Dearest,
I've waited.... Oh how I've waited.
Out of the darkness you once came, saving me. I knew that day when I held you, after searching for so long, that I loved you. My only regret, the only thing I've ever regretted, was that I didn't tell you sooner how much I truly cared for you!
Our time will be cherished! All of these memories I have of you, they will never be forgotten. Such fond memories they are. I will keep them close, no one will taint them. If only our time could've been longer.
Why, why did you have to leave me?
I don't want to let you go... I see you across from me, I can smell you, I can still feel your touch, your soft caress. You were always there, my angel guiding me to the light. Protecting me. But, it was I who should've protected you.
You told me to never let go, you'd always be there, you'd come back to me. But... But, now. I can hear your whisper, it's everywhere... All around me, in my dreams. I run and run, but I can never find you. Your voice, over and over it talks to me.
I've longed for a sign. I need to know you're gone!
I know what I must do; I know what you say to do. I love you so, must I? Will I ever see you again or hear your voice? Will you keep me safe in your embrace?
I remember that day clearly. My world ended when you left. Holding on is the only thing that has kept me sane. I don't want to let you go, it'll... It will be re_"real". If I do, you'll never come back. But, I know... I know, I'll never move on and be happy if I don't.
"Keep Smiling!" That was our motto, to always smile! I haven't smiled since....
I will, I will remember you as you were. I won't forget you, I will keep you safe in my heart; but I will let you go! Not because I want to...
But, because you asked me! Time and time again you've asked me! I know forever doesn't exist, but oh how I wish it did. I will, for always, have lost a fragment of my heart and happiness with you.
I love you, always have. I will always love you!
Goodbye My Love!
My Dearest, You Will Be Missed.
Love Forever and Alw~~~~~~~~~