Disclaimer : don't own characters or anything Harry potter related, but if I did the books would be a lot more saucy lol.
This is the final chapter people! I had to redo it twice because it was jut so hard. I think I'm happy with it now though :) hope you enjoy.
Warning: this chapter contains SLASH, which means boy on boy action. It is fairly graphic as well, hence the M rating. There is also some strong language. IF YOU DON'T LIKE SLASH THEN DON'T READ!! It is very simple. Please don't review if you are just going to complain about the slash.
Chapter 4 : the perfect prank
Four days later and the whole school was still buzzing. James and Sirius had announced to the crowded great hall that they were, in fact, completely straight and then proceeded to prove this by kissing the girl closest to them. Unfortunately for lily she was stood beside James at the time and ended up having to hex him for is affections. Dumbledore hadn't been too pleased either, as the boys had chosen to announce this thrilling bit of gossip during the middle of a serious speech about exams, but everyone had seen the amused twinkle in his eye as he dished out their detentions.
It had taken several days for a confused and disgruntled Peter to forgive them for the prank. But by now Sirius and James were experts at apologising and bought back his affections with a sack full of honey dukes and several bottles of butterbeer. He was now sat on his bed greedily pouring jar after jar of caramel ink down his throat while the other 3 boys played wizards chess. It was James and Sirius vs. Remus, but because the pair spent so long bickering over each move, they complete lost any advantage of having two players against one.
Sirius lent back on his hands, allowing James to make the next move, and watched Remus closely as he studied the board. Whenever the werewolf was concentrating on something he'd bring a hand up and tug gently on his bottom lip and his eyebrows would crease together in a little frown. Sirius had spent years in the almost constant company of this boy. He new all of his habits, both good and bad. He knew his strengths and his weaknesses and he knew a secret which as so important that if he let it slip he could ruin his friend for ever. And yet he'd never been more aware of his friend then he had been these past four days.
How could he never have picked up on it before? The way Remus would look at him with those quick shy glances and take any opportunity to be with him or to touch him when he could get away with it. This behaviour made Remus's feelings obvious to any who looked close enough, but that was just it. Remus never drew attention and no-one did ever look closely. If only Sirius had then maybe things would have been different. At the moment Sirius was so confused that he didn't know if different was good or bad. He just wasn't sure of his friendship anymore.
That day when James had first told him had been the worst. He'd keep catching himself staring at Remus, analysing every look the boy gave him and trying to decide whether it meant anything. it had been difficult just holding a simple conversation with him and it had taken all his will power not to blurt out his thoughts, "how could you fancy me? Don't you realise you've ruined everything?"He'd been angry, and almost afraid, of his friend and ad tried to keep his emotions carefully concealed behind a mask. Despite his beast efforts Remus still went to bed that night feeling slightly alienated and James had taken Sirius aside to give him a good talking to.
It was getting easier now though. He no longer felt angry or afraid. He wasn't certain how he felt but he managed to slip back into his old ways and pretend everything as alright. He just hoped nothing else would happen to upset things for a while, it was the last thing he needed.
Sirius was rudely awoken from his thoughts by James throwing a small tantrum and storming off to his own bed muttering curses beneath his breath. Looking down at the board he saw that, once again, Remus had succeeded in beating them to a pulp. "oi, James, you big drama queen. You should be used to losing to Moony by now. It's practically a tradition." he grinned at Remus and gave him a congratulatory slap on the back.
"you lost as well you pillock!" James yelled back, "I reckon I could have won if it wasn't for you making all those stupid moves."
"actually James it was you who allowed me to win. You never should have moved that bishop, even an idiot could have told you that." Moony said as reached forward to put his pieces back into their box.
James dived out from behind the hangings of his bed and began to good naturedly pound the living daylights out of Sirius and Remus with his pillows. Even Peter eventually ended up joining in with the pillow-fight-to-end-all-pillow-fights, and it wasn't until much later that the four boys collapsed onto their respective beds and fell into an exhausted sleep.
Sirius woke the next morning to the sound of a boy screaming. He sat bolt upright, his mind instantly becoming clear as the chilling sound tore through him. In a second he was stood beside Remus gently shaking him and calling his name in an effort to wake him up. The brown haired boy was tossing and writhing in his bed and his face was contorted with a heart wrenching expression of pain and fear. He screamed again and his back arched up clear of the bed. His legs kicked out and he threw out an arm as though trying to push something away from him.
"Remus. Remus! Wake up! Its alright, come on Moony you gotta wake up now." Sirius shouted at him and as his clear voice penetrated the horrific images in Remus's head his eyes snapped open. For a second he continued to scream and tried to fight off Sirius but then realisation hit and he threw himself into Sirius's arms, clinging onto him as though he was his last hope.
"shhh Remus. It's alright mate." cooed Sirius as he stroked the shaking, sobbing boy's hair. He sat there simply holding him against his chest until Remus's breathing had slowed and he had stopped crying. He stroked his friends back and used his gentlest voice to ask, "what was the nightmare about this time?"
Remus sniffled, "greyback." he whispered, his voice sounding distant and muffled against Sirius's shirt. Sirius decided not to say anything else. Remus often woke up screaming after nightmares about the wolf that had turned him and the only thing you could do was to sit with him until he was calm again.
Reluctantly Remus pulled himself away from Sirius a little, though he still stayed cradled in those muscular arms. "where are the others?" he asked as he noticed the absence of Peter and James.
"I dunno. I guess they went for some breakfast." Sirius said with a shrug. He looked into the amber eyes of his friend and asked with concern, "how you feeling now?" he was worried about Remus, the dreams were always bad but that one had been worse. He was still trembling even now.
"ok I suppose." Remus replied with a small smile, but his voice quavered with emotion and betrayed how he was really feeling.
"that was a bad one wasn't it? You were screaming loud enough to wake the castle." Remus just nodded slightly and continued to gaze up at him. Sirius felt captivated by those eyes and didn't look away from him. He absently raised a hand and slid his fingers through Remus's hair. It was slightly damp around his forehead but the rest of it was soft as satin. Remus shuddered again and Sirius held him a little tighter.
They simply stared at each other for a while, Remus wrapped up tight in Sirius's arms. He was feeling a lot better, the memory of the dream was slipping away as though it was frightened away by the intensity of Sirius's grey eyed stare.
Remus let his hand trail down Sirius's chest, marvelling at the warmth of the skin beneath the cloth and pausing to feel the strong beat of his heart. He pushed himself a little closer, needing more contact with this gorgeous boy.
Their faces were only inches apart now and neither could look away from the other. Slowly Remus stretched up until he felt the little gusts of hot air from Sirius's breath ghost over his own lips. As he lent closer his eyes fluttered shut and for one brief, exhilarating moment their lips brushed together. Remus was floating with delight, but it all came crashing down as Sirius turned his head away sharply and jumped up off the bed. He ran his hands nervously through his hair and gave Remus an almost desperate look.
Remus jumped up as well, feeling his cheeks begin to burn with embarrassment. "s…Sirius? I'm sorry, I don't know … I just…" he trailed away hopelessly, the ability to form coherent sentences had escaped him.
Sirius shuffled from foot to foot, all of his self confidence had vanished and he didn't have a clue what to do. He felt he should offer some reassurance to his friend but he just couldn't get the words out. He couldn't even look at him.
"Sirius?" Remus pleaded quietly. Sirius forced himself to look at him but still couldn't think of anything to say. Remus dropped his head, and turned away as tears began to slip down his smooth cheeks. How could he have been so stupid? What had he been thinking, he'd tried to kiss Sirius for crying out loud! Why would Sirius ever want to kiss him? "sorry Sirius" he murmured. "think I'll just go take a shower." he didn't even look at the dark haired boy as he walked through the door which led to their shower room.
Sirius watched him leave and then sat down suddenly on his bed as his legs gave out from beneath him. He was shaking all over. What had just happened? Remus had kissed him, that's what. He'd kissed Remus for one perfect second and in that second his body had reacted in a way it never had with his last boy friend. He'd yanked himself away from Remus before his arousal had been noticed and quickly turned his back in an attempt to cover himself. That kiss had been astounding, they had barely touched but his lips were still burning where they'd made contact with Remus's. Why had that happened? He'd decided he wasn't gay after his first ever boyfriend had persuaded him to have sex. It had hurt - a lot, and it had frightened him to be so completely powerless. He'd hated every second, but now another boy was making him hard with just the tiniest kiss. He'd never felt so utterly lost before.
Out of the blue an image of Remus turning away from him with tears in his eyes appeared in his mind. A painful jolt of guilt jabbed at his stomach as he realised something, he'd made him cry. Remus loved him and he had pulled away as though he was disgusted, when really he'd just been overwhelmed. He was on his feet in an instant, he had to tell Remus what had happened. He couldn't bare the thought of making him miserable when the poor young werewolf already had enough things to be miserable about.
He strode to the door of the showers, and pushed through into the steam filled room. Scanning the room quickly he saw the door to the furthest shower cubicle was closed and Remus's clothes were discarded outside it on the bench. His feet carried him to the cubicle before his brain kicked in and made him hesitate. What should he do now, he couldn't just try and have a serious conversation with him when he was naked in the shower, could he? At that point his brain switched off again. Blood rushed to a completely different part of his body at the thought of Remus naked, and Sirius once again found himself completely aroused because of his friend.
He looked down with frustration at the tent in his pyjama bottoms. "can't you just behave for 5 minutes?" he said out loud.
"Sirius? Is that you?" Remus stuttered from inside the shower. Sirius scowled and cursed his stupidity under his breath.
"yeah its me Remus." Remus didn't say anything in reply, apparently too stunned to find the boy he'd just kissed stood outside his shower stall. Sirius tried his hardest to think of something intelligent to say, something which would diffuse the embarrassment and make everything ok again. Nothing came. "oh fuck it." he said crossly, and with that he pushed open the cubicle door and stepped into the shower, feeling the slightly too hot water soak into his pyjamas and make them heavy.
Remus backed into the corner of the cubicle as though afraid of being attacked by this sudden apparition. His hands flew down to between his legs in an effort to conceal himself from Sirius's grey eyes. Sirius just stood and looked at him for a few seconds, taking in the lean, muscular body, the slightly tapered waist and the mass of scars which criss crossed across his chest. Those scars were added to every time he changed and clawed at himself with the pain. Sirius felt a burst of anger at the thought of his Remus suffering and reached out to stroke his chest. Remus flinched when he was touched but otherwise didn't move. Sirius trace the scars gently, never taking his eyes of Remus for an instant, his skin was so warm underneath his fingers and the water made it slippery.
"s…Siri?" Remus whispered, barely audible above the sounds of the water. His eyes were full of uncertainty and searched Sirius's for some sort of answer, anything which would explain to him what was going through the other boys mind.
"hush Remus, its ok." Sirius replied in that soft husky voice which sent shivers through Remus. He stepped closer and then wrapped both arms around the naked, shivering boy and pulled him firmly against him. Their lips crushed together passionately and a little moan of shock and delight escaped Remus's sweet mouth. They pushed their bodies together more closely, their hands roaming and exploring, little moans of pleasure issuing from them as they felt their erections grind together.
Remus's hands came up and began tugging at the pyjamas which prevented him from feeling skin against skin. First he pulled of the shirt, jerking it off over Sirius's head and letting it fall with a wet splat onto the floor. He trailed his hands down Sirius's muscular chest and sighed with satisfaction. His fingers tweaked teasingly at Sirius's nipples, which earnt him a soft moan from the taller boy, and he was quickly caught up in a deep kiss. Sirius pushed his mouth hard against Remus, letting his tongue trail over the soft, swollen lower lip. He coaxed the mouth open and used all of his expertise to extract little sounds of pleasure from him. He'd kissed a lot of people in his time, and he knew exactly how to stroke Remus's tongue with his own, exactly how hard to bite down on his lip.
With a whimper of longing Remus grasped the waistband of his pyjama bottoms and tugged them down. They stuck to his legs, clinging to the wet skin and Remus had to crouch to get them off. He stayed crouching, taking the opportunity to nip at Sirius's pale thighs and lick around the base of his throbbing erection. Sirius lent back against the wall as hot water cascaded onto his penis and Remus's tongue caressed his sensitive skin. He let his hand come up and twist into the pale brown hair and he pulled at it almost painfully as the flat of Remus' tongue worked slowly up the underside of his erection. Lips teased over the weeping tip of his cock and that clever, beautiful tongue probed at the slit sending jolts of ecstasy through is body.
"Remus…" Sirius moaned, his hand twisting in his hair. He needed some release, he was aching so badly for Remus. He'd never felt so aroused. To his immense satisfaction, Remus bobbed his head and took the entirety of him into his hot, wet mouth. He slid in as far as he could go and then Remus pulled back till he held just the head in his mouth. He licked around the tip and then ducked his head, taking Sirius in again, right to the back of his throat. He was huge, and it felt so satisfying to have his mouth completely filled by him.
After just a few minutes of this delicious torture Sirius was a shivering wreck and his knees were threatening to give in. He felt the familiar feeling of warmth pooling in his stomach and his erection was throbbing hotly in Remus's mouth, "ohh - Remus! Hmmm" he moaned. The werewolf was definitely talented, Merlin only knows where he learnt to do this. He was just about to surrender his body to the orgasm which was all too ready to race through him when Remus pulled his mouth away. He groaned with loss and looked down to see why he'd stopped. He met glowing amber eyes which were staring at him in an almost predatory manner. "Remus, don't stop now!" he pleaded.
Remus just chuckled softly and purred, "I don't want this to be over just yet." he stood and kissed Sirius firmly, pulling him against his body and grinding their erections together. He brought both hands up and slid his fingers into Sirius's jet black hair, twisting the soft wet strands around his hands. He pulled his face closer, staring into Sirius's eyes. "I want you inside me." he whispered. His voice had taken on a tone that Sirius had never heard before. It was deep and husky, almost a growl. It did wonderful things to his body.
"But what if I hurt you?" he asked, remembering his own experience of being bottom and not wanting Remus to have a similar one.
"I don't care, I want you Sirius. I've wanted you for so long I cant wait any more." they kissed again, pressing together and rubbing against one another's bodies. Overcome with lust Sirius spun Remus around and pushed him, face forward, against a wall. He kissed his way down his neck, biting and nipping with his teeth until he had Remus writhing and wriggling against him. He reached a hand round in front of Remus's mouth and offered him two fingers.
"suck," he instructed. Remus didn't need telling twice and he took the fingers into his mouth, mimicking what he had been doing to a different part of Sirius anatomy only moments before. When his fingers were slippery with saliva he pulled them away and placed the tip of one against Remus's entrance. He circled around it, pushing slightly until Remus was whimpering with the need for penetration. Slowly, gradually he eased a single finger inside the boy, who gasped and groaned with pleasure. Sirius couldn't believe how hot and tight he was, and he ached to think how good it would feel to have his erection enveloped in that heat.
After turning and twisting his finger inside him for a little while, he gently added another one in beside it. This time Remus gave a little hiss of pain, and Sirius paused, not wanting to hurt his lover. However Remus wasn't having any of this, the wolf inside him was baying for this contact and he pushed his hips back, spearing himself completely onto Sirius's fingers. He groaned and shuddered with pleasure, but it just wasn't enough. "more Sirius, please!" he begged as he felt the fingers being scissored inside him, stretching him in preparation for what was to come.
Sirius pulled his fingers out and gripped onto Remus's hips firmly. He spread the cheeks and placed the head of his penis against the opening, applying just a little pressure at first. Remus moaned and tried to buck his hips backwards, wanting to feel Sirius inside him more the anything. "please!" he cried out completely losing his self control. Sirius held his hips firmly and prevented him from moving. He kissed the back of the werewolf's neck and then slowly began to push into him, spearing himself in his body. He felt the boy stiffen and gasp with pain so he paused, gently pulling himself back and forth very shallowly but not letting himself sink in any deeper. After a minute Remus nodded and Sirius pushed forwards. Finally he felt himself completely enclosed by Remus and the two boys stood still for a little while until Remus had adjusted.
Sirius was trembling with the strain of holding himself back. It felt so good to have that heat squeezing all around him, it was so much more intense then it ever had been with a girl. He wrapped his arms around Remus's chest and rocked back and forth slowly at first, then gradually picking up speed. He shifted slightly into a more comfortable position and Remus suddenly cried out with pleasure. Sirius grinned to himself, feeling kind of proud that he'd found the boys sweet spot so quickly. He continued pumping into him and made sure he hit that spot every time.
Neither boy cold last much longer now, Sirius had already been so close and Remus was made for this kind of treatment. Remus grasped his own cock in his hands and began to pump it in rhythm with Sirius, his body was screaming for release now and he was so hard that it was painful. Realising what his lover was doing, Sirius reached around and knocked his hand away, smirking slightly at the groan of frustration. He gripped the erection and took over with its ministrations.
Remus came with a cry, his body shuddered and Sirius felt his muscles contract around him. This drove him over the edge as well and he released himself within the other boy. They clung to each other as their orgasms shook them and then they sank into each others arms, leaning heavily against the wall. Remus buried his head in Sirius's shoulder and put his arms around his waist. It was a long long time before either of them moved.
Pete still couldn't understand why James had refused to let them go up to the dormitory and look for Sirius and Remus. Instead he'd insisted on Pete helping him to practice for the next quiditch match by firing those muggle golf balls at him. As you can imagine that lost it's fun pretty quickly and by the time the two boys sat down at the Gryffindor table for lunch he was completely fed up with James and felt a great surge of relief when he saw Remus and Sirius heading across the great hall towards them.
"hey where have you two been? I was going to go look for you but James wouldn't let me." pouted Peter. Sirius raised an eyebrow at James who winked almost imperceptibly.
"we've just been playing chess. Fancied a quiet morning didn't we Remus?" he asked, smirking slightly at the blushing brunette who was seated beside him. Remus just nodded and quickly busied himself with piling his plate with food in an attempt to ignore the knowing grin that was plastered over James's face. He looked at Sirius adoringly, who was smiling back at him and then Sirius gently wrapped an arm around his waist.
James gave a little whoop of joy and exclaimed loudly, "I knew you two would get together." this drew the attention of most of the hall and Remus's blush deepened as he became an object of scrutiny for several hundred pupils.
Sirius just grinned and planted a quick kiss on his cheek. To their surprise however, James seemed to be the only one in the entire hall which was interested for more then a few seconds. Pete, who they'd expected to react badly, just rolled his eyes and said, "well if you expect me to fall for that one again then your obviously stupider then you look, and that's saying something."
At that point Snape walked past the end of the table and hissed with a malicious smirk, "what's wrong black, run out of original ideas have we?"
Sirius gaped stupidly at that comment and James just chuckled, "looks like we pulled off the perfect prank before Siri, now no-one will believe you." Remus just smiled at this. He was secretly a bit relieved at the lack of attention.
Pete didn't believe them until he caught them kissing topless in Remus's bed one morning, and the rest of the school never really decided if they were truly a couple or if it was just another one of their famous pranks
my first slash scene ever, (blushes and giggles.) hope it's satisfactory, was a lot harder to write then i thought it would be.
Hooray! finished. (does a little boogie) aww love Sirius and Remus, so cute. Can't believe I've finished my first ever fan fic.
Thanks to everyone who has review so far and to anyone who might review in the future. I've loved writing this it has kept me busy and happy
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