Killing me Softly

Don't own anything. Only own characters I make up. The rest is from the show

Facts you should know : so Brooke and Lucas and the rest of the gang are all back in Tree hill. Haley and Nathan have stayed in Tree hill from Highschool Haley has Jamie in highschool at hes a bout seven now. Lucas and Peyton were here too. But came for a reason and Brooke came for a reason dealing with peyton. That's when her and lucas started having sex. So this is gonna be M for sex, language, violence, yeah but it will be cute too. Okay im doing this chapter and tell me what you think and if I should continue. Thanks for reading this long ass summary. Haha.

A/N : I wanna say I'm actually really happy to see all the reviews. Just wanna say your feedback is really a delight to read so thank you guys! sorry bout Peyton's eye color, I looked up pics of Sophia bush and she had green then I tried just using memory for Peyton's I totally agree with you Tess mtiv, this is a darker look at things. But I wanna get the darkness out in the open then the cuteness…Jessie, yeah I feel bad for Peyton but you may change your mind your mind. Clarifying: Peyton has had a miscarriage. In the flashback of when Lucas and Brooke have sex in Peyton and Lucas' house. Peyton had already miscarried she goes to the doctor for another reason. Ha Jessie you have good ideas. Thanks dianehermans for reviewing every chapter. And people who are reading the story and don't have an account, please review as well. I wanna hear your feedback. I hope you guys will be surprised with this. Its kinda long and M. Now on to the show

Peyton Sawyer-Scott. She smiles as she looks at the 4kt diamond ring Lucas gave her. They had a small wedding. Very small. It was during their second year in College. It was a spur of the moment. It was at a little chapel in Tree Hill, with only the priest Nathan as Lucas' best man, Haley as the maid of honor and little Jamie as ring bearer. Then they were back to school. Peyton was the one that pushed it. She thought having Lucas as her husband would mean no one could get with him. Not even a raven haired best friend. Lucas and Peyton's 'love story' was one of cheats, lies and betrays. First he likes her in High school, then he gets with Brooke, Peyton and him kiss Brooks breaks up with him, blah blah then senior year was Peyton Lucas love time. That's the time Peyton likes to think of the most. Not the times he was with her. Brooke is her best friend. But did Peyton feel inadequate to her at times, scratch that. All the time? Yes. But Lucas was her's. Brooke can never have him. She cannot let her go.

She rolls over and finds the bed empty and cold. Like always. Lucas would always leave before she woke up. She looks at the clock it was 10am Saturday morning and Lucas was out for his morning run. Peyton gets up and goes to the bathroom; she takes a look at herself. She was skinny, too skinny. She knew. She was getting better. It had taken her two years but was getting better. She had gained 5 pounds in one week. She got in the shower and started to reflect on the secrets that haunted yet thrilled her.

To start and make clear, Peyton loves Lucas Scott with all her heart. All she has goes to him, but was she in love with him? She doesn't know anymore. She use to be. But now she doesn't know. Ever since she lost Maddie Lucas has been distant; withdrawn, not telling her where he was going. But if he thought she was just home twiddling her thumbs sulking over him hours at a time. He had another thing coming. She smiles and adds her honeysuckle shampoo knowing he would love it.

She steps out of the shower and dries off and blow dries her hair. She gets dressed in black skinny jeans, black biker boots and a Silver swooping neck line top with a fitted leather jacket. Then she sits on the bed, she knows Lucas will be gone for at least 20 minutes then come home shower then go over to Haley and Nathan's house; he'll ask her to come, she'll say no, they fight shell call crying they talk, the same ole' deal every damn time, and then her plan will commence. She would have the house to herself.

She lays down and puts the phone to her ear counting the rings: one RING two RING three RING fourRI-Hello?

His sweet angelic voice always made her smile.

"You know...I missed you..." She says into the phone.

"Peyton..." He states. Knowing already without her saying it who it is, they have been talking to each other since college.

Peyton knew he was easy to seduce, and at times like these, she was thankful for that, she needed him.

"I need to see you, are you free?" She knew that he was sometimes busy, but their affair was what kept her going.

Peyton had been having an affair behind Lucas' back for a while. Even before they were married. She love Lucas, but if Peyton could have her cake and eat it too; then she would. He was her rock, and she felt bad. But who was paying the bills? Buying her things? Not her. Lucas. She had to keep him around.

Truthfully, she wasn't even sure who's Maddie's father was. She loved that baby and she misses her every day, but was she 100% sure Lucas was the dad? Absolutely not. She was sure thought it could have been the man she was about to meet up with.

He gruffly replies "Yeah, I'll be at your house in five

She sighs "Okay, it'll have to be quick Luke will be home soon. "

He smirks and says "Bye Lover." Then hangs up.

Lucas and Peyton had been living in Karen's house since she and Lily moved to Florida a year ago.

She hears the door bell ring and she opens it he is so sexy. His dark brown hair covering over his eyes in a side swipe, his brown eyes glistening with lust only for her.

"Hey babe." He kisses her. And hold her for a second

"Hey, let's make this quick Lucas will be home soon" she says in one breath then attacks is mouth, biting and sucking his lower lip. He moves his hands to her slim waist and brings her body closer to hers. He was already aroused.

She moves from kissing his lips to his neck then she gently bit his ear as she unbuttoned the second button on his shirt. His heavy breathing told Peyton he was surrendering to her. He was taller than he was in high school. Still thin though, but had put on some more muscle. Peyton loved his body.

Peyton trailed feather-light kisses on his jaw line, and finally to his lips. His hips jerked, pulling her closer by her hips. Peyton smiled as she felt the pleasurable friction between them. His erection was stiffening with every waking second, and Peyton smiled as she felt exactly this.

They broke away and Peyton moves them to what use to be Lucas' old bedroom. They fixed it up and now is a small guest room. He lays Peyton down and tossed her hair to one side before placing gentle kisses on her neck. Peyton moaned softly. He smirked as he moves to remove her jeans; she helps him by kicking off her shoes, leaving her only in a thong, Peyton smiled breathlessly at him. He took his lips from her neck and Peyton smiled as he crashed his lips against hers, causing Peyton to quickly undo the third and forth button of his dress shirt, leaving only one more button to go.

He soon found his hands at the bottom of her shirt, lifting the fabric up inch by inch and kissing her deeply. Peyton nibbled on his bottom lip and he groaned from her teasing. He lifted her shirt up until he found her silky black bra. He could feel himself slowly losing control, and Peyton was defiantly feeling the same way.

He started to tease her, fingering the edge of her thong before running a finger over her center through her underwear. Peyton wanted to scream his name in protest, but she kept it to moans of his name. He gently pushed her thong aside and ran his finger over her again, causing Peyton to grasp at her bed sheets. He moved in and out, slowly at first with his single finger.

"Oh…Peyton you're so ready for me…" He growled out. And he kissed her lips, nibbling at her bottom lip as he did so.

He started to pick up his pace, causing Peyton to throw her head back and moan

"Oh-my—you're so good" Peyton moans in ecstasy.

He pumps his finger in and out of her vigorously. He didn't want her to cum yet; not without him inside of her. He withdrew his fingers from her and she grabbed his shirt and violently rolled them over, kissing him hungrily and tearing his dress shirt as she attempted to take it off of him. Peyton smiles when she saw his familiar rock hard abs. She ran her hands over his chest, and the electricity shocked him. He kissed her lightly, meaningfully. Peyton knew what this meant to touched him lightly, digging her nails into his back when he kissed her neck, his hot breath rolling down to her shoulders. She knew she was gonna lose it soon if he didn't hurry slides off her thong completely and unclasps her bra. Her A cup breasts shoot out and he immediately goes and squeezes them

"Yes baby, yes! Peyton rocks her hips against his endowed girth. Making the friction of his jeans and her heat almost unbearable for him.

"I need to be inside you. Now!" He demands while holding on to her hips now. She knows when he gets like this he can turn from the sweet boy she knew in High school.

He pushes her off of him and takes off his jeans boxers.

He was sure as hell ready for her. He climbs back on the bed and without warning slams into her. Peyton almost came right there. She claws at his back wrapping her long legs around waist.

He pumps in and out of her; they're a pile of sweaty flesh and grunts

"Peyton..." He warned. "Peyton...I'm gonna..." He moaned loudly, panting over his words. She nodded quickly. He filled her like no one else had before hitting spots Lucas hadn't in a while. He moved slowly at first, but Peyton urged him on. They soon found themselves being drawn closer and closer to the edge.

Peyton soon flipped them over again so she was on top. She sat up on top of him and he held onto her breasts as she thrusting back and forth, up and down, causing Peyton and him to groan. They were both almost at their peaks.

"Say my name baby, scream it! " He says in between powerful thrusts.

"Oh- o god." She stammers. He reaches around to her clit and vigorously starts rubbing it.

"God-uh –has –nothing to do with this babe. Say. My. Name." each word being stranded as he pumps in her.

He pumps 3 more time each time hitting her till the hilt then he releases his load inside of her and Peyton climaxes screaming his name from the top of her lungs "CHASE!"

Lucas comes to the house panting and sweating from his run, he runs a hand through his hair and comes inside the house, he closes the door and says,

"Peyton.. you home?"

:) dun dun dun ! sooo its Chase! anyone see that coming? i tryed hard to make it sneaky. okay comment and reviews are lovely. love it? hate it? i wanna hear it. okay till next time guys !