So, this is Invisible by Taylor Swift, not by Big Time Rush. By the way, feel free to request anything you want. I've decided that I'm probably just going to do one-shots about Kendall and James, but if you request Logan or Carlos, I'll be happy to write those too.(: Anyway. I don't own BTR no matter how much I want to. *Sigh..* One day.(; Review, please! Let me know what you think, and of course give me requests!
She can't see the way your eyes,
Light up when you smile.
She'll never notice how you stop and stare,
Whenever she walks by.
And you can't see me wanting you
The way you want her,
But you are everything to me.
I just wanna show you,
She don't even know you.
She's never gonna love you
Like I want to.
And you just see right through me,
But if you only knew me,
We could be a
Beautiful, miracle, unbelievable,
Instead of just invisible.
There he was - James Diamond. everyday he walked by my locker - so confident, so gorgeous, so... perfect. We had talked a few times, and he considered us friends. I desperately wanted to be more than that. But everyday as he walked by, the school head cheerleader would also walk by. Ashley. The name even tasted bad in my mouth, and I just wanted to strangle her. She had James' affection, and she didn't even care! She completely blew him off each and every day, and yet James would stare down the hallway after her, adoration in his eyes. Why couldn't that be me? Suddenly somebody tapped my shoulder, jolting me out of my thoughts. I turned around to find... James! "Oh, hey James!" I squeaked out, trying to act casual. "Hey, Amber." He gave me a warm smile. Oh, how I loved that smile. I automatically smiled back. I opened my mouth to say something when suddenly James turned away... then I saw Ashley. Figures. With a sigh, I turned back to my locker. "Can't you see that you're everything to me?" I whispered, looking at a picture of me and James taken a couple weeks prior. "Or am I just invisible to you?"
There's a fire inside of you,
That can't help but shine through.
She's never gonna see the light,
No matter what you do.
And all I think about is
How to make you think of me.
And everything that we should be.
I just wanna show you,
She don't even know you.
She's never gonna love you
Like I want to.
And you just see right through me,
But if you only knew me,
We could be a
Beautiful, miracle, unbelievable,
Instead of just invisible.
That night I sat at home in my room, just thinking. How could I make James see me in a different light? How I could get out of that dreaded friend zone that I so desperately needed to get out of? How could I get his eyes off of Ashley for just one second, and make him see that I was the one he should be adoring? That I was the one that would adore him right back? That I was the one who would never blow him off? With shaking hands, I got out my phone and dialed his number. After 2 rings, he picked up. "Hey, Amber!" he said. I could tell he was smiling. His voice immediately got my heart rate up. "Hey." I said, smiling as well. "Um, I was wondering if maybe I could come over?" He sounded a little confused, but never the less, he replied with, "Yeah, sure!" "I'll be over in like 10 minutes."
Like shadows in a faded light
Oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby, let me love you
Let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a
beautiful, Miracle, Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible
She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile
When I got there, James was waiting outside for me. It was a perfect summer night, in the upper 70's with a steady breeze. The stars were out, and the sky was clear of any clouds. As we sat on a bench in his front yard, I looked over at him and our eyes met. My heart skipped a beat as I tried to find a way to speak. Tried to find the words to speak. James gently pushed a piece of hair out of my face as we just looked at each other. "You wanted to talk to me about something?" I cleared my throat. Why was it so hard to find any words to say? "Um, yeah. I -" When words failed me, I just did the next best thing. I put my hand on the back of his neck, and pulled him in for a long, slow kiss. When I pulled back, I could feel I was blushing furiously, and I was scolding myself silently for kissing him. I had probably just ruined my friendship, my only link, with the love of my life. It was silent for a second, then I just started babbling. "I'm sorry, I don't know what just happened. I know you like Ashley, and I just - I've liked you for a while, and I just thought maybe - please don't hate me." I finished lamely, looking at the ground. Then, out of nowhere, James' hand appeared and he tipped my chin up. After looking into each other's eyes for a second, he leaned in and we kissed again, a little more passion this time. When I pulled back, I looked at him questioningly. He shrugged, grabbed my hand, and said, "You're not invisible to me, no matter how much you think you are."
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