Leah's POV With 3RD Party

"Did you ever consider having a sit down talk with them, when you found out about it?" Rosalie asked me when I opened up to her about my issues towards Sam.

It's been a week and we have hung out together and help babysit even though it was more of a time slot thing. Renesmee loves being passed around and having time with everyone everyday! I get my time and share it with Rosalie. We took her today to the creek near her cottage! She jumps it several times in a day but she never really had a chance to admire its beauty and explore it until I suggested it! Alice put her in a bathing suit for such occasion and she dipped her feet and acted as if she was tanning. I admit that was adorable! She said she seen it on clueless! Renesmee has warmed my heart a bit. I feel bad that I wanted her gone when she was conceived! This little girl was a blessing to all of us!

"Nope!" I began answering Rose's question. "When I phased soon after I had to go to the hospital! And you know I lost my father the same day! So Sam just kind of gave the Quileute wolves for dummies explanations! He said you know the legends we herd and studied all throughout our life? Well there true! And then he emphasized ALL OF THEM! It didn't register until I made it home and seen a wedding photo of my parents! they always had an intense stare when they looked into each other's eyes. Then it was like I heard my dad whisper he imprinted sweetheart! I truly lost it!" I explained to Rosalie!

Fighting tears from the scars that may never heal... and speaking about my father I was such a daddy's girl but the last months of my life I was so mad at him he knew of the imprint and couldn't tell me! I thought he betrayed me when he was just protecting me. I always thought Sam could get sick of Emily and come back and I hoped for it! I guess my father knew I was willing to wait for Sam." I finished saying while looking down at the ground.

"Leah" Rose began in her best impression of a advice columnist . "Your such a strong girl show it! Take back your life you only get to live once, if you choose to never age you have that option would you want to live out the rest of your love ones days angry. Maybe it's time to take baby steps with Emily and Sam! Things will never be the same but you should at least forgive. You forgave Bella and your relationship with her brought you closer to all of us and well me! Our friendship, I am really loving! I feel normal as I will ever be! I have Renesmee I have a chance to raise a kid! For a short time but at least I can help raise her! Then you are like a little sister and a best friend! You've help me see that my life is so worth living! I'll be damned if I continue seeing Bitter Bitch Leah!"

Raising my hands to surrender I spoke to"Rosalie I'll try but all this hurt will not heal over night! I'm glad I have these talks with you! You truly do understand me!" It's true I really do kind of love Rosalie as a friend out relationship seems a lot better than the relationship I had with Emily, and I've known her since diapers!

Rose suddenly put her hand on my back patting it softly. "It should heal overnight you've hurt for way to long let's move it missy we need the old Leah I've herd so much about and I see pieces of her during our conversation! We need to bring the old Leah and redesign her update her a bit!" Rosalie jumped and clapped. She hangs to much around the pixie!

"OMG" Alice said appearing out of nowhere. "Yes lets go shopping this weekend let's make a trip please we can buy some new outfits get a new due and wax your brows Leah. "... Hollywood of Fredrick's for new panties..."

"Alice! Ok I'm going !BUT UNDER 2 CIRCUMSTANES!

1. I'm not modeling underwear!

2. When I say I'm done I mean were done! Got it!

I realized that the fastest way to get Alice to leave you alone is to agree to whatever form of shopping that she needs to do. Quickly without even thinking about it I answered. "Yes ma'am I'm excited we leave Saturday and return Monday well make a getaway for this" Alice then turned away and phased due to being on patrol right now.

"Hey Leah How's it going! Lovely weather we having!" Embry smiles in my mind..

"HI! What did you do and why do you look like you just got caught thinking of something you're not suppose to think! Are you trying to plan a prank if so It better not be me because I'm not in the mood! I try to sense what he was thinking about before I phased.

When he thinks I swear he is up to no good. His face looked like he was vacant and checked into a hotel miles away he has to be thinking of a prank... or fantasizing about some girl on playboy. Men!

"Wait did I just say crush! he suddenly thought in his head, and equally thought of something else fast. Embry thought to himself.

"What are you talking about Loser!" I asked him running up the hill.

"Oh sorry I'm thinking out loud sorry what where you yelling about a few moments ago?" He asked me sounding very guilty about something. I just couldn't but my finger on it.

Leah: I wasn't Yelling! I was more irritated! You want to hear me yell?

"Oh Yea! Here we go again." God did Jake really have to pick her for beta.

I walk over to a nearby bush to put on my clothes again. I left it in a neat pile and phase back. It takes me a bit longer to phase back lately! So when I was phased to human I could have sworn I seen me in a swimsuit and the words sports illustrated above me. What is that about?

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