Hey everybody!

Mentions of self harm in this chapter.

Wee bit of swearing.

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Bobby hung up the phone and had to take a moment to digest what Jody had just told him, then before waking Dean up he walked down the hall into Sam's room and turned on the light to reveal drying blood on the floor and down the stairs. Bobby turned off the light and closed the door before walking down stairs to go and wake up Dean. Bobby walked over to the couch where Dean was sleeping and shook his shoulder to wake him.

"Bobby what the hell." Dean groaned

"Get your ass up were going to see your brother." Bobby said

Dean shot up at the mention of his brother.

"What do you mean we need to go see him. Where is he Bobby?" Dean asked

"He's at Souix Falls in the psyc ward. He was cutting his wrists and he committed himself to keep himself and us safe." Bobby said

Dean got up fully and put his shoes on without changing and then him and Bobby got into another vehicle and made their way down to Souix Falls General.

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SAM

Sam was given hospital issued clothing and put into a room by himself. The room consisted of a bed and a table both bolted to the floor, the bed had a white fitted sheet and a blanket neatly tucked. Sam sat on the bed facing the window just waiting for Dr. Bonnie to come up and take him in for his first session.

DEAN & BOBBY

Dean and Bobby were now in the parking lot of Souix Falls General, Bobby was waiting for Dean to undo his seatbelt or say something, anything.

"Bobby I don't know what to do." Dean said letting tears fall

"Son you don't have to know what to do, Sam just needs someone on his side right now. He needs to know that you don't blame him for your daddy and the Impala." Bobby said

Dean didn't say anything but he undid his seatbelt and started walking to the entrance and that was Bobby's cue to follow. When Dean and Bobby got into the hospital they followed signs to the psyc ward and were asked to wait in Dr. Bonnie's office.

"How the hell did you even find out?" Dean asked

"Sheriff Mills pulled him over for speeding and she saw his wrists bleeding so she brought him down when he told her he wanted to commit himself. I went down the hall to his bedroom and there was blood all over the floor and down the stairs." Bobby said

"I can't believe I didn't hear him leave." Dean said

"Dean there is nothing you could have done. You need to be strong for him; he is in a very fragile state right now." Bobby said

Before Dean was able to answer the door opened and Dr. Bonnie came through.

"Hello, you must be Dean and Bobby. I am Dr. Bonnie and I am in charge of Sam's care." Dr. Bonnie said

"How is he? When can we see him?" Dean asked

"Well you can see him once we are done here but he is a lucky man that Jody brought him in when she did, much longer and I would have been concerned. I am glad that he committed himself and he wasn't forcefully committed. From my first evaluation I would like to keep him in for a month, once I do a second evaluation once the month is up I will see if he is fit to be released or if we need to keep him longer. Now if you'll follow me I will take you to see Sam." Dr. Bonnie said

Dean and Bobby got up and followed Dr. Bonnie down a long hallway until they reached the locked ward. He swiped his pass card and he took them down 4 doors until he stopped and let them see into the room. Dr. Bonnie turned the door handle and let them into the room before shutting the door and leaving the ward.

Sam heard the door handle and then 2 sets of footsteps but didn't make an effort to turn around because he couldn't take the look he was going to get from Dean and Bobby.

"Sam?" Dean said

Sam stood up and turned around but kept his wrists behind his back because he didn't want Dean to see them.

"Sam what the hell man?" Dean said voice breaking half way through

"Dean I..." Sam trailed off

Dean brought Sam into a tight hug and Sam although he didn't want Dean to see his wrists he hugged him back. Dean let a few tears fall when Sam took a few seconds to hug back but he was able to get them under control before he let go and took a look at Sam.

"Are you okay at least?" Dean asked

"I'm okay now. Dean I couldn't wreck anything else, I wrecked the Impala and I got Dad killed. I just screwed up so bad." Sam said sitting down on the bed and facing Dean and Bobby

"Sam one thing you need to get into that head of yours is that you have done nothing wrong. The driver of the transport was possessed and Dad made the deal on his own terms and you cannot blame yourself for that. Please Sammy. Believe in that." Dean said

"I can't right now Dean."

"I know you can't little brother but you are going to get through this and when you come out on the other side I'll be waiting." Dean said

"Thanks Dean." Sam said

"We will both be waiting for you on the other side son." Bobby said

"Thanks Bobby." Sam said

"Now take care of yourself and we will be back to visit tomorrow." Bobby said

"Bye." Sam said

Dean and Bobby walked over to Sam and both hunters got a hug from Sam and then they left closing the door behind them.

DEAN AND BOBBY

"God I fucked this up Bobby." Dean said voice breaking again

"You did good in their Dean, that was exactly what he needed right then." Bobby said

Bobby and Dean got into Bobby's car and drove back to Bobby's and were met with another vehicle they didn't recognize. Bobby and Dean grabbed their guns and went up to the vehicle and then Bobby lowered his gun.

"Friendly?" Dean asked

"Yup, this is Ellen and Jo." Bobby said

"And who are you?" Ellen asked

"Dean." Dean said

"Johns kid?" Ellen asked

"Yes. How do you know my Dad?" Dean asked

"Worked a few back in the day." Ellen said

"Why don't you two come inside and we can talk further." Bobby suggested