My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic
Reharmonization Pony POV Side-Story Fan-Fic
Episode Title: "Neo Stream - Limit Break Act 1"
Written by Jordan Dean "Mystery" Ezekude
Inspired by Alex Warlorn
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NEO STREAM - WORLD P-40
NEW GAME
NEW GAME
WORLD P-40 - NEO x 1
Here I am, back in my room after a long stressful night in Canterlot. I was lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling while listening to "Fantasie Impromptu" on my WalkPony. This is one of Horseshoepin's most popular piano compositions.
Ever since I first heard this song in one of my games (i.e. Tick Tock Tower), it's been my most favorite song of all. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because it sounds so sad; so melancholic. Because it reminds me of me; of my past, my troubles, my personality.
I know I can be happy and energetic sometimes. In fact, everypony sees me as a cheerful and sporty pony who is always out for having fun. Or at least they used to.
But the truth is it was all just an act I put; an act I put on to hide my true self from others. An act I put on so that I wouldn't hurt others.
And now, everypony has seen me for who I really am; a pathetic, dishonest, cowardly pony who does nothing but bring misery to everypony around him.
Everypony hates me now. And I hate myself. I always have.
"Neo?" whispered my mother outside. "May I come in?"
"Yes," I sighed. Thus, she slowly came in looking fairly concerned and gently closing the door behind her. She then sat down next to me on my bed.
I was expecting her to confront me about my incident with Twilight Sparkle at the Princess Gaia festival. But she just sat there not saying a word.
"Mom," I finally said. "I feel like...I don't belong here anymore...I feel like it would be better for everypony if I was never born..."
"Neo, listen to me," my mother almost pleaded. "I don't know what to do or say, because I'm worried that I might get you upset."
Another reason why I hate myself. When other ponies try everything they can to help me, all I do is push them away and make things difficult for them. Because I know that I'm not worth helping. I'm worth nothing.
"But," she continued slowly holding out her hoof to me. "I want you to know that I'm always here for you no matter what. Because you're my son and I love you with all my heart."
"Don't touch me!" I cried immediately turning away from her. "Please...just leave me alone..."
"I'm sorry!" my mother sobbed leaving the room.
No, I'm sorry, Mother.
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for letting you down. I'm sorry for wasting your time. I'm sorry for being the worst son ever. I'm sorry for being the most horrible pony in Ponyville.
I don't feel happy anymore. All I ever feel now is depression, pain and suffering!
I don't want this! I don't want to feel these feelings in my life!
I hate this! I hate my life!
I hate Princess Gaia! I hate Fluttershy and Twilight Sparkle! I hate everypony!
Nopony cares about me! Nopony accepts me! Nopony likes me! Nopony ever did! Nopony ever will! Everypony hates me! They always have!
And I hate them! I've always hated everypony! My mother, my father, my friends, my teachers, my doctors, everypony!
They can all just die for all I care! I don't care about them anymore! Nopony has ever cared about me! So I hope that everypony dies painfully! That's how much I hate them! That's how much I hate this world!
I've always wanted everypony to get killed horribly! In fact, I've always wanted to kill them myself! But I couldn't do it! Not because I really didn't want to do it, but because I'm weak! I don't have the power to do it!
But I want that power! I want enough power to kill as many ponies as I want! I want enough power to destroy Equestria and everything in it!
I want to become a Nightmare!
Nightterror! Colt! Stallion! Whatever!
Rainbow Dash and Fluttershy turned into Nightmares just a few days ago! They had the power to destroy Equestria if they wanted to! So, if anypony can turn into a Nightmare, then why not me!
Why shouldn't I turn into a Nightmare after everything I've been through! I've been through enough! I'm sick of my life! I'm sick of this world!
So I want to become a Nightmare and put an end to this miserable world once and for all!
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