Hi! So next chapter is here, this is like the second part of chapter three. So I'm not sure about this one. Thank you to all of you that review, put alerts and favorites in this story! Thank you so much! And a special thanks to xana4!
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Chapter 4
Kensi is tired. They didn't have a case today but the ton of paperwork they had to do was insane.
She is glad to be home after such a long and tiring day. Now she can finally bring herself to think about the amount of times she caught her partner staring at her today. She just gave him annoyed looks and directed her look towards the papers once again after telling him to go back to work. And she can't even think about what she almost told him that morning.
She can't believe she almost told him everything that was currently on her mind, just like that. Kensi figures that it's best to keep her mouth shut in the mornings. She can't tell him that. It's not that she doesn't like him. No, she likes him a lot (probably more than what she's ready to admit, more than what she's prepared to). And that simple thought is more than enough to terrify her.
She's afraid but the truth is that she has every reason to. She's afraid he will end up leaving her just like Jack did and she would never be able to live with that. Her heart wouldn't be able to take it one more time. But a little voice inside her head tells her that Deeks is very different from Jack, that he would never hurt her like Jack did, that he would never intentionally hurt her. That's the little voice that is begging her to trust him.
She is brought back to reality by the loud pounding on her door. It's the second time today and she has the feeling that it's Deeks on the other side once again. She opens the door anyway.
"Deeks?"
"I hope you didn't have dinner yet…" he says with a hopeful look on his face and lifting the beer and the box of Chinese food so she can see them.
Her eyes light up at the mention of food and beer. "Come on in. I didn't have anything yet."
They stay in her living room and sit on the couch with the TV on. Top Model is on but Deeks was already expecting to see something like that. He already knows her habits, even the shows she sees on TV.
However, he still asks because the thought of the tough Kensi Blye watching something like this is hilarious and no one would believe it. "You really like this show?"
"Actually, I do. Why? Do you have a problem with that?" She asks with a bit of attitude while chewing her food.
"Not at all…it's a good vision." Kensi chooses to do nothing but roll her eyes at his typical male comment.
As soon as Top Model ends they stay on the couch, waiting for the movie that is sure to follow.
"I love this movie!" It's the first thing he says as soon as the title comes up on the screen. It's one of the best horror movies he has ever seen.
The only answer he gets from her is a weak "Hmm" that makes him turn to her slightly surprised.
"You don't like it?"
"It's okay, I guess."
"It's ok? Come on Kensi, this movie is awesome!" he tries to convince her while turning back to the television screen.
A few minutes into the movie, Deeks feels his partner jump in her seat on the sofa, when a particular scary scene comes up. He just smirks and looks at her from the corner of his eyes. "Is everything alright there, Kenz?"
"Of course it is. Why wouldn't it be?" She answers, way too quickly to be normal. He doesn't say anything else but sees how she puts her legs underneath her butt and picks up a pillow to hide part of her face. And that's when he understands what's really going on there. Kensi Blye is afraid of horror movies. No, it's not possible. He has a hard time believing that, seeing as she is as close to Wonder woman as anyone can get and too fearless for her own good. But he keeps looking at her from the corner of his eyes, just to confirm it.
And a few minutes later there's not a doubt left in his mind. Kensi is afraid of horror movies. He can see how she hugs her pillow even closer to her when the girl on the movie is about to be attacked, he sees how she hides her face when the girl is caught, sees how her hands hold onto the pillow so hard that her knuckles turn white. He just smirks at her reaction and knows that this time she's too distracted to notice it. The always brave Kensi Blye is afraid of something that is not even real. Yes, sometimes she amazes him. He's about to make a comment about what he has been witnessing when the lights of her house go off.
Deeks doesn't even have the time to react. Kensi lets out a little scream and holds onto him, burying her face on his chest. He can feel her shaking slightly, something he would never notice if she wasn't as close to him as she is right now. He puts his arms around her and tries to soothe her, rubbing her back.
"It's okay, princess. It's all over. You don't have to be scared." For a moment, she doesn't say a word. Then the lights come on again.
"I'm not scared." She mumbles against his chest but doesn't make a move to let go of him. She feels his light laughter. "Don't you dare laughing at me." She threatens him but he can hear the smile on her voice.
"I would never do such a thing, princess." And that makes them both laugh as she finally lets go of him. He misses her touch immediately but doesn't dare to say a word about it, not knowing that she misses his arms around her too as soon as she untangles herself from his warm embrace.
"That was embarrassing. I'm sorry." She says, not looking into his eyes and feeling her cheeks getting warmer all of a sudden.
"Actually, it was quite adorable of you." He says softly while caressing her cheeks and making her lift her head to meet his eyes. She's expecting to see a smirk on his face or a cocky expression but all she sees is a small smile and eyes full of emotions she's afraid to name. She offers him a small smile too. When their eyes meet he starts leaning into her but reads the panic that takes over her eyes and just rests his forehead against hers breathing deep. She leans into him and rests her head on the junction between his neck and shoulder. He puts one arm around her and his other hand goes to her hair, caressing her.
"I'm sorry." She whispers. He just shakes his head and kisses her head to show her it's okay.
There is more to come! Things will shake a little bit for this couple, so stay with me!
I'm really not that sure about this chapter, so any comments will be welcomed!
Anything you want to comment please feel free to tell me, anything you think is not right, or I should make different please tell me! Or if just to tell is good or not! What can I say, I love reviews! So that would make me really happy!
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