Love Collection Chapter 4: Rosalie and Jacob 2, a twilight fanfic

Rosalie P.O.V.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

"Mutt."I growled out, as soon as he walked in, looking for his precious Bella. Obviously, panic written all over his face, worry for his dear bestfriend, who is obviously an idiot.

"Blondie. Where is she?"He snarls back, this was our normal routine. It's wierd, but I always feel better after our little spats. Their just ways I vent, without snapping at me family. Centering all that hate toward Jacob Black.

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

"Where would you think, Fido?"I roll my eyes, and he takes a step forward, growling at me.

"Jake! Your here!"And just like that, Bella has stopped Jacob's almost attack, and I smirk at him tauntilizing, because strangely, I'm hoping one day, that maybe he might actually follow through, and I'd be able to vent out all that hate, but another part of me knows I only hate what I've become, not just Jacob Black.

"Bells! H-how are you?"He stumbles, as he tries to calm down, and I sigh. Maybe I need to go for a little hunt.

"Hey, wolf, everything still intact?"Emmett's loud voice stops me, and I almost roll my eyes, but hold it back. i love Emmett, but I really didn't want another reason why I needed to stay here any longer.

"Funny, Emmett."Edward, who'd been Bella's lean post had switched Jacob positions, as Bella had requested Jacob to be her warmth, spoke up, looking at me, reminding me he could hear my thoughts, I rolled my eyes.

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, hit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

"So, Esme thinks it'll be best, if we all take shifts in watching Bella. She has it scheduled, us guys will leave her with Jacob, Seth, and Alice, Esme, and Rose. When we come back, Alice, Esme and Rose will hunt. That's when we're close to needing to hunt. And we get the first hunt this whole weekend."Emmett turned serious, as he explained this, and Jacob tensed, while he lead Bella to her seat.

"And be left with Blondie here? No thanks."He sneers, I roll my eyes.

"The feelings mutual, Mongrel."I growl right back, but Bella taps Jacob, in an attempt to stop him.

"Ja-"But it's too late, because he already lunged, and I smirk, this is exactly what I'd wanted.

Glass shattered from the window we'd hit, when he lunged. He snarls and bits, he's phased, and I fight back, we're rolling around, one minute he has the upperhand, the next he doesn't, and if he doesn't he soon regains it, but neither of us can seem to hold the other for too long.

"You really are a mutt."I sneer down at him, as I regain control, which he quickly recovers and bites me, again. nothing to where he'd kill me, yet anyway, I haven't gotten him that mad, yet.

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

I give up, not showing surrender, pretending to lose. The others are still in the house, and as I glare up at the mutt, I can feel the leaves in my hair. What a fucking way to get yourself killed, piss off a werewolf, and then get leaves in you hair. Yeah, maybe, I should've thought this through.

"What? Nothing else to complain about, Blondie?"He phases back, snarling at me, I smirk back.

"I've got plenty to say, Mutt. Look at you, the pathetic bestfriend, in love with someone who tells him she loves him, but she chooses his mortal enemy over him, now that makes you seem really pathetic."I snarl, and he starts attacking again, tearing skin, and I can almost feel the end, but even now, I know that he wouldn't actually go as far as to kill me, but a vampire can dream, eh?

"Why aren't you fighting back, Blondie?"He pauses, and I roll my eyes, leaning back into the grass.

"Maybe, I'm hoping that you'll kill me."I whisper, quieter than ever, but I know he can hear it, because his eyes are on mine, sharply gazing at me.

"What?"He seems to realize that I did lead into it."Oh my god. I can't believe I let this happen, why the hell did I let my anger get the best of me. I'm sorry, B-Rosalie."He snaps back, into Bella Swan's gentle jacob, and I almost see tears in his eyes, and I sit up, stretching my healed legs and arms.

"No, your not. You can't be sorry for reacting to your anger, I deserved it, and I wanted you to kill me, but you didn't even when you were angry."I sighed, and he sighed, too.

"Next time, don't hold back."And with that, I leave him, sitting in the grass, not far from the broken window Esme was frantic about.

Thought the song kinda went with them, turned from what I originally planned to end with, to this, so I hope you like it! Please review and tell me what you think(: And if you don't thank you for reading & reading this thingy(: So, like always, please Enjoy(:

With Love,

Jess ~ I Believe That Life Is A Prize, But To Live Doesn't Mean Your Alive. ~