Hyper-chan: heeeeeey~ sup guys? I haven't updated for a while right?

Squalo: VRAAAAI! WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN YOU LAZY ASS SCUM!?

Hyper-chan: OOY!... STUDYING! QAQ

Bel: Shishi~ Peasants.

Yuki: look who spoke up bastardos prince.

Bel: shut up.

Squalo: VRAIII!

Bel: Shishi~

Yuki: MAY YOU PLEASE STAY SILENT?

Hyper-chan: CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE LET ME DO MY WORK! QAQ

disclaimer: i do not own KHR. I only own Minato Sayuki.


Chapter 4

What could be worse?

"That bastard gay prince." I said to myself enraged. How the hell could he do that so out of the blue? I DID NOTHING to make him humiliate me like that!... Except the fact that he held a grudge on me, even so! I walked through the forest stomping my feet trying to get farther away from here. It's only been my first day as the Varia's external advisor and look where its gotten! A scum blonde douchebag getting in my face telling me that i'm trying getting sympathy from others? Screw that!

Let's get this straight; First of all, he stabs me in my arm for kindly waking up from cold harsh weather. Secondly, he humiliates me in front of my new members which happens to be full of pride? "AHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed my lungs out making it echo through the forest trying to let my frustrations out, sadly, it only subtracted 0.99%. I kicked the tree right beside me multiple times but ended up hurting my foot "AGHHH!" I shouted but this time pain was with me.

"Ushishi~" oh hell no. That voice is really the last thing i would want to hear right now. I turned my head and look who it was, the person who calls himself ROYALTY. And he was SMILING?! YES, thats right dear readers, SMILING. He was smiling so wide that I could just rip his balls out!

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! How? I repeat, HOW IN HEVEANS NAME COULD YOU SMILE LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF ME?!" I shot a fired angered look.

"Ushishi~ because your anger and frustration amuses me."

I snapped even more. My feet walked with haste moving towards him. I clenched my fist and pulled it back and swung it hard making it land on the right side of his face. "Really now?! Well then, I am VERY GLAD you are amused! THANK YOU for making MY rage and anger your "AMUSING" entertainment! But, before i do anything else, let me say a message to my dear gay prince viewer!" His face was no longer in a big grin but a long thin line of unhappiness. "Oh dear viewer, it was very kind of you to stab me on my arm when i was still six, SIX years old! Your ass would have been ice cubes by now if I didn't wake you up! And you blame ME for your evil brother stabbing you?! You call yourself a prince but your just an half assed-bastard who enjoys the thrill of stabbing people!" woah... I said it... I am so fired... Not to mention that he might kill me on the spot..

My raging scarlet eyes stared angrily at him but I flinched due to the sudden rustles of leaves. I turned my head slowly praying and hoping that its not a wild bear... But my eyes saw the whole varia behind a tree who looked like they were trying to hide but surely failing.

*awkward silence...*

Bel started to walk towards me, I alarmed myself and stepped backwards to avoid an out coming attack but... He didn't... He tapped my shoulder and his lips went near my ear. "Shishi are you happy now peasant? You have just humiliated the great prince. The scores even." I felt his hot breathe on my neck sending chills down my spine

MY MIND IS FULL OF FUCK RIGHT NOW! "AHSHDHDJSJSJSJSJSJSJDJDBSHSH SBDJDJDJEJ !" I felt heat rush up to my cheeks and pushed him away sending a glare but he just smiled widely again and walked away. If there's one thing I hate, it's men who gets close to me and suddenly invading my personal space. Wait a minute... What did he mean by the scores even?

My eyes followed his form as he walked away but Luss-nee's voice broke the totally forgotten awkward silence "Wow yuki-chan.. I have never seen anyone humiliate Bel like that while raising their voice."

My face went into gloom and depression when I turned to them and they seemed shock.. Except Xanxus.."How long were you guys watching?" i asked as my body shook in gloom.

Lussuria started playing with his fingers and he pouted while looking down "erm... Since Bel entered?" Sweatdrops were now showing on his face.

I sighed "And may I ask why all of you are here in the woods?"

Luss-nee sweatdropped even more "Bel told us to follow him..."

What? What's interesting? I looked confused "Why?"

"I don't know but he just insisted.." Luss-nee shrugged I put my palm on my forehead and wondered why, "Ah.. Yuki-chan.. I have a hypothesis on why." My face rised and I awaited for Lussuria's answer. "I think he purposely made you humiliate him so you two are even."

... Eh?... "I'm sorry but I don't see any sense in that.."

"Muu~ It's only a hypothesis. There could be more reasons you know. This is Bel were talking about." Mammon flew forward.

"I-I see.." Hypothesis huh... This is what's unfair with the world... Too much questions and less answers leaving you confused.

"Trash." Oh, I only noticed now but my boss was here as well... Shit.

"Y-Yes boss?" the nervousness was clear in my voice.

Lussuria jumped and looked at Xanxus . "Ara! I only noticed now but... Boss... You actually came..." Everyone with me went into awe thinking that their Boss finally tagged along "Bossu... Did something happen? Are you not feeling well?!" Lussuria's face became horrified.

Boss' eyebrow twitched but his face remained straight... No... It looked like he wanted something. "..." he slowly raises his hand and in that grip was a.. Oh my heavens... A fork? "GIVE ME MORE STEAK YOU TRASH!" The fork he held was thrown to me at full speed.

"K-KYA!" I evaded and the poor tree behind me was the substitute.

"B-Boss!" everyone sweatdropped while i was panting ever so heavily.

"You bastard of a boss." I clenched my fist while my hatred aura grew. The other Varia members were trying to calm their boss while i was hiding behind a tree emoting "Please God... LET ME BE IN PEEEAAACEEE!"


One week has passed since I started as the Varia's external advisor. There were nothing but chores and paper work for me in this hell hole. Every night i hear "VOI", "TRASH", "SCUM", "ushishi" and many more. I only get 4 hours of sleep and my fatigue is building .. And i'm getting gloomier by the minute i spend time with these people... Not to mention that the gay prince only gives me dead air when we pass by and doesn't even look or say "good morning peasant". Lussuria keeps on insisting for spa treatment but I persuaded him not to since that would cause more money and Mammon's anger. So to sum it all up, nothing has made this week any good for me. I tried to do the paper works as fasr as i can but still resulted to only 4 hours of sleep.

"Oy. Sayuki."

Maybe I should ask for a day off.. No... That would be to selfish off me considering it's only my 1st week here... Even so.. I really need some rest. I would love to ask for a short nap but I refuse to let my weak side be seen.

"Yuki-chan?"

I let out a deep sigh, what am I going to do now? I still need to do paper works from CEDEF which is already due tomorrow evening. as well as do the chore's in this house... And I'm preparing for an upcoming entrance exam for a good high school here... I need to prioritize and-

"VRAAAAAIII!" My ear drums burst from the sudden surprise attack.

"M-my ears hurt..." I mumbled.

"GOOD! STOP SPACING OUT YOU TRASH!" huh? When did I space out?

I tilted my head tiredly "pardon?"

"Yuki-chan... Are you okay? You know your eyebags are reallly getting darker.. Maybe you should rest."

Rest... What a beautiful word to hear... And feel. "No.. I'm fine, don't worry about it. And besides, i have a lot of paper work to do." I put on a brave small smile to hide my tiredness.

Bel as usual was on the couch ignoring my presence and Boss was sleeping on his king chair. Lussuria, Squalo, Levi and Mammon were just staring at me.. Awwee.. Could they be worried? I am touched.

"Muu~ You better not get sick. Medicine is expensive now a days you know."

"Oy brat! Don't give the boss your germs or your fried meat!"

"VOII! If your sick then i'm gonna do the paper work agqin so don't screw yourself or I will!"

I stand corrected... So tonight, I am having a date with my closest friends... Papers and pen... "This is going to break me..." I mumbled giving of gloomy aura.

"Don't worry Yuki-chan! Luss-nee shall help you for tonight!" he punched the air with a positive smile.

"Really?!" He nodded in response. "Thank you Luss-nee!"

*7:30 pm*

So here I find Lussuria sleeping on his red sheet-ed bed with his night clothes on. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO HELP ME!?" I seriously wanted to punch this person but I can't since I don't know how... And he's the only person here who has been kind to me. So I walked out of his slumber and headed for the dining room once again. Sitting on top of the large rectangle table was my bright future... Or just hell. I sat down and started writing and organize the paperwork. It was still 8 but I feel like it's already 1 in the morning. My head hurt like hell and my body was starting to shake. "This is the consequence of being saved by someone and owing a debt of your life..."

Truth is, the Ninth saved me from that incident... So i was indebted to him. He asked if I could be the Varia's External Advisor and I chose to accept, but look where my weakness got me. I can't even back out of this job because I would be to selfish, it seemed that I made the biggest mistake of my life. ARGH! COME ON YUKI! POSITIVE SIDES!" I put my mind at ease and though of the slightest things that can turn this situation around.

"... The Ninth would be happy and praise me... If i get hurt then my salary will increase... Promotions are in my path..." Ah yes.. Developments in life can easily get rid of your wariness in life... Or so I thought "Dangerous Missions will lead to Injuries and damage and will lead to more hospital and property damaged fee's and will lead to Mammon's wrath which will lead me to MORE PAPER WORKS AND BILLS!" My sixteen year old body will soon break.

All I can think of now are my self-complaints, pain, stress, and paper works My mind is practically full of fuck right now. Imagine Iemitsu dancing of to a Justin Beiber song, now that my friend is so wrong in so many ways. Getting back to the point, "Work", Yes i have a specialty for it but I have my limits. Did you know Xanxus Piled all the paper works up?! Poor Squalo... I know how he feels in a way.

Staring mindlessly at the clock just above the dining rooms entrance, it pointed to 12:30 pm.. I sighed, I am exhausted but since there were only a few paper works left for the day, i decided to take responsibility and finish them. My hand was numb as it scribbled down its way with it's red ink, and my feet were already asleep since 2 hours ago, my hair was like a shebeast in rage mode and my face was like garbage spilled everywhere.

My mind was tempted to wander off into slumber but I opted not to since my boss will kill me for that, my eyes lids were weighing down like a steel bar and they were soon half closed until I heard the entrance of the dining hall click. I turned my head towards the door and spotted a wandering blonde man... "Bel?"

*SILENCE*

he walks past by me and sits beside me silently without a word, that was just harsh. "Hey.. Bastard Prince." So this time he turns to me annoyed. "What the hell are you doing up so late?" I asked in a whisper, but again, he ignores me. I poked his right arm and spoke "Oy.. Gaay Prince~" I just teased. His head moved and I backed away alarmed. "Is he sleepwalking?!" I moved and looked closer, and my guess was correct. Bel the Prince is sleepwalking! This is rich! I brought out my digi cam from my bag and took a picture of him.

"Sh-Shishi~" HE SPOKE! Was he awake?! *SNORES*... HE CLEARLY IS NOT!

"Hey Bel.. Your sleep walking.." I whispered poking his right arm again.

He started to mumble to himself and I leaned in to hear better... "Shishi~ Yuki... your a... bitch..."

"..." I felt a vein pop.

"i'm sorry you peasant so... shut the hell up." that, I heard very clearly.

Did he just say sorry to ME unconsciously?! How is that even possible?! BEL WAKE THE FUCK UP CAUSE YOUR CREEPING ME OUT! I told myself to calm down and laid my back on the chair again. "Calm down Sayuki..." His snore was awfully getting louder and I was starting to fall asleep myself before I suddenly felt weight on my shoulder. I looked at my side "No-fucking-way." Bel's head was resting on my shoulder! What the hell do I do?! My face heat up and got a little red. "This Bastard..." I clenched my fists holding out my anger. "Relax.. If you threaten him or even wake him up... He will stab you..." My conscience spoke to me.. I sighed, "BEL!" I whispered in a soft voice. "Wake up!" He didn't even budge. I had no choice but to carry him to his room...

"HEAVY!" I thought to myself trying to make an effort not to wake Bel up. It took me about 36 minutes to bring him back to his room! That guys has serious sleeping problems...

My mind went into recall: "I'm sorry you peasant..." and remembered his head on my shoulders. My face heated up again. "ASLDKSKDNSKFK you...you... YOU BASTARD OF A PRINCE!" I wanted to throw a tantrum but it would be wise not to since the assassins in the house will clearly tear me apart and burn my corpse. "Calm... Calm..."


The next morning, the Varia were eating breakfast. As usual, I was the one cooking and they were eating. Since I started working here, i didn't eat much, I would just eat the leftovers of the meal I made for them. My mind was still aching and I wasn't feeling any better especially what happened last night. Bel actually apologized (unconsciously though)... "There's no way he could. Him apologize?" The world will crumble if that happens.

I snatched a quick glance to him and he was just eating the pancakes that i made, It looks like he didn't remember what absurdness he did last night. But it was Lussuria who caught my attention yet again "You know we should thank yuki-chan!" Everyone took a halt and stared at Lussuria. "It's been a while since someone personally cooked for us and it's REALLY BEEN A WHILE since we ate together! Not mention that she cooks great!" I blushed to the compliment that was said. But sadly, everyone turned to me with their awkward stares.

"muu~ I'll subtract the breakfasts ingredients as a thank you." Mammon took a bite out of the bacon.

"VOI! I don't say thank you!" Lussuria's hatred aura came and Squalo faced me again "WHATEVER! I'll do the paperwork next time!" he turned away and started munching again.

Levi was silent and just looked to Boss waiting for approval. "Trash." Xanxus commented as usual taking a huige bite out of the rib steak i just made. I have to watch on their diet.. Xanxus eats too much meat than anything else on the menu...

"If the boss likes it so do I." That wasn't really a thank you but... I guess it could do.

Then all eyes came to Bel. "Shishi~ You expect a Prince to say thank you to a Peasant? I don't think so."

My day was about to be close to good but HE, HE! Just ended up getting me back to hell day. My smile turned to a deadly straight line. Then it hit me... Pain went through my whole body and my mind just went blank, vision fading. I feel to the floor and embraced its coldness and hardness. "Yuki-chan?!" I heard Luss-nee call out. "oy!" Then I heard his voice. My mind shut down and i couldn't hear or see anything but darkness.


Eyeyeyeyey~ So sorry this chapter was a little long... and boring. TvT.

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