Author:Fireypassion
Title: Place to Belong
Summary: Ichigo is looking for a place where he can be himself. Renji wants his superior to notice him. How does Grimmjow fit in to this mess? And, what scheme does Aizen have cooked up for them? AU. Gangs. Warning Yaoi and possible foul language!
Disclaimer(s): I do not own Bleach. If I did, There would be much more fan service! (Who is with me!?)
Warning: Sexual Content, Yaoi, Foul language
Note from the Author: Alright! I didn't post in a while so I'm sorry I let down all the people that were waiting to read this. But it's here now. Extra long 2,540 words. thats two chapters combined! I'm way to tired to say anything so enjoy!
Chapter 4 ~ Dangerous
Ichigo's P.O.V.
I could almost feel the dislike radiating from him in slow waves. He was sitting on my kin sized bed and giving me the evil eye. He was wearing my old man's clothes. A white button up shirt and a pair of jeans. His hair was askew and his lips formed a perfect pout. No doubt he is still mad at me about that kiss. His lips moved gracefully as he spoke.
"So you know I'm an espada." he said with almost a nonchalant look in his eyes. As if he didn't really care that I knew. I can work with that. He doesn't even know how easy his making it for me. I wonder why he didn't punch me by now, but why start a fight with someone you don't know?
"Yes. Are you going to kill me? Right after I helped you?" I said in a matter of fact tone, yet still managing to emphasize the fact that he was in my debt. Where is your pride little kitty?
He swallowed nervously and answered " Of course not. After all I'm in your debt. Yet... You knew who I was and you still helped me. After someone told you I was dangerous you still didn't care. So what is your motive? I really doubt you did it out of the goodness of your heart, so what is it that you want from me?"
Ah here it is...
Well he is definitely not going to beat around the bush. Should I really be surprised? Probably not.
"Feisty aren't you. What's your name?"
"Grimmjow, but that's beside the point. What do you want?"
"Grimmjow, what an interesting name… I did it because I like you Grimmjow - chan."
"Don't call me that!" he yelled blushing.
"Oh! Look at that! So cute! You're adorable! It makes me want to hug you!" I teased him. I think I'm starting to like him... A lot.
"Stop doing that! I'M DANGEROUS! You should be scared for your life!" He yelled looking distressed.
"That's true, but you forget that you don't know who I am. Maybe I'm dangerous too." I replied in that calm tone of mine, as I gave him a slight smile.
I saw him lick his lips nervously. Poor guy. Trapped with some pervert who he can't get information from, I'd be nervous too. I took a deep breath and sighed, "Now Grimmjow - chan, tell me why were they chasing you and what happened inside Aizen's group. Tell me everything and I might just let you go. If not, I'm going to have to make you tell me. Just so you know, my methods of torture are very unorthodox. "
I winked and gave him the evilest smile I had. He looked at me with his blue eyes; fear reflected in them. A drop of sweat rolled down his face as he gulped loudly. His lips parted and the words came in a big jumble, "Aiizen'sgroupwaschasingmebecause,'reasdeadasIam."
I smiled. I might have scared him a little too much. (you think?) I never did know my limits.
"Don't move."
I grabbed a towel that was hanging on my door and took a seat beside him. He watched me, weary of every move I made; like I was the lion and he was my prey. I slowly lifted the towel and gently dabbed the sweat on his brow, receiving a surprised look from him. I just couldn't be rough with him. I threw the towel on the floor, and ran my hands through his messy hair in calming slow motions. He appeared to be more relaxed. Then I climbed on the bed, taking his hand I aligned my back against the wall pulling him toward me. He fell into my arms in an instant. I caught him of guard, so he started to pull away from me, but instead of letting him go I used my other arm to pet his hair; while repeating the same phrase as before.
"Don't move."
He obeyed me and stopped struggling. I kissed his forehead. I don't know why I did it, but I wanted to so much. I think I fell in love with him the first time I saw him; his eyes, then his attitude, and his stubbornness. Is there anything else that I might start to like?
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to frighten you this much. I'm not going to hurt you so just tell me everything that you know. Calm down, take a deep breath and speak. Why were they chasing you? You are a man of higher rank, and why didn't you fight back?"
"I don't have my rank anymore. There was too many of them, it was easier to run. One of them stabbed my arm, so I started to run and then I ran into you. You know the rest." He said still looking a little uncomfortable, but then again I did just kiss him and sitting in my lap didn't help much either.
"What happened? How did you lose your rank?"
"I spoke against him. He was going to execute me in front of the others. Nell helped me escape, but they found me. She was always the nicest out of all of us. I could never understand why she stayed there."
His hair smelled nice. He smelled nice. It was distracting me, well… not only me. Little Ichigo seemed to be giving this his full attention too. I hope my cute Grimmjow doesn't lean back or I might scare him for good. Maybe I can persuade him to stay. I don't want to be left alone now. Not again.
"Grimmjow?"
"Yea?"
"Do you have anywhere to go? Think. Is there anyone that can take care of you?" I said with a serious tone. I hope he takes this chance to escape from me. Before I take the rug from under his feet and jump him.
"No." he said that as he turned away from me.
He is such a fool, he should have jumped at the chance to run from me. I hugged him tighter to my body, as I moved my hips and rubbed my erection on his back. He gasped and tried to pull away from me, but I held on to him even tighter. Ignoring all the profanities that spewed from his mouth like hot lava, I leaned in and whispered in his ear.
"Stay with me. I'll give you shelter, food anything you want or need. I'll take care of you."
He seemed more surprised, but managed to find his voice. There was a certain hysterical note it, that I couldn't ignore.
"Shelter? Food? Haha, you're kidding. Anything I want or need? What do you want in return? A boy-toy? You want to fuck me? Is that it? "
His voice became more frantic. Like he was trapped. Caged. Bound. I didn't want him to feel like that. Was I after his body? No, I'm capable of getting a lover with a great body. All I have to do is wink and they are ready to jump into bed with me. Do I want him because he reminded me of Renji? No, Renji is irreplaceable. Not his status or rank, or money for that matter. He doesn't have anything at all. Except... Maybe something I was never really able to have.
"No, I want your heart."
He seemed to freeze in my arms. I turned him around so he was facing me and kissed him on his lips. His expression didn't change. It stayed sad, wounded. His eyes were looking at mine with disbelief and then anger.
"How is it that you can say something like that?! You just met me! Your're acting like you've known me for years!"
"It's love at first sight!"~~
He only rolled his eyes at my answer, its true I don't know much about him, but I don't really care. I kissed him again. Deeply and passionately, slipping my tongue in his mouth and letting it tangle with his. He kissed back! I continued enjoying it until I remembered lack of air and pulled away, leaving him gasping for air like he was a fish out of water. His eyes looked dazed. He dipped his head back leaving his neck exposed, not being able to help myself, I kissed his neck and went lower to his collar bone nibbling and sucking ; giving him a hickey, then- his shirt got in the way! Frustrated at not being able to touch his tender skin anymore, I hastily unclasped the buttons on his shirt, in turn receiving whimper from him. I smiled taking in the lovely flesh presented in front of me, before I sucked on one of the stiff pink nipples and fondled the other with my thumb. Naturally receiving a moan, before I could do anything else my wicked mind could come up with a loud noise rang throughout the house. It sounded like a door was blown off its hinges. It startled us and we were out of our lust stricken states.
We heard one loud voice, and at once I knew who it belonged to. I leaped of the bed and ran down the stairs a fast as I could. When I got there I saw them. Renji and Byakuya were standing in my living room. No not standing, searching. Byakuya is the same as I last remembered him; with his stone face and cold eyes. He was wearing a leather jacket and a pair of skinny jeans. He looked bored and unconcerned. I could tell he only came because Renji asked him to.
"What are you doing here Renji?"
"ICHIGO THANK GOD YOU'RE ALRIGHT. WE WERE SO WORRIED! WHERE IS HE? DID HE HURT YOU? HE THREATENED YOU DIDN'T HE?!"
"What are you doing here Renji?" I repeated the same sentence, but added more ice to my tone. Not only did he break my heart once, he interrupted my 'hot and heavy' session with Grimmjow.
"Renji, it is not necessary to yell. We need to capture him, not scare him off." said the black - haired man.
So that's why they're here. Well I won't have it. He is mine; I'm not about to hand him over to Soul Society and leave him to their vices. They are going to have to do better than that. Sending only two people, but I guess they were counting on me not hurting Renji and Byakuya being ruthless toward me.
"I'm sorry captain. Ichigo, is he upstairs? I'll get him. Sorry-
"Don't move! No one is going near him!"
"Ichigo? What do you-
There was a loud noise outside, and I finally realized that I left a scared person in my room all alone. I must be thinking with my ass instead of my brain. I opened the front door only to see Grimmjow scrambling to his feet in the cold snow. Apparently he decided to use my window as an exit, but slipped and fell instead. Heaps of indisposed snow I was supposed to shovel, cushioned his fall.I knew my laziness would come in handy someday. As soon as he was up, he started to run; Renji and Byakuya were standing beside me. Byakuya has drawn his gun and was aiming. As soon as I saw the revolver I tried to wrestle it out of his hands. He might have been strong, but I was stronger. A shot rang out, except it wasn't from Byakuya's gun, but from Renji's. I couldn't believe it. Grimmjow fell with a dull thump and the snow around him was turning red, blood red. At that moment I thought the earth was standing still. Time stopped, emotions boiled and I yelled, "NO! GRIMMJOW!"
I pushed them aside and ran, not bothering to explain my actions. The snow crunched under my feet and my breath came in shallow wisps. I got down on my knees. He was lying face down, I turned him over; his eyes were closed and he was breathing heavily. I checked his body for wounds, one bullet was lunched in his leg. I guess this is what it means to count your blessings, because I did. I took off my shirt and tied it around his leg, trying to stop the bleeding. It was cold outside the temperature was defiantly below zero. Yet I wasn't even shivering, I was so angry at Renji for shooting. First thing I have to do is get Grimmjow inside and warm him up, and then deal with Soul Society. I picked him up, he was heavy, but nothing I couldn't handle. His face looked in pain and his eyes were clasped shut. I cared him bridal style, walking straight to the house, before passing them I stopped. I took a deep breath, collected my anger and gave them both the most menacing glare I could ever master. "You are not taking him anywhere. He stays with me. You have no right to take someone who is part of my family. If you break the rule I'll become your enemy."
"Ichigo. Why? What are you saying? Is he that much more important to you than your friends? Than me?" asked Renji desperately. He looked at me, his eyes full of tears. For once in years I felt nothing. All I was worried about was helping the man in my arms.
"Renji, that's enough. He thinks he is in love. Kurosaki you do know it's not going to end well. Soul Society will get him eventually. After all he is a member of Aizen's group at best you have a month, at worst a week."
"Ichigo?"
"Well, Byakuya I don't think I'm in love. I am in love. I won't hand him over, no matter what. Tell Yamamoto-Genryūsai thathe is no longer part of Aizen's group; therefore he has no right to even touch Grimmjow. I would appreciate it if you two left now."
With that I walked into the house and closed the door behind me. I walked carefully up the stairs, making sure not to hit Grimmjow's head. He still looked in pain; I kissed him on the forehead before placing him on the bed. First I need to get blankets, tons of them and a phone. I needed to make a few phone calls. Also disinfecting that wound is a great idea as well as taking out that bullet. I bandaged it, even gave Grimmjow some painkillers that he managed to swallow. After tucking him in with a dozen blankets I finally felt better. Next some phone calls are in order and maybe a warm sweater for me.
