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I woke up to 'Ready, Set, Go! (Remix)' by Tokio Hotel blaring out of my Droid Bionic cell phone. Sighing, I rolled over and turned off the alarm, lying in bed for a few more minutes. When I felt a little more awake I teleported into the bathroom. Sure it was morning but that didn't mean that that damn demons wasn't there. I could always feel it when it was near. That feeling came way too often.

Usually when I finish a job I stay in my motel room until I get a vision. For some reason I felt like going for a ride instead. It's never really good for me to be on my bike when I get a vision. I've crashed into too many cars and erased too many memories from people that it is really getting tiring. I finished cleaning myself up before dressing in a black tank top, dark blue skinny jeans with low top classic converses. With a twirl of my finger all of my things disappeared and the room was clean. I ran my fingers through my hair drying it instantly. I slung my messenger bag over my shoulder and headed for the door.

On my way out, I materialized my leather jacket into my hand before putting it on. I reached into my pocket and took out my bike before throwing it into the parking space in front of me, restoring it to its original size.

"You'll get caught easily by other hunters if you keep doing things like that."

I snapped my head to the right to see Sam and Dean standing in front of the room next to me. My eyebrows rose in surprise. 'How did I not sense them…?' I shrugged my shoulders tightening the strap to my messenger bag.

"Well, it really doesn't matter if people see me doing things like that. They'll just think they're seeing things. As for hunters," I walked over to my bike. "I can deal with them easily. Nothing a good punch to the face can't cure." I smiled cheekily at Dean who glared at me.

Before Dean could say anything Sam spoke up. "Hey um you left before we could really say anything. There were a few things that I, well we, wanted to ask you."

I swung my leg over my motorcycle, standing it up. "Now what could want from me?"

"Info on our dad." My body stiffened at that. Damn. I couldn't tell them about their dad. He didn't want them getting hurt but it's not like I can really do much. I had this feeling in my gut that no matter where I went they were going to find me.

I sighed and started my bike. "Fine. Follow me and I'll answer all the questions you want." I started to back up as Dean and Sam got in their car. My motorcycle roared out of the parking lot as I made my way down the highway.

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A few miles down the road I saw a clearing up to my right and turned into it. When we were a good distance away from the road I stopped and turned my bike off. I heard an engine cut off behind me as I stood up stretching my legs a bit.

"Why did you bring us all the way out here?" Dean asked as he got out of his car.

"This way people won't listen in on what we're talking about duh." I said as I took a seat on the ground. I motioned for them to sit as well and after a look from Dean they sat down.

It was mostly Sam who asked the questions. I was able to answer most of them except for one: Where was their father? I honestly had no clue and I wasn't about to try and find him. I left him so my problemswouldn't catch up with him. Enough people have died in my life, most of them killed by me, and I can't handle that anymore. Knowing that they're dead because of me… it's not a great feeling.

Sam continued with his questions, Dean throwing in one of his own here and there. Damn this guy could talk. I was just about to tell him that I really didn't want to answer any more questions when my body stiffened. I felt a ripple in the air as the scene in front of my started to turn. 'I have the most retarded way of getting visions.'

My surroundings started morph into something else. I stood up as a dock formed underneath my feet. In front of me was a house, only one floor, surrounded by trees. If it were sunny out, the house would look pretty cozy but the dark gray sky just gave it a bit of a dark feeling. Turning around I saw a big lake behind me. Trees lined all around the boarder.

I heard a creaking sound and looked down to see a little boy. He was reaching for something in the lake. I walked over to the boy and crouched down to that there was a toy soldier in the water. Now in my visions, being as stupid as they are, I can't interact with people. So if they're dying in my vision, all I can do is watch. I shook my head.

"I would forget that soldier and get another one. That thing is not worth falling into the lake for." I mumbled resting my chin in my hand.

Obviously, he didn't hear me and just reached out a little further. I have a major soft spot for kids and all I wanted to do at that moment was pull him back so he didn't fall in. I sighed in frustration. Will this thing just take him already so I can save him later?

I jumped in surprise when a blue hand shot out of the water and grabbed the boy's wrist. The hand was attached to a little boy. The same age as the other one. In pure instinct I reached out to the boy on the dock to pull him back but my arms went right through him. I fell into the water just as the boy yanked him off of the dock. I closed my eyes when I hit the water but I didn't feel anything. I opened my eyes to see the confused faces of Dean and Sam.

"Uh are you ok?" Sam asked.

I ignored Sam and closed my eyes again. With my powers if I just have an image of a person then I can easily find them. I told Sam this when he started to ask questions. That answer only riled him up.

"You mean that you can find anyone if you just know what they look like? Then find our father!"

I sighed just as I found where the little boy lived. Opening my eyes I locked my gaze with Sam's. "Look I know you want to find your father. I understand that but honestly, what part of 'I left him so he can be safe,' do you not understand? You want him then find him on your own. I will not put another person in danger. Am I clear?"

Sam looked taken back at my tone. I was completely serious about what I said. Too many people have died in my life; most of them by my own hands. I'm older now and I've changed very much. There is no way I'm going back to the way I was. Ever.

I stood up and brushed the dirt off of my pants. "Well it was nice talking to you boys but I have a life to save. See you around."

I started to walk over to my bike before Dean jumped in front of my. I stepped back in surprise. Whoa, he's pretty fast…

"What do you mean you have a life to save?"

I gave Dean an annoyed look. "I mean I have a life to save. You can't be that dumb now." Rolling my eyes I went to step around Dean but he just moved with me. I sighed in frustration and glared. "Look I had a vision of a boy getting pulled into a lake and I need to leave right now. So if you will excuse me." I put my hands and Dean's waist and picked him up. He gave a shout of surprise before I set him down beside me. I laughed at him and got onto my motorcycle. Sam walked over to me and put his hand on the front of my bike. Damn these boys are persistent.

"What?" 'They are really starting to piss me off…'

"Where are you going?"

"Lake Montiac. Can I leave now?" I shot out before I started my motorcycle, revving it a little bit.

"We're gonna go with you." Sam said as he walked over to Dean's car.

I turned off my bike. "What?" Dean and I said at the same time. I could feel Dean's annoyed gaze on my back but I just ignored him.

"Look I know you can help us find our father but you're just too afraid too-" I cut him off before he could continue.

"Whoa whoa whoa. Who said I was afraid? I sure as hell didn't. I just said that I will not find him. Meaning that I don't want to find him and nothing you can do or say will change that. Psh trying to say that I'm afraid. Fear is weakness. I am not weak." I said hotly, growling out the last part. I blinked in surprise as Sam stared at me with wide eyes. Whoa, I need to control myself. I thought I put that part of me behind… I shook my head a little and cleared my throat. "Fine. Whatever. You want to come along? Ok but we're getting there my way."

Before they could ask what I meant I looked over to my left, materializing a portal. A bunch of different shades of purple swirled around in the large portal. I started my motorcycle again. Dean still hadn't moved from his spot. I sighed and with a twitch of my finger he was in the drivers' seat. "You were taking too long now let's go." Once Sam got in the car and turned to my left and went through the portal.