pull her back down.
Deanna dropped her head, "I can sense Horatio and Ehliena…"
Will sat up curious, "You've never been able to sense Horatio before – why do you think you can now?"
The counsellor turned to look at him, her eyes sad. "Ehliena's upset because Horatio didn't tell her about his condition and he doesn't quite know how to deal with her emotions. All he's known since he's joined us is the good side of a relationship – not the pain or anguish that can be caused."
Will became worried, "He needs to talk to her… Find out what's wrong, if he doesn't…"
Deanna nodded in total agreement, "Go back to sleep, I'll try and reach him."
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Horatio.
The quiet call lifted him for a moment until he realised the voice was not Ehliena's. Yes?
It's Deanna… What's wrong?
Horatio remained silent. He didn't want to talk about something he had to fix by himself. Deanna pushed him for an answer. It's nothing; I'm just thinking a few things through. I'm sorry if I disturbed you.
Don't you push me away Horatio – and don't think I believe you when you say nothing. I know damn well that something is not right down there. Ehliena has spent half the day turned so tightly inward that no-one can get close to her, your arrival should at least have helped her to relax.
Horatio sighed, she's asleep – told me that she was tired and that she was going to bed.
Did you actually speak to her at all when you woke up?
She didn't want to talk.
It was Deanna's turn to sigh, Horatio, I know that you've only just become human and that you're still getting used to your emotions, but right now Ehliena is feeling very hurt and upset about what has happened. If you don't speak to her, you will drive her away completely.
Horatio swallowed, he could sense the turmoil in Ehliena's mind – but what should he talk to her about? Why was she feeling hurt? He hadn't done anything to hurt her – had he?
She thought you trusted her Horatio.
But I do trust her…
So why did you hide your problems away? Why didn't you tell her that you were returning to your Symehk form?
I didn't want to burden her – she had enough to cope with… Horatio paused and suddenly realised what Deanna was getting at. I don't want to wake her – I'll talk to her in the morning.
Ehliena's not asleep Horatio… Her mind is turning over like crazy… Don't wait too long.
A featherlike kiss floated across Deanna's cheek making her smile. Oh, Horatio… Turn your shielding on. The rest of the crew and Ba'ku will not be affected by your emotions – but I will.
You think that I should… Tonight!
Deanna raised her eyes to the ceiling. Of course not! But Ehliena is certainly going to let her emotions get the better of her – and I certainly don't want to be on the receiving end.
Horatio blushed at his misunderstanding of Deanna's words. Thanking the counsellor for her advice, he began to walk back to the small 'house' that Geordi and his engineers had built. Pausing at the door he activated the shields and went inside.
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"Ehliena."
The empath closed her eyes at the sound of Horatio's voice, afraid to answer him in case she over-reacted and said something she would regret.
"Sweetheart, please… I need to talk to you."
Ehliena felt the phantom caress across her shoulders, "Horatio please… don't."
"So you are awake. I wasn't sure. Will you please tell me what's wrong?"
Ehliena sat up, her face a myriad of emotions "What makes you think that something is wrong? I told you, I'm just tired."
Horatio swallowed and sat down on the bed next to her, "Ehliena, every time something wasn't quite right between us, or you were afraid that you might say or do something out of place, you pushed me away. After I told you how I felt, you slowly let me in. Now I feel as if you're not just pushing me away, but running away."
"What do you expect? I never hid anything from you." Ehliena bit her lip and turned away. "If you had told me what was happening we might not be here right now."
Horatio sighed, Deanna had been right – but he was not surprised by that now. He was surprised by the bitterness in Ehliena's voice. Catching hold of her hand, he winced as Ehliena flinched at his touch. "I didn't want you to get hurt."
"Well you certainly got that wrong."
Horatio was stunned by the scathing remark. He had never heard Ehliena speak to anyone in that way, he had occasionally seen her annoyed, even slightly angry, but she had never spoken to anyone harshly in the time he had known her.
"Ehliena, please let me explain." She turned to face him and Horatio saw the pain in her eyes. "I didn't tell you because I myself didn't think it was a problem. The more time we spent together the better I felt, the more complete in my human form."
"When you began to stay overnight, I knew it was only a matter of time before I could renew myself. I thought it would be enough. Just holding you while we slept was already helping. The warning signs were there, but I ignored them."
Ehliena began to relax a little, not quite sure that she could believe him, but wanting to. "But surely there must have been a point when you realised…"
Horatio nodded, "During the negotiations, I would suddenly feel myself weak, barely able to move my body – but my energy was straining to be released. It was building every day – getting stronger and stronger. Then I began to get concerned."
"So why didn't you tell me? I could have helped you." Placing her hand on his cheek, Ehliena's tearful voice betrayed her pain.
Horatio dropped his head, "Mainly, because I thought I could deal with it alone. I also didn't tell you because I knew you would offer to help and I couldn't risk that."
"Why?"
"Because if I couldn't control the energy, it could hurt you. Maybe even kill you. I couldn't let that happen. When the negotiations were over, I was planning on taking a holiday – just the two of us… Somewhere we could relax and I could, renew myself."
A tear slid down Ehliena's cheek, "You should have told me anyway, we could have worked something out – I might have been able to help you more than you think."
*
Horatio cradled her cheek with his free hand and gently wiped away the tear "You already have some of my energy within you from when you touched me – can you control it?"
Ehliena's tears began to flow more freely as she shook her head, "Barely, but I've had to do it on my own. If you had told me what was happening, you would have been around to help me. I would have been better prepared – more able…"
Horatio gave her a sad smile, "I couldn't risk that. You might have taken on too much, I was worried that… I was worried that it would overwhelm you and I would lose you."
Ehliena pulled a face, "and because of that, we are where we are, having to follow a course of action that might not work… That might result in you returning to your Symehk form anyway. At least the other way we might have stood a chance…"
As the tears began to fall in earnest, Horatio pulled her close, "Sweetheart I'm sorry, I thought I would manage, but the negotiations drained my human side more than I thought they would. I didn't mean to do this to you."
As he held her, Horatio suddenly realised that Ehliena's pain and bitterness did not only stem from the fact that he had not spoken to her, but also from fear. Fear of what needed to happen. Fear of the next few days. Horatio took a deep breath, Ehliena needed to release that fear or the merge would not be successful.
"Nelson said he spoke to you."
Ehliena caught herself a little, and the tears began to ease but she did not pull away, drawing what comfort she could from the man she loved. "He explained what would help – not in great detail, but I get the idea. He said there was a risk."
"That it may not work." Ehliena nodded. Horatio sighed, "It's possible, but that is the least of my worries."
The empath sat up to look him in the eye, curious. "What do you mean?"
"My worry is that it will work, but that your mind would be overwhelmed by the energy that is my Symehk half; that I would complete the transformation only to find that you are badly hurt and would not recover. I could not live with myself if I thought that you would spend the rest of your life insane or in pain."
"Ehliena, I would rather return to my Symehk form than see that happen to you."
The empath's tears began to flow once more as she voiced her fears. "Don't… I won't hear of it. For you to become Symehk, without anyone to help you renew yourself, you would… I would lose you."
"You would find someone else to look after you…"
"No! I don't want anyone else."
Horatio gave a soft smile, "Then it looks like I'll have to trust you as I know you have always trusted me." He dropped his head until his chin came to rest on her shoulder. "But for now I think we should sleep, we'll be better able to think and sort ourselves out after a rest."
Ehliena turned a little in surprise, giving Horatio the opportunity to stand and change out of his clothes, "but we don't have a lot of time. Don't you think…?"
Horatio silenced her with a gentle kiss, "There is a time and a place sweetheart, and while I think the place is perfect, now is definitely not the time."
As Ehliena snuggled in closer, he could feel most of her fear slipping away, what remained was her fear of the unknown – which could not be removed, he too felt uncertain. Slowly, the two of them began to slide into a gentle restful sleep – a sleep that had been hypnotically put into their minds by a concerned aunt and brother.
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Ehliena gave a soft smile, she and Horatio had decided to go for a walk and had followed the curve of the bay towards the cliffs. When Horatio had suggested they take some food, she had promptly created a picnic – complete with basket, checked blanket and cutlery.
At the moment the two of them were lying on their stomachs, watching a couple of humming birds collecting nectar from nearby blossom trees. Horatio was transfixed by the sight, never having seen the species of bird before.
It was their second full day on the planet and both were happy in each other's company. The day before they had lazed around in the shuttle's passenger space – their 'living room' listening to music, watching the holovision or playing cards.
Late in the afternoon, Horatio had noticed Ehliena's anxiety increasing and pulled her close on the couch. Caressing her arm, he had managed to get her to talk about her fears.
"I don't know what to do…"
Horatio sighed. "Sweetheart – you don't need to do anything except be here. I'm the one who will initiate and control the merge. If you try and do anything, it will actually create more resistance."
"So, what do I do? Just close my eyes, lie back and think of England?"
Horatio had roared with laughter at Ehliena's indignant tone as she quoted the centuries old adage of instructions to young brides on their wedding night. "I would hope not…" That evening he had loved her slowly and gently, renewing himself a little and restoring their trust in each other, Ehliena had fallen asleep soon after, not sensing Horatio's concern over her fear.
As the two of them relaxed on the picnic blanket, she felt a twinge of anxiety. Everything seemed so perfect, but there was a headsman's axe hanging over her and she could not shake off the feeling of dread. The tears began slowly and Horatio pulled her close saying nothing, just holding her tightly until the moment passed.
When the day began to draw to a close they made their way back along the bay and were caught in a shower of rain. Ehliena laughed a little, but as the rain began to fall with greater intensity she began to worry. "We can't afford to get wet Horatio – Beverley's not here with her hypospray."
"So get us home more quickly."
Ehliena gave her a curious look, "How?"
"Carry us…"
Ehliena gave him a look of consternation, "Horatio, I've only just been able to lift a vase of flowers, how can I lift us?"
Horatio gave her an amused smile, "How do you know until you try?" Catching hold around her waist, he encouraged her as she lifted them slowly off the ground. "Start slowly… and not too high."
Within moments they were moving quickly over the ground at a speed slightly faster than both would have been able to run, Ehliena smiling with delight. Horatio chuckled at the confidence she now had in her own ability, when suddenly Ehliena gave him a sharp look. "Horatio, stop it."
"Stop what?" His eyes twinkled knowing that she had realised he was helping her. As her eyes opened a little wider – a sure warning that she was about to tell him off - he chuckled. "Ok, ok. I'll let go slowly – I was just keeping us stable."
As he released his control, Ehliena took on the extra burden, managing to cope, if a little clumsily at first. However, when they arrived back at the shuttle she misjudged their landing and the two of them went sprawling in the damp beach sand.
A quick shower later and the two of them relaxed back on the couch, Ehliena grumbling about her lack of control. Horatio gave her a hug, "You'll be fine, just a little more practice and you won't need transport when you visit any of the planets."
*
"I'm always better with you around. I'm able to concentrate more easily. If you weren't here…" Ehliena broke off, her voice catching in her throat, her thoughts turning dark.
Easy sweetheart… Horatio 'pathed his words with a soothing tone, hoping to help her calm down.
Don't. Ehliena was not in the mood to be calmed, her emotions now on a roller coaster after the earlier events had taken her to new heights of confidence the euphoria was wearing off, dropping her back down to earth with a bump. I have to accept that you may not be around much longer. If things don't work out…
I thought we had agreed not to use that little word… It causes too many problems.
You shouldn't be 'pathing, it draws too much of your energy.
I will path as much as I want – especially if it is the only way to get through to you. Stop thinking about the what ifs… stop thinking about what MIGHT happen… and just enjoy what we have.
"Live every day as if it was our last?" Ehliena's voice was bitter and she stood up walking across to the doorway, watching as the sun began to sink below the horizon. Horatio sighed and stood behind her, arms wrapped around her waist. He dropped a soft kiss onto her cheek, even if this does not work out, part of me will always be with you…Forever.
It's not enough… Ehliena turned and Horatio saw the tears once more. Gently kissing them away, he felt the intensity of his own emotions increasing, felt the energy building within him and cursed silently. Ehliena was not ready… Just one more day…
Ehliena held his face in her hands and kissed him; totally catching him by surprise it was so unexpected in its intensity. He responded out of an instinct that had not realised he possessed, pulling Ehliena tightly to him, returning the kiss with a desire he had never felt before. A caress floated up his spine, making him sigh deeply in reaction, he wanted to say something, tease Ehliena about the accuracy of the caress, but no words came.
For a moment he paused, gazing into eyes that instead of the liquid pools he was used to blazed with the intensity of a new-born star. The next moment he could feel the sensuality burning through Ehliena's body, feel what she needed from him. Horatio hesitated, giving Ehliena the chance to take over once more, pulling him towards their bedroom. He was just able to catch the shield control before her thoughts dominated his mind. Horatio… I need…
Horatio's kiss stopped Ehliena's thoughts abruptly, something had awoken her desire, but she couldn't put her finger on it. All she knew was that something called to her deep within and she had to respond. She leant into him, one arm around his waist, the other resting on his chest – a chest that felt surprisingly strong and firm under her fingertips. Had their togetherness helped that much already?
She shivered as a caress floated across her shoulders and she looked up at the man in front of her, the man she had fallen in love with so long ago, although she had denied it to everyone including herself. However, he was no longer a person of fiction, never to be alive in anything more than her dreams. Horatio was as real as herself, the partner she had always needed, always wanted, to make her life complete.
She could feel the Symehk energy burning through Horatio's body; felt him vainly trying to control it, not wanting her to get hurt. The energy was so strong within him it had frightened her, made her back off a little, but not any more. That energy represented the love that he had for her, the respect and trust that had built between them and she returned it, completely and unconditionally.
A soft sigh made her pause and she drew back slightly, looking at him closely. A look of helplessness crossed his face, dropping his head slightly he blushed, "Ehliena, I'm sorry, but…"
Ehliena smiled, "I know, I can feel it." She gave him a soft kiss, I'm not afraid Horatio, I just want to be with you…
Horatio gave her a soft smile, whatever happens; just remember that I will always love you.
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Their loving was slow and gentle, each exploring the other, though they already knew each other intimately. It was as if this time was their first, last and only, and both wanted to make the most of it. Horatio, hesitant and careful in the past, was no longer afraid to take control as he floated a line of kisses across Ehliena's shoulders. She in return responding, encouraging and occasionally demanding more as he awakened desires that she never realised she'd had.
Horatio closed his eyes as Ehliena's fingertips ran through his hair and down behind his ears, the caress stimulating the nerves down through his back, causing him to shiver. He could feel her pulling gently at his head, trying to persuade him to return his lips to hers, but he resisted for a short time. Reaching her face he paused, smiling at the look on Ehliena's face.
"Join me?"
Ehliena gave a soft chuckle, "and spoil what you've been doing? No way…"
Horatio laughed and dropped down to one side, "You are lazy." Catching the back of her neck, he pulled her over for a kiss. With an amused grin, Ehliena resisted, teasing him for a moment, before acquiescing. The kiss was soft, sweet as summer honey and made her smile, the next also short, tender and chaste made her heart ache.
The third was longer, deeper, gently pulling at her lips as they parted. For a moment each stared at the other before Horatio reached up and pulled the ever present band from her hair. As the mane dropped to fall across her back and shoulders, some of it sliding around to cover part of her face, Horatio reached up his hand and gently tucked it behind her ear. Ehliena closed her eyes at his touch, then felt his hands drawing her down again.
As his lips touched her neck, she felt the phantom caress down her spine and shuddered, barely able to contain her own thoughts and emotions.
Ehliena… Its time…
Ehliena's eyes opened, a tear escaping from the corner of one, believing for a moment that this was the end. Horatio smiled softly, come with me…You know how…
Ehliena closed her eyes, searching with her mind. Then she saw him, hand outstretched in invitation, she took the hand and felt herself lifting out of her body. As she lifted she opened her eyes, saw her body and Horatio's, joined in love, still feeling her emotions running through her soul.
A moment later she could feel herself spinning out of control, but she was not alone. A presence, strong and protective wrapped itself around her, she clung to Horatio's energy not wanting to let go.
As their energies met, Ehliena felt the heat of the nearby sun burning on her back, saw a light, bright as any supernova and heard Horatio's thought as his mind merged with hers. Remember, I will always be with you.
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Ehliena awoke, cold and alone.
At first she thought that Horatio had just left their bed, but then realised that she could not sense him anywhere. She searched with her mind through the rooms and area immediately around the shuttle, sent it along the bay in both directions, still nothing.
In tears she half fell half ran to the door, grabbing her robe to wrap around her in the morning cold. She cast her mind outwards, searching for any kind of life. She reached the Ba'ku village and moved on, but found nothing. Strangely she found she could sense the rings encircling the planet – something she had not been able to do before.
Her mind swept across the Enterprise, but still she could find nothing. Horatio was gone.
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Deanna cried out in pain. She had just come onto the bridge to report for morning duty when a wave of anguish passed through her mind.
Will was on his feet, immediately moving to her side. "Deanna, what is it?"
The Counsellor looked up at him, tears sliding down her cheeks. "Ehliena..."
The senior officers on the bridge glanced at each other, all had known Horatio and Ehliena well and the news that she was alone saddened them greatly.
The Captain dropped his head, a tone of sadness entering his voice, "Go to her counsellor. She will need someone to lean on."
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Deanna walked slowly along the beach towards the lonely figure sitting on the rock, wondering where she would start. It wasn't the first time she would be consoling someone about the loss of a loved one, but this was not a normal situation.
As she got closer, she realised that Ehliena already knew that she was there. She had deliberately asked to be beamed a short distance away, to give her time to gather her thoughts, think up something to say that might console her cousin.
"Ehliena…"
Her cousin turned and Deanna could see the tracks that had been caused by the tears running down her face. Tears that had exhausted the person who had shed them, Ehliena's eyes were still red from crying, yet she seemed strangely calm and serene.
"Deanna. Is everything ok?"
The counsellor was a little taken aback at the younger empath's question. "I was about to ask you the same thing. I felt your grief earlier. Are you ok?"
Ehliena gave a soft smile, "I'm fine… I'm sorry if I alarmed you. I had just woken up and gave myself a fright. Please, don't worry. Everything is going to be ok, I promise."
Deanna gave her a questioning look, "Where's Horatio?"
Ehliena sighed, "Around…"
"I'd like to speak to him."
Ehliena's face became hard, "That's not possible right now… Why don't you go back to the Enterprise, we'll call you when we need a pick up."
Deanna stood her ground, not at all happy with the situation. "We have to leave soon Ehliena, you know that."
Ehliena narrowed her eyes, "We'll come when we're ready – now leave us alone. Otherwise, you can leave us here and come back later."
Deanna requested a pick up immediately, once aboard the Enterprise, she went straight to the bridge.
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Beverley was worried. The senior officers had just met in the observation lounge and heard what Deanna had to say. "It sounds like Ehliena will not accept that Horatio has been lost, but until she accepts that he's gone, I don't know what we can do."
Lieutenant Worf joined the conversation, "I have scanned the whole planet searching for the Ambassadors signature, but there is nothing, not even a hint of his being anywhere."
The Captain frowned, "We can stay another 24 hours before we have to report to Starfleet. Do you think that Ehliena will join us?"
Deanna shook her head, "Not willingly, I would leave her when we go and check in, but then return and pick her up if we have to leave."
Jean-Luc grimaced before making his decision. "Ok, so be it. We'll remain in orbit until we have to report in. Hopefully there will be nothing pressing and we can return to give Ehliena a little more time to recover. However, if we do have to leave, we will bring her aboard the Enterprise first."
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Ehliena sighed, the whole day had passed while she had been sitting on the rock and she had barely noticed. She hadn't eaten or drunk anything since the day before. Yet she did not feel hungry or thirsty. It was as if her body was drawing the energy that she needed from the environment around her – the warmth of the now setting sun and the soft breeze coming in from the sea.
Going inside, she suddenly felt tired, her muscles heavy as if she had been working out in the gym. Sleep… The voice in her head seemed to come from nowhere, yet she had almost anticipated it.
She climbed into bed, feeling cold, drawing the covers around her. As she shivered, she began to feel warmth slowly beginning to spread around her body starting with her back, around her waist, her legs. As if a loved one was drawing her close to his body, using his own body warmth to drive away the chill she could feel.
She smiled softly and in minutes was fast asleep.
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Guinan smiled softly as Manager Mandela continued to stare out of the window. Walking across the bar to stand next to him she looked around to make sure no-one would overhear their conversation.
"Are you sure?"
Nelson glanced at her, a calm look on his face, "Yes, they were able to merge completely – I don't exactly know how; it may have been something to do with Ehliena's heritage. Lwaxana and I have also experienced something similar, which has helped to strengthen our relationship, but I still cannot sense Horatio at all."
"Maybe he is too far away?"
The Symehk leader shook his head, "No… He is simply not there – yet I can sense that he is not gone. I don't know how to explain it."
Guinan smiled, "There are stories of twins on old Earth that could sense what the other was doing even when they were a planet apart. You once told me that you and Horatio could be counted as 'brothers', as you shared a parent. Is it possible that he is 'hidden' from you? Or that the structure of his identity has changed?"
Nelson remained quiet for a moment pondering on Guinan's words. Suddenly he looked at her and gave her a large smile, "I need to speak to Dr Crusher."
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Beverley was confused, she had beamed down to the surface with Manager Mandela and they had landed a short distance away from the shuttle.
"What is going on?"
Nelson chuckled, "I just need to check something – and it is best if Ehliena is asleep while I do it. I don't want to scare her."
Just as they reached the shuttle, a scream of pain rent the air, sending them running into the small room where Ehliena slept. The empath was curled up on the floor holding her head and crying in pain. Quickly Beverley made a scan. "I don't understand it – the scan says she's fine, but you can see she's in a great deal of pain – the only way I can see what's wrong is to get her back aboard the Enterprise…"
"No." Nelson cut in quickly, "It is too dangerous and not necessary. Give her something for the pain, and something else that will knock her out for several hours. Her body needs to be paralysed, but her mind left alone."
Doing what Nelson told her, Beverley was relieved to see Ehliena fall into a deep sleep. "I would prefer to stay here and keep an eye on her."
The Symehk leader shook his head, "No… It's not our place – if I am right, this will be over by morning."
Beverley gave him a curious look, but Nelson refused to say anything further, the only clue a slight show of relief around his eyes.
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Ehliena awoke, hungry and cold. Thankfully the splitting headache that had woken her during the night, so painful it had been, was gone. Part of her remembered that she had seen Beverley and Nelson, but it was a vague feeling – so much like a dream that she put it down to wishful thinking.
Quickly she ordered breakfast for herself and began to eat slowly. Outside the light was grey – the 'false dawn' of a new day. Slowly tears began to slide down her face as she accepted that Horatio was not around. The day before she had felt his presence, but now forced herself to admit that it was probably a psychological wish on her part.
She opened the shuttle door and sat on the ramp with her croissant to watch the sunrise when she realised she had left her orange juice on the table. Turning, she tried to lift it with her mind, but couldn't. Confused, she tried again, still she couldn't lift the small glass. Shaking her head she stood up and collected it before returning to her place.
She felt different. Horatio's energy was gone – even the small amount that had transferred to her in 10 Forward was missing. She sighed, sensing nothing about him around her, but she wasn't afraid, or upset. She felt confident, sure of herself no hint of doubt. Casting her mind skyward, she could easily sense the crew of the Enterprise far above her and in the distance the Ba'ku, still asleep in their homes.
A flash of light signalled the beginning of sunrise and her eyes were drawn to her left by the spectacle. The sky lightened - where before it had been dark blues and purples, now the clouds were edged, first in silver, then in gold, and the blues were becoming lighter.... The line of the horizon became sharper - more defined as the day chased away the night. Then a golden light shot out from side to side, as far as the eye could see, as the sun's disc rose slowly - seeming to be born out of the sea itself...
Ehliena sighed and dropped her head lost in her thoughts for a moment. Standing up, she turned and went inside to change, slowly putting things away after she was dressed. She was just about to call the Enterprise to tell them she was ready to return, when a whisper of thought caught her attention.
She walked hesitantly to the door of the shuttle, scared to hope, scared that she might not see what she wished for.
Ehliena.
The call came again removing doubt from her mind – but how? Why? She didn't understand. Stepping outside she saw him, standing on the rock, hands on hips, red hair highlighted gold by the rising sun. Ehliena paused, afraid – was this some kind of trick of her mind – or a ghost.
Do I sound like a ghost?
The phantom caress floated across her shoulders, and a kiss settled on her lips. Ehliena began to move, slowly at first, then running toward the man that had stepped down from the rock and was walking towards her.
She slid to a halt just in front of him suddenly shy, smiling softly. Horatio?
Who else?
He grinned and chuckled at the look of delight on her face before pulling her into his arms. Ehliena gasped for a moment, there was no denying that Horatio was back, but she was completely confused. Her mind was forming hundreds of questions, but her voice being unable to ask any.
Lifting his hand, Horatio gently pushed the hair out of her eyes and smiled. "It worked. Though you wouldn't let me go… That had me worried for a moment."
Ehliena stared, but then smiled suddenly understanding, "You joined me – in my body… That's why I had the feeling I wasn't alone. Then the headache…"
"Was caused by me staying too long – but I couldn't get free, you wouldn't let go of me. Nelson and Beverley came down from the Enterprise. He realised what was going on. Beverley gave you something to help you sleep, which in turn released me. I've spent the last few hours transforming back into my human form."
Ehliena swallowed, afraid to ask the question, "Are you…"
Horatio smiled, "About 95%, but we can complete the transformation over the next couple of months… The merge was complete enough to help me; I have no fear of returning back to my Symehk form."
The empath sighed, "I no longer have any of your energy – I can't 'lift' anything with my mind."
Horatio caught her chin with a finger and lifted it gently, "You're not supposed to, that was my energy you were using – but it was becoming dangerous for you to keep it – when we were merged I realised it would have hurt you. When the merge was over I took it all with me and used it to transform."
"There is deep within you the ability to expand your gifts and I can help you do that, but it is something that will happen over time. For now we are both as we should be – as we were when we met, with the exception that I am now the man I need to be."
Ehliena moved in closer, resting her head against his chest smiling. There was no need to say anything more. Horatio had promised that he would be with her and would keep that promise. No matter what the future held, they would approach it and deal with it – together.
The End