Dear diary. I saw am sitting in the park, trying to find inspiration and i saw a little girl...she looked around jayne's age. I do my best not to think about Jayne, but now that i have all i can say is I miss her the pain comes in waves. I just want to be with her more than anything and because I can't...it's a fate worse then death. I been thinking of a way to show how much pain i am in, but I can't the best way I can think of is this song I heard.

Heavaly Broken By the veronica's

Everyday I sit here waiting Everyday just seems so long And now I've had enough of all the hating Do we even care, it's so unfair Any day it'll all be over Everyday there's nothing new And now I just try to find some hope To try and hold onto But it starts again It'll never end

I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying Almost heading for a fall And now my mind is screaming out I've gotta keep on fighting But then again It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do?
I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning I'm screaming for air (Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move (What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken

I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken

~Sarah