Previously..
I opened my eyes. "I can't get her off of my head" I talked to myself. I stood up, and everything I see around my room, just seems to remind me of her. My feelings were all messed up, everything all leads to confusion, but I felt no rage for her at all. I can't get mad at her, I could never. So, what am I suppose to do now? Really. I don't know.
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As Endless As Forever, Our Love Will Stay Together
Chapter Four : Facing The Bitter Facts
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I walked instead of using my motorcycle to school today. It seemed more appropriate to me today, for some reason. I had little sleep, and I just remembered, that I only ate 1 piece of bread since yesterday, yet I'm not even close to starving. I wonder, what kind of hell will I be on this time today? I sighed.
I silently sat beside Naruto when I got in the classroom. My arms were laid gently on the table in front of us. I sat there, quiet and stubborn. Naruto didn't even tried to talk to me, but I saw in his face that, he wanted to. I admit, Naruto is the only one I'd choose to run to for helps whenever Sak and me fight or, quarrel, or whatever. It's embarrassing really, but true. I didn't want to speak of it now though.
The teacher went in a few minutes after and asked us to open our books. I wasn't that attentive to listen, so I just turned every page slowly. I got bored, and looked out the window. "Shit" I whispered. I saw Naruto turning to me a bit in the corner of my eye, but I ignored him. As I stare out the window, the first thing I saw was her. Like, WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS SCENE? Suddenly, she broke up with me, I got soaked in rain, I got sick, I haven't eaten a full meal, I haven't even slept for a long time, then when I was just trying to relax my mind even just a bit.. she shows up. But, would I call it torture, if I can't take my eyes off of her?
"Mr. Uchiha, I'm asking you a question, would you please be respectful enough to stand" I heard the teacher say. I looked his way, and irritably I replied, "What?" He raised a brow. "If you're not going to pay me attention today, Might as well leave my class" He said in a hoarse tone. I didn't have second thoughts. I stood up immediately and hurried out the door. "Gladly" I responded as I walk out of the classroom. I had my backpack hanging at one side of my shoulder as I put my hands inside my pocket. It was just first period and I got kicked out of class, Hn, I didn't expect that I'd be kick out this early.
Sakura's POV..
"Mine!" Sakura shouted, spiking the volleyball. "Aaahh!" The other team screamed altogether, obviously afraid of the ball. "WAAAHHH!" Sakura's team rejoiced, winning the game for their Gym class. "You're so great Sakura!" Ino patted her shoulder. "Yeah, nice game though, I enjoyed it" She smiled at her. "Hey Ino, I'll just go freshen up a bit, tell coach I went to the bathroom for me will you?" She asked. "Sure" Ino insisted and Sakura ran off. She went at the back of the Gym that was just near the field. There were sinks there so she freshened herself up. She removed her ponytail, releasing her long and soft pink hair. Her eyes soften, and she started to remember..
Flashback..
"Sak, the game's about to start! Why are you so nervous? You're our secret weapon here you know, we can win it with you here!" Ino blabbed. "Yeah, okay, just a minute, I just need to wash up, I'll be back soon" I rushed out the field. "Hey! Where are you going! The game's about to start! Hurry!" Ino loudly shouted.
"Stupid stupid stupid" I cursed as I washed my hands. "What am I going to do? I'm shaking! It's my first game, I can't do it!" I said. "Looks like my girlfriend's nervous" I heard Sasuke's voice. He was leaning his back against the wall, his hands in his pocket. The game was at night, so it was really a bit dark from where we were. "Babe….." I murmured, worriedly. "Really, what will you do without me" He said as he walked in front of me. I smiled as he pulled me into a hug. I felt his hand touching my waist, holding me protectively. "You'll do great" He added. "I feel better" I replied.
We parted, and he said that he'll head out first, and that he'd be watching from the bleachers. I wasn't afraid at all anymore. In fact, I even scored the winning point. All of us were happy, especially my team. We all did a good job. Thanks to Sasuke, I had the chance to give it my all. I looked at the crowd, searching for Sasuke, and then when I saw him, I had the urge in shouting to call for him. I quickly got the megaphone from coach's hand. "I LOVE YOU BABE! I COULDN'T HAVE GIVEN IT MY ALL WITHOUT YOU!" My voice was heard from the whole field, making all the people look at Sasuke, who was hiding behind Naruto's back upon hearing what I said. I laughed and then he asked me out on the date that night to celebrate.
I found myself spacing out after remembering. But, I started to think, that it was all in the past, and sooner or later; I have to face the consequence of what I've cause, and I know, it won't be that easy.
Sasuke's POV..
It was dumb to follow her every move, but I can't help it. I saw her, running to where the faucets where, maybe, to freshen up after their game. Honestly, I was heading there too myself, but when I saw her, I quickly hid myself in the corner. I just.. watched her. I can't believe that, I'd be doing this. It's not me.
Even when washing her face, she was so beautiful. I remembered one time, when she was nervous on their first game, she came here, and I sneakily, came for her too. I just felt that she needed that extra courage, and just maybe, I could be the one to give it to her. I always want to be there for her, even if sometimes, it's not my intention to show her. That time, I just pulled her into a hug, and said that she'll do great. She did her best in that game, and they deserved the victory. It was so nice having to see her smile after the game. Although, she did something very humiliating that I made me hid behind Naruto. It didn't actually bother me, and that night, I asked her on a date.
I saw her blank face soon after she freshened up, and it look like she was remembering something. And I wondered, if it was the same memory lingering my mind. But I didn't hope for it. I just wish, I could see her smile that moment, and I wish, she'd smile because of me, just one more time.
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Let me know if I'm doing this right
Let me know if my grip's too tight
Let me know if I can stay ALL OF MY LIFE..
Finally, I finished this. I wasn't in the mood the past few days. So, here's my update. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW :)