Sorry for the delay guys, here's the next installment, I hope you like it.

Robbie

If there's a person in the world that really understands Cat I guess that's me... We're both awkward in different ways, but she's like no other, she doesn't judge, she likes you just like you are.

To be honest with you, I'm not sure if I'm gay or not, whatever it is, I know that Cat will not stop being my friend, she told me so one day that we were alone in the school auditorium after rehearsing a play for Sikowitz class...

-If you're gay I'm going to like you just the same - Cat said

-What?

-She said you're a sissy - Rex said

I don't remember seeing Cat upset like she was at that moment before, without saying a word she took Rex from my hands and threw him to the floor.

-CAT!

I was about to get it back but Cat got between us, there were tears on her eyes.

-I want to talk to YOU Robert.

Robert... Nobody had called me that in a very long time, I decided to let her talk.

-He was really mean, so he's staying there for a while. Now you listen to me. I know I'm air headed and silly but I love you guys with all my heart, and whatever you chose to be Robbie, I will love you no less.

-Look Cat, I know you guys think I'm gay because of the things I do sometimes, but honestly I'm not sure yet.

She kissed me on the cheek and ran out.

-NO LESS! - She yelled from the door.

There are many stories I can tell you about Cat and the common factor is her heart. Ironic isn't it? The one thing she offered to others is the one thing that will take her from us... It's so unfair... When I was in the hospital, she asked the surgeon if she could go in and help, of course they did't let her, but that's how she loves us... And I can't believe there's people that can be mean to her, but there are, believe it or not, when Jade arrived I was really worried about her because the Jade you guys know wasn't the Jade that first came to Hollywood Arts. She was meaner. Beck wasn't her boyfriend yet so she was completely out of control, and the first time we met it was almost a disaster, I crashed with her and spilled her coffee...

-YOU STUPID IDIOT! I SHOULD KICK YOUR TEETH RIGHT HERE AND NOW!

Cat is not the fighting type, you already know that, yet, she stood up for me.

-HEY!

Jade pushed me aside and got before her.

-Did you just yelled at me you little shrimp?

-I'm not a shrimp, I'm Cat...

-Cat? What you're going to be is dead...

-Robbie is my friend and I don't like you to treat him like that.

Jade pushed her to the floor and just glared at her.

-Yell at me again and I promise you'll lose some teeth, GOT IT?

-kk...

I helped her up.

-You did't had to do that.

-Robbie you're my friend... I'll always stand up for you...

I hugged her, in all my life nobody had done something like that for me... When she discovered the die-cuts I had of her... and I saw that look in her eyes... I thought it was over... But that same afternoon she came to my house...

- Look Cat, I'll burn them all I promise, just don't stop being my friend, please?

What happened next was the most unexpected thing, she leaned and kissed me softly, after a few seconds she separated from me and just glared at nothing.

-Cat... You... Love me?

-I... Yeah...

I held her hands.

-So do I...

But as I leaned to kiss her she got up.

-I'm sorry Robbie... This is not right, I can't do this...

-Why? What do you need me to do? Is it Rex? For you I'll throw it to the trash right now... Please

-It's not you, I don't want to hurt you... I... Can't tell you... Just please don't make it harder...

She just hugged me and sobbed, now I understand... losing her as a friend would be painful... But as a girlfriend... She knew that could be devastating... And she rathered sacrificed the chance to have someone loving her to keep that person from hurting even more if she... No. She can't die... She can't leave us, not yet... Please God.. Don't take your angel back home yet...

Next: Beck