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Ah, I was at home. My safe little haven, no one would bother me here.

Well not after my show, I'm sure they'd hate me now.

I gasped. I had suddenly felt another heart wrenching stab, it still bothered me for some reason, if anyone of them was displeased with me. I'm so stupid. Who knows maybe he had a good reason to leave me, I mused.

But I immmediately growled, no there was no good reason to leave, after all he said he didn't love me anymore.

Fine, well now he can get a taste of his own medicine. When the one you love says you don't matter at all to them.

I sat down on my blue bed and shook my head. I ran my fingers on my velvet covers to soothe myself. No, just because he hurt me, I shouldn't go on some rampage of getting him jealous.

I didn't need to be friends with them, or have anything do with them. But I would be civil, not some jealous ex girlfriend, who stoops down to low levels for revenge.

Still try as I might, I know, I will only love him all my existance. But what's the point of a one sided love.

I can just live my existance alone, secretly loving him, no one would have to know, or could know. After all he couldn't read my mind anymore.

I sighed and got up and stretched, hunting time.

Then the door bell rang.

Who could it be? No one even knew me here--well, except for the Cullens--but even they had enough sense to know I wanted to be left alone. well everyone except for him, but I'm sure they'll keep him back.

I went down and opened the door.

surprise?

Mentally I gasped. Rosalie?

I stood at the door in shock.

She looked awkward--wow that's a first.

She opened her mouth, and took a deep breathe.

She recited what I was sure was a well rehearsed speech "Look, Bella, I know we've never been close or anything, and I'm sorry I was such a pig headed vain idiot, but I think we need to talk." I was to shocked to be angry, so I simply nodded and let her in.

She sat down awkwardly as I sat across from her.

I began to speak, but she put her hand up to silence me. She smiled.

"Bella, I'm sure you're wondering why I'm here and why I hated you before, so let me just tell you that's why I'm here. I'm not here to get you and Edward back together, because that's something that's destined to happen on its own"

I nodded, good. Atleast she understood I needed to be myself, not with anyone. ever.

"Now I am going to sound like a tenacious brat at sometimes, but please, bare with me"

"Sure," It was the first time I had spoken since she arrived.

"Well I guess I should start at the begginning. You already know how and why I was changed, (AN: Let's just pretend she knows, I don't feel like repeating the book) so lets skip all the gory details, and I guess I'll start after that"

I motioned for her to continue "After I was changed Carlisle and Esme hoped that I'd be like Esme was for Carlisle. But of course we both showed no interest in each other." She assured me looking worried.

For some reason I was happy. Wow. I really needed a life.

I nodded again "Continue," I said quietly, meeting her Topaz eyes, they looked just like Edward's eyes.

"Well, I was used to not showing other guys attention. But Edward didn't show any attention to me. That was something I couldn't handle. Even when I was human guys would pawn after me. And here I was, an inhumane beauty," She chuckled darkly "and he wasn't all over me?" She frowned, "I'm sure I sound so stupid to someone as selfless, but please understand, it was how I was raised, to think I was the most beautiful thing ever"

I smiled at her assuringly "Don't worry, I dont blame you"

"I was appeased when Edward didn't got after all the girls who pined after him, I thouhgt maybe he was gay, or defficiate in a way. But then he met you! And he loved you, and saw you as beautiful. I was insanely jealous"

I gasped "You were jealous... of me?"

She smiled and laughed, "Yes, but that's not astounding, you are very beautiful"

"So that explains the previous hate. But why are you here now?"

She sighed "Ah... that's a little more difficult"

"oh.. kay?"

"I know I wasn't the nicest person to you, but can we just start over, so there's no hate between us. I know you hate all of us, and me of all people asking you not to hate me is utterly stupid. But please Bella, you don't know how much it actually pained me when we left you." How did I pain her? "You don't know how big of a deal you were to us: Emmett stopped joking, Alice stopped shopping as much, Esme wasn't as happy, Carlisle was even more serious, Jasper blamed himself for everything, even I was different. And Edward I can't even begin to explain..."

I held my hand up, "Please don't bother lying to me, I know he didn't care for me at all, and I wasn't that big of a deal to you guys, you left me!" I said my voice edging to histeria.

Rosalie was at my side in a nano second, and wrapped her arms around me "Shh, Bella, It'll be okay. I may not be the psychic, but I know everything will work out"

I nodded incoherently.

"I should be going they'll be wondering where I am, Carlisle and Esme think we should give you some time, but I needed to come," She pleaded.

I nodded, "It's okay Rose, I understand, it's nice to have someone to talk to, but don't tell them." She looked shocked.

"I'm not ready to go back to you guys, I'm not sure I ever will, but I guess I trust you the most because you aren't exactly afraid to relay exactly what you think"

I smiled, and she giggled in response.

"Yes, you could say that... But Bella, Alice already knows, so they all will know"

I sighed.

"Fine, tell them. But I'm not going to have anything do with them, I'm sorry"

"It's okay Bella, I understand. What we did was absolutely cruel to you"

"No, it wasn't cruel, just painful." I smiled again. Wow, I had smiled way too much today.

"Friends?" she asked precariously, afraid of my rejection "Sure, friends. See you tommorrow, Rose"

"Oh, and tell Edward and Alice, that they aren't forgiven please, I dont want them just coming up to me tommorrow, and expecting friendship."

She nodded. "Don't worry sweety. Sit with me at lunch tommorrow"

"Just you, right?" She nodded "Oh, Jasper can come too, ask him please!"

"I'm sure he'll join us. Did you by any chance notice he's immensely guilty?"

"Guilty as charged," I joked. We both laughed.

I stepped in to hug her. "Bye Rose! See you tommorrow"

"See you Bella," She waved and left.

Wow, who knew I'd forgive Rosalie the first?

Well she is the most blunt, she wont lie and hide from me. So I know she really does want to be my friend.

I opened the door and ran outside into the forest.
I love the exhileration, the feel of the wind whipping through my hair, the feeling of being... free. I just let out all my stress and ran.

Tommorrow would be another day, filled with its own surprises, but I had at least one friend to make it better. I smiled at the thought.

Wait, what's that smell? Ah, a deer. Hunting time.

AN: and this is a gift to all those people who wished Rosalie was nicer. She is now the nicest. I do like ehr nice though. It fits her better, thats what I think atleast...

Oh and on offnote never buy a Twilight poster from spencers. I went in to spencers with my friend, to egt one and we were soon surrounded by adult toys :O. And then we went like freaky teens and were like ohemgeee and faking, on the off hand we got kicked out.
But who cares, Perverted people belong inside spencers, not my beautiful Twilight posters!
Oh and 8 days till the movie! How many people are seeing it on friday? I'm not seeing the premiere but I'm seeing it at 4 in the afternoon with my friends on saturday!
~DeFy gRaviTY xD.