And now we see what happens when I try to write something that I update regularly… Sorry to anyone waiting for an update. In my defense I can say that since this is poetry inspiration is a must.
To Sukikuro, first an apology that the should-be-easy explanation turned into full retelling of a myth.
In ancient Greek mythology there is a myth about king Midas, who was the judge in a competition of music between Apollo and the forest god Pan. King Midas judged in Pan's favor but everyone else agreed that Apollo was the better one. As a punishment for judging wrongly (fair or unfair as it may be) Apollo cursed Midas with donkey ears. Since he did not want any human to know of his shame, he from then one wore a tall gold crown to hide the ears. The only one who ever knew was the man who cut his hair. The man was sworn to secrecy, but he felt he had to say it once or he would go mad. So he went to the river, dug a hole and whispered king Midas secret into it. He thought the secret was safe, but soon there started to grow reed there, and when the wind whistled past, you could hear voices whisper King Midas has donkey ears.
You often say that
I think too much
That it might
be
my
biggest fault
…
Who am I
too judge?
…
But
I am doing it
Again.
Thinking.
All
Too
Much,
Wondering
Over things without
Consequence
About
What if
and
Maybe
…
Truly I am foolish
Such
Thoughts
Leads to Heartache alone
xXx
I am hurrying
Towards your house
Over
Stones and grass
Following
Old and
Familiar
Paths
Where we have walked together
In my
Hand,
A note
Dirtied by the
Earth
From the riverside
And my heart
Is full
Of
Happiness
And
…
Love
xXx
The pendulum
Of the
Clock
You gave me
Is swinging
Back
And
Forth
…
It was
A souvenir
From somewhere
I can't
Really remember
Germany?
Japan?
Spain?
It would be
Typical
Of you
To get a clock
From Spain
As a souvenir…
…
You joked
And called it a
Grandfather clock
That I remember
Because
You laughed,
And
When
You
Laugh
It is like sunshine in my home
I am waiting for you
We agreed
To meet
Today
Would you laugh
(Again)
If you knew
That
I
Have been sitting
Here
Waiting for an hour?
xXx
I can now see your house
In between
The trees.
The path
Takes a last
Curve
And opens up
To your garden
And there…
Wild roses…
Forget-me-not's…
Lilies…
… Familiar scents
That screams of your presence
And…
In the window
Light…
You are home.
Ten steps
Becomes five…
Becomes three…
… Two…
…One…
Closer
And closer
(and closer)
Now
Only a door
Between us.
In your door is
A window.
You have hung
Small curtains
In there
I
Laughed when I saw them
Because
They are so
You
…
It's
Easy to imagine
That when the weather is bad
You close
The curtains
And shut out the darkness.
You'd
Curl up
On the sofa
With
Your
Cup
Of
Tea…
And
Through the gaps
In the curtains
Your light shines out.
It
Is shinning now
And the curtains
Are open
xXx
You…
Are late
(again)
And now
I am nervous
…
It's been
An
Hour
Since my tea went cold
And
I put down my book
And now
You are late.
My emotions
Feels
Stretched out
Close
To
The
Limit
...
…
I think
I shouldn't just
Sit here…
(waiting)
I could call you?
Perhaps…
But
…No
You will come
Sooner or later
You always do
...
A minute
Passes
I never
Knew
How long a minute is
Before today
But then
A knock
I
Calmly stand
(Though it might look
Like I jumped up)
And walks to the door
Slowly
(Though you might think
I rushed)
And
Peek out
Trough the curtains
Wondering
Why you came
Trough the backdoor
…
It is you
Blue eyes
Glittering
And
Smile
Beaming
And
If
My hands
Fumble
With the door
It is
(Of course not)
Because I am
Nervous
And
If
Only if
I am
Nervous
It is
(Definitely not)
Because
Of
That
Smile
xXx
Shuffling footsteps
Announce
Your arrival
The curtains flutter
And I can hear
Fumbling hands opening the door
I Know
That when you open the door
You will be blushing…
And a smile
That you would call
Foolish and besotted
Is hidden in my mind
…
You open the door
Greeting me with a
You are late
That I know really means
Welcome
And if I look closely enough
You are blushing
And the smile in my mind
Becomes a fond chuckle
I
Am welcomed in
Told to
Brush of my feet
Hang up my coat
And for god's sake clean my hands
Why are they so muddy?
Then you grow quiet
Looking at my hands
And the fist
That is closed around
That little note
I found
And
(Suddenly)
You look unsure
Perhaps my muddy hands
And a little note
Has a meaning to you
I hope so
I truly do
And
I also
Hope
That just like you let me in trough the door
Today
You will let me in further
Behind that mask
That you so often wear
Not that I can't see trough it
But still
Though I am mostly sure
Of what I see
It would be nice
Knowing
That all those small glances
Brushing your hand against mine by mistake
Those reddening cheeks
That are often set aglow
When we meet
And
That secretive little smile you have
Really means what I Hope
…
But you see
Today
I have a secret weapon
That will let me in
Past your walls
(those unnecessary walls)
This little note
That you are now staring at
And I cannot help it
As I stand here
In your kitchen
With muddy hands
To reach out
With my palm up
And the note there
And answer
The unasked questions
That has remained
Between us for hundreds
Of years
I love you
A/N: This will probably be the last piece of this fic in poetry form. I will add one chapter written in "non-poetry" form when I manage to write it. If there is interest though, I might write more with another pairing or another story in this form.
