Author note: so like, this is the fourth chapter, and finaly the story starts taking place is it is in my head, so sorry bit for the delay. This chapter starts in the past just after Murdoc signed the deal with the deviland comes to the present around the end. Hope you enjoy and review please so I can improve.
Disclaimer not: nop nothing changed, still don't own them.
Darkness, void, despair and hell
A point of no return
A very sad story, one shouldn't tell
And forever in the memory to burn
No longer able to hold on
and lost all will and fear
I hope soon they are done
For my love, I wish you could be here
The second deal?
Somewhere of the coast of the Maldives, a cruise ship was anchored off in the sun, allowing passengers to enjoy the sun. the cruise ship was huge, and it was easy to get lost, unless of course, you were a super soldier that can memorize almost everything instantly, as was the case with noodle. When she had signed a contract with the captain of the ship, allowing her to say, for a large fee of course, as long as she wanted on the ship, he had shown her around. When it was done the captain turned and faced her. "it's quite a large ship, so you might get lost the first couple of time's madam." She nodded her head in disagreement. "I have already memorized everything from the ship kandoramu-san" kandoramu irunagi. He was born and raised on the Maldives but was originate Japanese. He shook his shoulders and left, as he was of the policy no questions asked.
a few weeks, as shed got used to being on the ship, and was finally able to feel some regulation in her life, quite the opposite from her life over at Kong, she was able to make sense of things. The first few days were spend thinking about her past, her far past, when she was back in the military training camp for the super soldier project. It were harsh days, always having to fight, train…and kill. Somehow she was glad for the training though, if it wasn't for that, she would have certainly died in the El Mañaña video. She thought about professor Kuzo and as he put himself in danger for shipping her out to England just to make sure she wouldn't be killed when the super soldier project was canceled.
After this, her mind wandered off to her first time at Kong studios. The first thing she remembered where the eyes of her, in that time, soon to be band mates, when she released a guitar riff on her les Paulo guitar she had with her. All of them were staring in amazement, even though at that time they couldn't understand Japanese. Soon after, they started working on their first album. One day something weird happened. Noodle had been crying for a time and neither Russel nor Murdoc had any idea what it was she needed. All she was saying was stuff in Japanese that neither of them could understand. Russel even went through the trouble of getting a Japanese- English dictionary, but she was speaking to fast to actually make out what she was saying. After a while, 2D came home, she rushed to him and also cried while holding his arm, he just looked at her, without saying anything, and understand anything for that fact and patter her head. She looked at him and showed her his autographed smile. She released him and he turned back out. She could hear Murdoc yelling something but couldn't understand at that time and just forgot to ask later what had been said. A couple of minutes later, she was still crying when 2D got home with a teddy bear panda. At this her eyes wide and runs at him and took the teddy bear right out his hands and looked at his two black dents in his head that should be his eyes. "arigatougozaimasu . soreha watashi ga hoshi kattadakedatta" she said and turned around and headed to her room. He smiled and said as she left "is noffink, ave fun."
Noodle had to smile at the memory. Then more and more things came about 2D. and she realized that even when she didn't speak English and needed something, she just had to look at 2D and he almost immediately understood what she needed. She could help but smile at those memories. She realized that their bond they had ran deeper than anyone would ever think.
After the first break up, they got together and started making their first album. When she saw 2D again, she rushed to him and hugged him, glad that they were together again and for a moment, everything seemed irrelevant. The world could end, the stars could fall, or even Murdoc or Russel could die and she wouldn't notice it. After what seemed an eternity, which was actually maybe half a minute, she released the hug and looked at his smile again. Oh, how she missed the smile. This time she realizes she still misses it, even on the cruise to get away from things, she missed him. Her memories drifted away again as she was staring at the see, this time, she remembered something after the feel good inc. video had been recorded. They were at Kong studio and it was time for breakfast, it was winter and cold as hell. The sun hadn't even risen, since they needed to be up early for the plane to the desert for the next video, Dirty Harry. Russel was working on breakfast as she walked and found Murdoc, still drunk from the night before, passed out on the couch. Russel turned to face her and saw she was looking at Murdoc. "hey, baby-girl. Don't bother with Murdoc, he didn't even sleep last night, I will wake him when it is time for dinner, can ya get 2D?" she nodded "hai, russel-san" and headed to the elevator. As she went down, she started thinking about what she had seen in his eyes. His soul, his pain, she couldn't place it with the happy 2D she had always known. When she arrived and knocked at the the door, there was no response, she slowly opens the door and looks inside. "2D-san, are you awake already?" she looked around and saw the room empty. This isn't like 2D, she thought as she headed back to the elevator.
She went back to the kitchen and it seemed Russel had figured out something was wrong. "what is it baby-girl?" he looked really worried. "its, its 2D-san, he isn't in his room, and mostly isn't up this time" she looked into Russel's white eyes, unafraid like most people. Same goes for 2D, although he is very attractive to most people, because he is famous and all that, she thought, but most were really afraid to look into his fractured eyes. Russel put his hand on his head and looked at the ground when it suddenly hit him. "hey, remember when you said you didn't like him smoking inside?" at this they both looked at each other and said at the same time "The Roof" and she headed off to the to her room for a warmer jacket, and headed to the elevator and took it to the roof. As she opened the door and looked around, she began to get really worried as there was no sign of him. She wanted to turn around when something caught her eyes. It was smoke coming from the snow on the roof. She took a step in the snow and realized it was deeper then it seemed. The snow reached up to halfway her legs. She carefully took a couple steps and could see 2D was actually laying on his back, eyes closed and almost completely surrounded by snow, and then it hit her why she didn't see him, 1) the snow kept his hair back, unable to let it stick out. 2) his skin was so pale…so white it was almost as white as the snow itself. So for once, thanks to his fags, she actually found him.
Suddenly a voice roamed up and startled her. "oy, lill luv, wot ya duing up ere?" he said while still remained with his eyes closed. At this Noodle blushed a bit. "how did you know it was me 2D-san?" he opened his eyes and sat up. "ell, umn…Murdoc wazup oll night arting an russel would ave just troid and yell fer me." He looked at her. Then she noticed he wasn't wearing a jacket…but a t-shirt with some jeans. "I came to get you for dinner… but aren't you cold? I mean, you shouldn't get sick right before a shoot" he smiled again but she could see it was actually a fake smile…the bond they felled kicked back in at overdrive it seemed as she could see that something was bothering him. She sat down next to him and crossed her legs. "toochie, what's wrong?" she stared in his eyes unable to look away. 2D looked at the sky first and then at her. " I was a…just finkin about tha whole planet. Hmn, how to explain this." He suddenly started drawing a circle in the snow, it resembled planet earth "we oll live on dis ere planet wif about, wut, 6 milliard ot'er people jes like us. An I ave ben wunderin, woy everyfink 'as to revolve round money. All wef dun in tha past ages, it oll comes down to money, an azeasy as possible. Ev'n ow w'll foight wars jes to get more of tha stuff we dun need. Actually, tha reasin I joined up wif gorillaz, was becose I wanted fo make a differ'nce ya kno? I 'oped that, our music wouldaf someho elped the fallen frum the'r suffern, and maybe, somew're deep inside" with this 2d placed his hand on his heart " I 'oped fat maybeh our musec woul'af…ya kno…goffen throu tha skull's o the 'igher ups. Tha someho' our musec would'f brought peace ya kno? I kno I haf tha tendence to be a tat slow a' times but, I 'onder, am I really oll tha slow? Or dense? Wen mos o tha people keep repeatin tha mistake o tha past?" at this he looked down from the roof, and down the hill at the zombies roaming about in the snow. Noodle's mouth just fell open, she never knew that he could think about everything like this. She know he could be dense, But now she just realized that he wasn't dense. He just had no way to explain what really went on in his mind, that the reason he drifts off is not because he doesn't think, but because its all he doesn, just not like most people would seem. At this point she know, he was a dreamer, not a blinker. "toochie, I…" she fell silent, she didn't know what to say and stared at the ground. Suddenly she felt herself picked up and had gotten a piggyback ride from 2D to the elevator. As they were in the elevator, 2D sat Noodle down and kneeled so they were about the same height. "lill' luv, dun tell aneone wut I said. It'll be our lill secret." She nodded and they both giggled. Up to the day, no one had ever said about what happened on the roof.
She felt a tear fall down her cheek. She brushed it away with her hand and look at her hand "god, why am i…" she cut herself off midsentence realizing why she cried. She just missed the blue haired singer so much, it actually hurt. She turned around, as she was was going to lay in the sun for a while, when she came face to face with a scrawny figure. He englulfed her in his cloth and everything became black.
She didn't dream, it was just darkness all around her, when she slowly came too, she almost thought her dream had come true, except for one thing, she was actually chained to a wall that didn't seem to be there, and started struggling to break free when she saw that same scrawny figure that was on the ship. "you, where am i? release me, RIGHT NOW!" she yelled at him. When she tried screaming more no words came from her mouth. She tried and tried, but it's like she lost his voice, suddenly the figure started speaking in her mind. It's voice was snaked, and she didn't like it one bit. "I am so very sorry little girl, but I am quite afraid that that is out of the question." He took a parchment from under his cloth, and unrolled it to show it to her, it was the contract Murdoc signed. "you see, our good Mr. Murdoc Faust Niccals has sold your soul to extend his contract for another 10 years." At this he started laughing. She suddenly felt completely drained. Murdoc had sold her, not just to anyone, but to the devil, and she realized she was in hell. Suddenly the devil stretched out his boney finger and lifter her chin up "please, do not worry little girl. I have come to make an agreement with you so that you can just walk right out of here, and it is quite the simple agreement really. All you have to do is kill the person you care about the most. Now, that is not so hard for a super soldier right?" suddenly an idea came to her mind. Heck, why not, it's worth the try. "ok, I will kill Murdoc for you." Suddenly he devil started laughing hard. When he was done, he looked back at her. "I have to give you credit for that plan little girl, it is not bad, too bad though I know all about you. It is not Murdoc you have to take down, it must be Stuart tusspot…or pot, whatever his name is right now. The lead singer of your band also known as 2D" she looked away, she didn't even have to think. "there is no way I will kill 2D-san. Not for anything in the world. At this she heard the voice again, but this time, the faking friendliness has been gone. "you let me down, you know? And no one lets me down." He put his hand over her right eye, and suddenly she screamed out of her lungs. When he removed his hand, a burn mark has been left over her eye, where the devil his hand had been. He turned around and before disappearing said. "you condemn yourself to hell. But you had the choice. I will be back to have some 'fun'." And he disappeared.
The present
A few years have passed since she was sent to hell, and she now knows what the devil had meant with 'fun'. She had been tortured, in the worst possible ways there are. Her body is now bruised and beaten, almost broken at one point, but thanks due to the project, the broken bones heal quicker. Her entire body was scarred, and she knew the scars would eventually fade away, but the burn over her eyes wouldn't. she would forever have to live, whether it be here or back on the surface, with the burn mark.. Over the years that have past, the devil frequently came to her to offer the same deal. But she kept refusing it, and she knows that she will never accept it, just like she knows that today was another day that the devil will come by, offering the same thing. As she expected, the devil appears right on the mark, like clockwork. A conversation follows like it had been so many times before with Noodle refusing it again and the devil hurting her again. Then he disappears. She closes her eyes and think about 2D. "2D-san" she once again drifted away in the dream, and she hopes that this time, she will not wake up, even though she know she will.
So that's the story for now, I will wait a bit, since I also have some school assignments and some other projects to work on, and see what comments it brings in. arigatougozaimasu . soreha watashi ga hoshi kattadakedatta is translated to. Thank you, this is precisely what I needed. I hope you enjoy the story and again sorry if the accent didn't turn it. Oh and I made 2D like this because I am a bit in the same, I seem slow but I actually think about stuff like this. Well see you soon.
