Author's Note: Serena is going to be out of character through most of this story. So is the rest of her family. Bear with me on this story.
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Warning: Depression and cutting is involved as well as a few other things.
Chapter 4
Later that night someone tried to contact her through the phone, but she told her mother that she wasn't taking calls. She also heard her communicator going off. She didn't even get out of bed to answer it. She just let it ring. She wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone especially the scouts. Serena looked out the window, thinking about what she wanted to do, and thought of talking to Darien. She still loved him deeply, but she wasn't sure he loved her. How could he when all he did was push her away? He won't even let her near him. Rini spends most of her time with him now too. Serena figured that Rini loved him more than she loved her, but that wasn't the case.
Sammy knocked on Serena's door. He really wanted to talk to her. He wanted to know what was going on with her lately. "Hi Serena, I was just wondering if you're okay? You haven't been yourself for a while."
"I'm fine, Sammy, don't worry about me. I just need to be left alone for a little while that's all," Serena responded with a small smile. Sammy just gave her a look, but she ignored him. He still didn't leave her doorway. Sammy could be really stubborn when he wanted to be.
"Also dinner's ready, Serena," Sammy responded before walking out of the room. He was starving right now.
"Go on without me. I'll be down in a couple of minutes. I just want to finish this one problem," Serena responded. Serena was really lousy in math. That was the subject that she had to study the hardest.
She heard her communicator going off again. She sighed and threw it hard against the wall. Didn't any one of them understand that she wanted to be alone? Luna walked in through the window to see that Serena was doing her homework. "Serena, the girls have been trying to contact you since you left. You should talk to them. They are really worried about you."
"No, Luna, I can't talk to them right now. If they actually cared about me they wouldn't have made me feel worthless," Serena responded. Her voice was growing cold and angry. Luna's eyes widened a little bit. She's never seen Serena act like this towards anyone. Luna noticed that the light in her eyes was gone. She was not the same person she was a few months ago.
"Serena, they care about you very much. They love you. They want to help you," Luna responded. Serena just glared at her. Luna was scared by Serena's reaction.
"If they loved me…they wouldn't pick on me for every little thing. They would show me respect, but you know that they don't. You all are just here because I'm your princess," Serena responded with tears running down her cheeks. "I'm done, Luna, I can't do this anymore. I don't want to be your princess. I know they all are just following their destiny, but I'm going to break away from mine. I don't want this destiny if it's only going to cause them trouble."
Serena wiped the tears from her cheeks. She went downstairs to where her family was. She sat down at the table and her mother placed a plate in front of her. Her stomach growled, but she didn't touch the food. Sammy and her mother shot each other worried glances.
She really just wanted to be around her family right now. She didn't eat nor did she talk. When everyone else finished eating she went back into her bedroom. She was exhausted from all the events that happened today. She just started dozing off when she heard her bedroom door open. She felt something heavy on chest. She opened her eyes and saw her father on top of her. She started trashing under his weight, but he punched her.
"Don't scream, don't make any sound, and everything will all be over faster," her father whispered in her ear. He pulled her clothes off and then his own. All Serena could do was cry silently. She didn't understand how it got to this point. After a half an hour her father got off of her. He forced her to go in the shower. Serena just did what her father told her.
When her father finally left her alone, she ran downstairs, grabbed a knife, and slid it over her wrist. The cut felt amazing to her. Serena slit her wrist until she felt better.