Day 4 - Alternative theme: Sacrifices

Allen POV,

Allens thoughts,

Kanda POV.

No, don't.

Never try to love me, never try to understand me.

Please, don't let me hurt you.

I'm so scared, so alone.

I love you, idiot, I won't let you go..

Don't be scared, I'm here.

No, don't

'Cause even when I don't want it, I'm gonna betray you,

I can't stop it, I can't control it,

so go away and just leave me.

Please, someone, help me. I can't do it alone.

I don't care if you betray me, if you

kill me, If I get hurt, Do you hear me,

I don't care.

The one I love most is the one I'm going to kill, eh?

But what if,

I die first?

I don't know what to do, what to say..

Don't you dare die on me, baka.

I'm not going to accept it, never.

I'm not going to let it happen, never, never. So, just leave me, I will fight it somehow,

I will try to win.

I'm losing, I'm dying, I'm so, so afraid.

I know you can't make it on

your own, I know you're scared.

I'll help you win, I'll fight with you.

And even if I'm bound to lose, someone has to die, do they not?

I want to live, I want to see tomorrow.

I want to see your face, look into your eyes.

No, not you. You're too pure.

I'm not going to let you die.

Not you. I need you.

So, I can be the sacrifice, I'm not worth to live, to be cried for, eh?

Why doesn't anyone help me?

Why did everybody abbandon me?

I'll protect you with my life,

'cause someone like you deserves to live

the most.

Nobody cares for me, they care for 'The destroyer of time' , the one who will save them all, but..

What about me? Who will save me?

I don't care if you're

'The destroyer of time' ,

I don't care if you're a fucking Noah.

I want to save that one Moyashi, you.

It's ok, I'm dying anyway, so It's alright.

It's not alright! Please, save me,

save me from the monster in me, from everyone, from myself.

I'll save you from them,

I'll save you from yourself,

'cause, I know what you're

doing to yourself.

As long as everyone is safe, and happy, It's not important what happens to me.

I'm lying, can't you see? I'm trying to be strong.

I don't care about anyone else,

They can fight on their own.

So, Kanda.. Yuu, don't fall in love with me, don't care about me. I'm not going to last long, my soul, It's dying already, so don't hurt yourself like that.

I just want you to love me, to save me, to be by my side.

It's too late,

I've already fallen for you,

more than you can imagine.

"Why are you doing this to your self?" you ask.

Ask, please ask, care about me with all your heart.

Just tell me why?

Why are you toturing yourself?

Don't you see, It's hurting me as well.

"Don't lie to me, baka moyashi. Tell me what's on your mind." you say.

Call me that again, and again, and again.

Baka Moyashi, tell me.

"But, what's on my mind isn't important, so, don't, Yuu."

Again and again, It makes me so happy. BaKanda.

You're important to me,

Baka Moyashi.

I'm just a sacrifice after all, am I not?

BaKanda, Yuu.

Talking like that, and crying so bitterly,

Baka Moyashi, Allen.

"I love you"

I love you so much.

"I love you too, Baka."

AN: I hope you like it. I had an idea for addiction too, but I wanted to write sacrifice badly, and the other themes were written so I decided to write it instead of addiction. Don't worry, I won't do anymore alternative themes.. Please review!