A/N: Thank you for all the reviews and follows from the last chapter and enjoy this next chapter. This chapter isn't aslong but is a sort of a filler so is important.

Warning: swearing

Steven pupils were blown wide; there was only a hint of blue left. He closed Steven's eye lid again and sat back on his heels cocking his head to the side.
"Should we call an ambulance?" asked Cheryl she was running her hands through Steven's.
"Ste can you hear me, Ste" Called Amy tapping on Steven's shoulder he offered no response but a low grunt. Brendan took of his black leather coat and sat Steven up and held him still with one hand. He put the coat round Steven's shoulders and put his arms in to the coat.
"We are taking him home, he'll be like this for a couple of hours with any luck, then he'll wake up, then we have to keep more of an eye on him because he'll be on one hell of a come down" said Brendan. He laid Steven back down. He hooked one of his arms round Steven's shoulders his other arm under his knees. He then lifted him up of the floor, he staggered a little bit under Steven's dead weight but he stayed stable, Steven head flopped on to his shoulder, his arm dangled down. Brendan carried him out the room, down the stairs and out the door. He put Steven in the car and got in the back with him. Steven was laid out in the back seat his head on Brendan's lap. He was secure on the seats. Brendan stroked his hair as Cheryl started driving.
"Brendan, will he be okay?" asked Amy breaking the comfortable silence that been happening. Brendan looked down at Steven.
"Yes hopefully, if he gets worse he's going straight to hospital, he's hopefully going to stay like this for a few hours then he'll wake up because he'll be on a come down, he won't be with it during it but hopefully once he is down of what he was being drugged with he'll be as right as rain" said Brendan laying it out straight to them because they needed to know what was going to happening.

XOXOXOXO

When they arrived back at the flat it was dark so nobody saw Brendan carry Steven in to the flat with the girls following. Brendan carried him in to his bedroom Amy pulled back the covers on the bed for Brendan so he could easily lay Steven in the bed. He laid him on his side and the pulled the covers over him.
"We should take it turns to watch him" said Brendan. Amy left the room and came back in the room with a baby monitor in her hand.
"Or we could use this" said Amy. Brendan laughed and nodded.
"This situation is getting weirder and weirder by the second" said Brendan laughing. He set it all up and got a bucket ready by his bed while Cheryl and Amy were through in the kitchen. Finally Brendan finished and he knelt down and kissed Steven's forehead.
"I love you" murmured Brendan in to Steven ear, he left the room and in to the living room where he sat down on the sofa and he felt himself deflating a little bit like the adrenaline was ebbing from him at last. He was really tired and could feel himself nodding off to sleep with the other side of the baby monitor in his hand. He finally feel in to a peaceful sleep even though he knew they weren't out the woods yet but it was nice to feel at home with his sister, the man he loved and Amy who was warming up to him at long last.

He must off slept all night on the chair because when he woke up daylight was coming through the curtains. He sat up and looked around; Amy and Cheryl were in the kitchen. The baby monitor on the kitchen side, he stood up and walked up to them.
"Did you sleep well Bren" asked Cheryl. Brendan nodded and kissed her on the cheek.
"How has he been over night?" asked Brendan.
"He's been alright been a sleep most of the night, woke up once crying but I soothed him back to sleep" said Amy. Brendan nodded at her and was about to thank her when Steven started to making groaning noises down the monitor.

Brendan ran through at once to find him sat up in bed drenched in sweat but he was shivering. He ran over to him and held his hand.
"Steven listen to me, everything is going to be okay, you got that it will be, you're going to feel like shit for a while, just while you're coming down" said Brendan. Steven looked straight at him and started to sob hysterically.
"Your Brendan Seamus Brady from north Dublin, that was your last confession, you wanted to leave me, you didn't love me anymore" cried Steven. Brendan froze in horror as he realised he was having flash backs this second of that night 2 years ago.
"Steven it's okay, it's okay" said Brendan he pulled Steven on to his lap as the younger man cried hysterically in to his shoulder. This broke Brendan's heart but he knew this was the come down making him act this way so he stuck to it.

The hysterical sobbing stopped at once and Steven jumped of his lap and glared at him.
"You left me you dick head, you left me, how dare you! I thought you loved me" raged Steven. Brendan knew this stage was coming so he stayed quiet and didn't say a word it would anger him more and that was bad idea so he let Steven rage at him a while. Then the raging suddenly stopped.

Brendan looked up to see Steven clutching his chest, hyperventilating his breathing getting faster and faster this was bit he was dreading. He pulled Steven back on to his lap and rubbed his back.
"Breathe Steven, its okay, it's all going to be okay, I love you and I will make everything okay" soothed Brendan. He carried on giving him words of comfort before he finally fell asleep again. Brendan kept him on his lap and in his arms for a long time before laying him back on the bed, on his side. Kissing his forehead, Brendan sighed in relief he had got through the come down at last.

TBC