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PRESENT TIME
It was graduation and I couldn't have been happier! Charlie and my mom were both coming, and you never see them together. They divorced when I was little. My mom says it was because he worked too much, but I think she wanted new meat. She was defiantly a cougar! Her new husband was only 26 and she was 46 odd huh? Anyways I was getting ready to go I went shopping with Alice yesterday and I must say I LOVE my shoes and outfit. My dress was knee length and tight with a big O on the chest and with my push up bra you could see my C cup breasts. My heels were ankle boots in a bright orange with about a 6 inch heel. Yeah I know that's really high but clumsy Bella left the building the day Edward cheated on me. I went from nerd to hot over night and it wasn't easy. My hair was in a laid back type of style makeup dark with bright red/orange lips. I also had my bird ring my dad bought for me when I graduated High School; it was a symbol for being free and being able to do what I want. I loved this ring and it meant the world to me, my dad always spoiled me I'm defiantly daddies little princess. I was slipping on my last boot when there was a knock at my door, I ran over to it thinking it was my dad but it was the one person I haven't seen in four years
"Edward."
FLASHBACK
When we got to prom it was already popping off. There were bodies everywhere flinging around, some grinding, and some just standing around talking. And I couldn't help but feel like someone was staring at me and sure enough there was Edward staring a huge hole into the back of my damn skull. He was sitting at the table with Tanya in his lap, she wasn't paying attention to him though she was to busy talking away showing off the fact that she in deed was there with my ex. Whatever she can have him hope she knows that he's nothing but a cheater, and once a cheater always a cheater. It's ok though they both got what's coming to them.
"Hey you wanna dance?" Jakes excitement was so infectious
"Of course let's get our boogie on!" We were both cracking up and we couldn't stop throughout our dancing. We both couldn't dance for shit but it made it so much more fun! He made me forget about Edward, It was like it was only me and Jacob and everyone else just disappeared. While we were dancing I felt an elbow in my ribs and doubled over by accident and slammed into Jake, who in turn slammed into someone else but he was quicker with his recovery
"Man what the fuck get your whore under control!" I should have fucking known who would have done that, the one bitch who was beyond jealous of me for whatever reason.
"Time out man who you talking to like that?"
"Edward are you just going to let him call me a whore? Beat his ass, defend your women." A little circle started to form around us and I didn't want to make more of a scene then they already made so I tried to grab Jake by his arm and pull him away
"Yeah Jake do what Bella wants and walk away, you don't want your ass handed to you again."
"Excuse me? Again?" I was completely shocked that they had fought before; I never even heard anything about this
"Oh I'm sorry Bella didn't your new little boy toy tell you how he was bragging to all his little friends about how hot you were and how he wanted to fuck you?" I thought Edward was lying but then I looked up at Jacob and saw the look in his eyes, and I knew it was the truth,
"It was before I knew you Bella,"
"What did you expect Bella did you really think any hot guy would want you for more then that?" I never wanted to punch Tanya in the face as bad as I did at that moment but Instead Alice came over and joined in on the argument
"Hm isn't it funny Tanya how you have Bella's left overs and you wanted who she has now?" Tanya's face scowled at Alice
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me, if anybody should feel ugly it should be you because you have a bad personality and you sleep with anything that has a dick even if the man doesn't belong to you, let me ask you Tanya how many of these other girls boyfriends did you sleep with that don't know about you doing it? Shall I let them know? I don't think they would appreciate what you did"
"Quit lying you knew all about me being after Edward, and you never tried to discourage me, but now Bella's a outcast once again and you wanna rescue her? How noble of you Alice bravo! You always could put on quite a show" What the hell? Everyone I trusted is finally showing their true colors, did Alice know about Tanya for real?
"Tanya that's enough."
"Edward you can't be serious you're really going to side with them over me?"
"Tanya just shut the fuck up ok? You keep talking like your better then people I been hearing your mouth all fucking night!" I couldn't hear anymore, I was just so confused and I needed a damn moment to comprehend everything, so I did what seemed like I have been doing a lot of lately I walked away. Our prom was at a hotel so I went out the revolving doors and to the side where there was a stone bench. A couple of minutes later I felt someone come sit next to me and start rubbing my back
"It's all going to be ok Bella."
"How do you know that Jasper?"
"Because you're you and your one of the strongest females I know."
"I can't trust anyone Edward, Jacob, even Alice now."
"Look Bella, I love Alice and I'm not just saying this because of that but she did know that Tanya had a fetish with Edward but she never encouraged it and she never thought Edward would cheat on you. You're her best friend and no other friend means more to her then you, she loves you like a sister"
"But why didn't she tell me?"
"She didn't want you to be self conscience we all know how you get, you always second guess yourself and she didn't want you to worry about Tanya."
"Well I should have been worried about her apparently."
"No you shouldn't your way more beautiful then Tanya and If wasn't in love with alice I would TOTALLY fuck you! Edward was fucking stupid to cheat on you with the likes of her, or anyone else for that matter. Maybe you're too good for him and that's why it didn't work. You live and learn Bella."
"Well at least I get the Jasper stamp of approval."
"You get mine too Bella." I looked up at Jacob "Jasper can you give us a minute?" Jasper looked at me and I nodded my head once really slightly I'm shocked he even noticed it. Jasper got up and left, while Jake took his seat. "Bella I want you to know that when I said that to Edward it was last year and I didn't know the real you, I'm not that guy."
"And what kind of guy would that be Jake?"
"I would never hurt you the way he did." He looked me right in the eyes when he said it and what I saw was nothing but honesty
"Jake I'm not ready for a relationship and I really just don't want to get your hopes for one either."
"Its ok Bella but just know that there are guys that you can trust, your not alone I don't want you to be sad over some dickhead who never loved you to begin with."
"I know Jake but do you think that's what I'm mad about? Fuck Edward! I don't care, yeah I love him, but you know what I'm going to get over him I'm not just some whiney ass bitch who turns her back on what her lying cheating boyfriend did! I'm pissed because now I realize that I can't trust anyone!"
"You can trust me Bella!"
"Can I Jake? Why did you not tell me bout you and Edwards fight? Why didn't you tell me you wanted to what was it fuck me?"
"I thought Edward would have told you about our fight, and I hate to tell you this Bella but who doesn't want to fuck you? It's not breaking news; you're hot of course I want to fuck you!"
"Thanks Jake I feel really special." He put his hand to my cheek and made me look at him and all of a sudden the mood went from semi playful to deadly serious.
"You deserve to feel special and more Bella don't ever let someone tell you you're not beautiful or good enough cause you are far beyond any of that." His words were so truthful and he never broke our eye contact while he spoke; he was leaning in for the kiss when all of a sudden he was pulled away and a fist connected with his jaw. Then the fists and legs and arms went everywhere and I was completely sick of this fucking drama!
"Stop just STOP!" Jake stopped and shoved Edward off him and into the bushes.
"What the fuck Bella were about to kiss him?" I couldn't believe the nerve of this boy!
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me I didn't fucking stutter were you about to kiss him"
"I don't believe that's any of your business anymore Edward." He started laughing and it wasn't a real laugh it was one of those creepy types of evil plan laughs.
"Your mine Bella and the sooner you realize that the sooner this little game of chase your playing will end."
"Chase? You think I'm playing chase? You fucking cheeky bastard! I walked in on my first love fucking the school slut and you think I'm fucking playing chase?" Jake couldn't help but chuckle and I shot him a glare.
"What is it your doing then Bella?"
"I'm doing what people call moving on Edward."
"Not happening so think of a different plan." He was deadly serious, I thought Alice was kidding when she said it before, but now it's perfectly clear that Edward really thought he owned me
"I don't want you anymore Edward."
"You don't want ME anymore Bella? You're always going to want me because no man will touch you ever again and I'll make sure of that."
"How are you going to watch me Edward, your starting at the firm next year and ill be in school, you'll never see me and you'll never know who I'm fucking."
"You'll fuck no one do you hear me Bella, your body belongs to me."
"You think so?"
"I know so sweetie and don't you ever forget that." He gave me that little stupid smug smirk so I just gave him a innocent smile and walked right up to Jake. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him to me, and I kissed him with all my power. Edward went to pull me away but Jasper came out of no where and pulled him back.
"Now you can take your full of yourself fucking pride and shove it up your ass Edward, Get your whore to pick it out I'm sure shed love every moment of it, you two belong together. Jacob can you please take me home now." Jake interlaced our fingers and kissed me hand, Edward once again tried to get free of Jasper.
"Sure Bella, home it is."
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