Three Vampires and a Baby chapter 4
A/n This whole chapter is going to be in Bella's point of view and How she met Edward and what led her up to abandoning her baby in Chicago. contains explicit sex scenes and mature adult content. Readers please beware
Bella's Point of view
I have just done the most horrible thing I think any mother could possibly do I just abandoned my 2 month old baby. I had no choice if my father and mother found out that I was pregnant they would have killed me. I was in the process of getting my business degree . For experience I worked for Black and Atera Auto Supplies . I loved it Besides my best friend and former boyfriend Jacob Black was president of the company. Jake and I dated on and off when we were teenagers. We were both virgins when we had sex for the very first time. It was awkward and to be honest not enjoyable. After Jake and I had sex for the first time , I felt as if things between us changed instantly. Jake became very distant and was constantly coming up with reasons on why he could not spend time with me. Then one day out of No where he sat me down and told me , that even though he loved me and That I would always be his friend. I was not who he wanted to be with . Then he proceeded to tell me he was Gay and that he was dating a guy named Seth secretly for 3 years. My first reaction was to panic. Did he have sex with Seth while he was with me and were they safe? Should I worry about STDs ? Jake eased my worries ,by showing me his latest test results .
Well needless to say Jake and I are still friends and Seth is great. I couldn't pick a better partner for Jake .
Well as I was saying I was doing an Internship at Jacob's company last year when I met the man who would change my life
Flashback
" Edward Cullen I would like to introduce you to your Personal Assistant Isabella Swan."
"Its a pleasure to meet you Mr Cullen."
"Please I am way to young to be called Mr Cullen. Call me Edward."
"OK Edward so what can I do for you ?"
"Well for starters you can go out on a date with me."
"Wow that was very forward of you".
"What can I say I am a man who knows what he wants. He leaned in and whispered in my ear I could feel my whole body tingle. and what I want Isabella is you".
"Hm you know Jake does not like mixing business with pleasure"
"Well Isabella my business is Pleasure, and what I want is to take you out on a date and show you a good time , would it be OK for me to do that?"
"OK Edward I will go out with you."
"Great I will pick you up at your place around 8 pm . I just need you to give me your address so I can put it in my GPS.
After work I went home and took a shower. I wanted to look my best for my date with Edward. I had no idea where we were going so I decided that a nice blouse and skirt set would be appropriate for the evening. Underneath I wore a lace white Bra and white cotton panties. nothing to overly sexy , at least not to me. besides I doubted Edward and I would be seeing my underwear on the first date.
I was putting on my earring when I heard the door bell rang.
"I'm coming hold on".
I opened the door and Edward was standing in my door way . he was wearing a tight white shirt and tight blue jeans. He looked so sexy. I almost creamed my panties that is how hot he looked. I was never one to have sex on a first date,but the way he looked I was about to break my no sex on a first date rule.
"Wow Isabella you look so beautiful this evening. oh and these are for you"
"Thank you Edward these roses are so beautiful . I am going to go and put these in some water."
Edward took me to a lovely little Italian restaurant. The food was incredible I had the Chicken Marsala and Edward had a steak rare with fettuccine Alfredo.
"SO tell me about your self Isabella".
"Well there is not much to tell . I was born in Forks Washington, my father is the chief of Police . My mom and dad split up when I was 2yrs old and I moved to Phoenix Arizona. when I was 14 my mom remarried a man named Phil . He plays minor league Baseball. My mom was really missing her husband and I could tell she wanted to be with him. so I called Charlie , my dad and asked if I could live with him. I lived with my dad until I was 19 years old. I started to go to school in Seattle and I moved into my apartment. I work part time at a local diner in town and I just recently started interning at Jake's company ."
"Wow sounds like you have had a very interesting childhood, so what does your mom do for a living.".
"Well she was a kindergarten teacher while I was growing up, but when she married Phil she gave all that up so that she could travel with him. She is not the most responsible person . In fact if I did not remind her to pay house hold bills she would spend her money without thinking. It was like I was the adult and she was the child".
Edward and I talked all night and ate and went for a walk along the beach. it was very romantic. at the end of the night Edward walked me to my door.
"Well I had a great time tonight."
"I did do I would love to take you out again tomorrow night.".
I would love that. well good night. I was about to walk into my apartment , when Edward spun me around and kissed me on my lips. I felt as if my whole body was on fire. The next thing I knew a simple good night kiss turned into a make out session on my living room couch.
"Hm Edward as much as I would love to continue this I feel we might be moving to fast , and I do have to get up for work in the morning."
"Yeah I guess you are right, but I can't wait to see you at work tomorrow. Good night sweet Isabella."
The next two week for us were like a whirl wind romance. I had no doubt I was falling in love with Edward Cullen. On the last night before he left town we had a quiet dinner at Edward's motel suite. He told me about how he was a Vampire and was turned in 1920 I know I should be frightened but I wasn't . I knew Edward would never hurt me.
I wore a skimpy black dress , and red lace bra and lacy red thong underwear. I was not about to let Edward leave without him making love to me at least once. I had no idea if I would ever see him again, and I did not care. I just wanted him badly.
"Isabella these past few weeks have been incredible , I have never felt this way before. "
"I have never felt this way either. I know it may be to soon for this , but I think I am falling in love with you."
Edward never said a word to me, instead he picked me up and carried me to the . bedroom , where he made love to me all night long. I never felt so alive and so satisfied in my life. Edward kissed up and down my body. rubbing his hands all over me. He slowly traced the outside of my panties rubbing my clit in small circles. He soon pulled my thong down my thighs. He made small circles around my clit, slowly pushing his fingers deep inside of me. I began to feel this really weird sensation that I had never felt before. I could barely contain myself I was shaking and trembling on the bed.
"Wow what was that ?"
"That my Sweet Isabella is what is called an orgasm. Wait are you telling me you never had one."
"No I never had one before."
"Well I am happy that I got to experience your first Orgasm and now I want you to experience your second , third fourth and so on . Isabella I want nothing more then to make love to you. all night long. I know I am leaving tomorrow, but I can't imagine leaving without having you at least once all night long.
I unzipped his pants and helped him take off his pants and boxers. I leaned down and kissed his beautiful penis. I never seen a penis as beautiful as Edward's I was never really big on pleasuring a man with my mouth , but one look at Edward's erection and I had to taste him. I put him in my mouth and licked and sucked him . what I could not fit in my mouth I pumped with my hands. I wanted to taste His release but he stopped me.
"Isabella I want to be inside you when I come for the first time.".
I handed him a condom and I watched as he placed it over his penis. he gently laid me down and rubbed his erection against my core and pushed inside of me. I thought I was going to split in two. I had never been with a man who was so big.. Edward and I made love slowly all night long. I think I climaxed 7 times that night. I finally was so exhausted that when our love making was over I fell asleep in his arms.
One month later.
I woke up feeling sick to my stomach, no matter what I ate I could not hold anything down.. My breasts were extremely sore and I was very moody or at least that is what Quil and Jake told me.
"God Bella when is The P.m.S Fairy finally going to arrive so that you can get over this bitchy attitude and I can finally get on with my life".
"You know what Jake fuck you , I don't need this I am leaving. I don't feel well and my tits hurt and all I want to do is hang you from your balls."
One week later my period that was suppose to come, never showed up. I was beginning to feel nervous. I knew I could not be pregnant,because the only man I slept with was a vampire and we used protection.
Another week passed and still no period , I decided that I had to find out once and for all what was wrong with me.
I made an appointment with Dr Miller. she confirmed my greatest fear I was indeed pregnant. I did not know what to do all I knew was if my dad and mom found out they would kill me. I know I am 21 years old, but I still care what my parents think of me and I would never want to disappoint them.
I knew my father would not be home so I left him a good bye letter. I told him not to look for me and that maybe one day I would come back. I told him I was sorry for disappointing him.
I went to the bank and cleaned out my bank account . I sold my car and bought a ticket to Illinois I moved to a city not to far from Chicago called Berwyn .
I went to all my baby appointments and took very good care of myself. Finally 9 long months later I called a cab and went to the nearest hospital and gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. I named her Megan Renee Cullen. I wanted her to have her father's name ,
The first two months with Megan was unbearable all she did was cry and I did not know what to do or who to talk to. There were times when I just wanted to place a pillow over her head and kill her. The last night I was with her I could not stand it . I wrote a note and called a cab and went to Edward's house. He had given me his address before he left , just in case If I was ever in Chicago I could look him up. I knew Megan was not safe with me and I did not want to hurt her. I crept up the porch steps and placed Megan on the front steps of the house. I kissed her goodbye and told her that I was sorry, but I was not well and I could not be the kind of mother she deserved. I placed the note inside of her Moses basket , I slowly walked down the stairs ,
I called another cab and asked where the nearest Hospital was.
I told them how depressed I was feeling and when they I asked where the baby was. I told them calmly
"She is safe She is with her father".
A/n There are three stages to Post Par tum depression . The first is known as Baby blues. They usually disappear after a few weeks. If it lasts longer it goes into the second stage called Post Par tum depression. In very rare cases some woman reach a third stage called Post par tum psychosis. These mothers, have thoughts about killing their babies. I will be going into further details in the next chapter.