Bonnie's Prov (this takes place in the same time frame chapter 3 does ok)

I stomped out of the store. I hate Damon Salvatore I hate him soooo much. Tears threatened to spill from my eyes but I refused to let them. I won't let him make me cry. But him saying that just brings up my insecurities about Jeremy. Why had he cheated? With a ghost at that, was I not good enough. 'You are stronger than this.' Grams words sounded through my head. Grams was right I am stronger than this. I was more than enough for Jeremy; I don't deserve to be cheated on, he's just lucky I decided not to set his room on fire-without him in it of course.

The aneurism I gave Damon was still going strong. I smiled weakly at the thought of bringing him pain. He's such an asshole. He doesn't care if he hurts anyone, just so long as it makes him happy or gets him what he wants. I didn't even get to buy my dress. Ugh, everything sucks. When did my life get so complicated? Oh right when the Salvatore's' came to town and my best friend just had to go out with the youngest one. Thanks a lot Elena. I mean I don't blame her for everything but she's still in the equation.

I came up to the entrance of the mall. Then I wanted to bang my head against the wall. I didn't drive here. I plopped down on the bench next to the doors. I could feel my eyes prick with tears again but this I let them come. I tucked my knees to my chest and silently began to weep. I was like that for about seven minutes before I felt a tap on my shoulder. "Stefan," I raise my head and wiped the tears from my face.

"I'm sorry about what Damon said; he had no right-" I raised my hand to stop him.

"You don't have to apologize for him. Your brothers a jerk, I know," he put his hand up to my face and I stared at it slowly come closer to my face. I opened my mouth to ask him what he was doing when he spoke.

"You were crying," he said stroking my cheek. I put my hand on top of his then removed his hand from my face and sat it on his lap. I didn't like the way he was staring at me, I didn't like how he almost kissed me earlier.

"Yeah, usually I only let Elena see me cry, but Elena's not here right now," I put an emphasis on her name and hoped he got it.

But he didn't, he only scooter closer. "I guess that makes me special then huh?"

"Actually I think I'm going to go find my best friend and tell her I'm ready to leave and as her boyfriend you should go tell her goodbye." I made a move to stand up but Stefan caught me by the waist and pulled me into his lap. "Stefan let me go now!" I said firmly as I tried to get out of his hold.

"Bonnie wait I have to tell you something," Stefan pleaded.

"I don't care. Why the hell are you doing this you have Elena. First I'm pretty sure you stalked me here. Second you try to kiss me. What the fuck is wrong with you? And now you do this shit." I huffed angrily. I tended to have a bad mouth when I was angry. I again tried to get him to let go, I didn't want to hurt him but I would if I had to.

"Bonnie I just-" he started still not letting go. I gave him a small aneurism which caused him to let go. I scrambled away from him onto the floor. As I got up I saw Damon gaping at us from a distance. Oh no he saw and was totally going to assume the wrong thing. When he caught my gaze he sauntered over to us. When did I stop his pain? I vaguely wondered.

"Ouch Bonnie," Stefan said. He looked to where my gaze was fixed at and saw Damon walking towards us. I heard him curse under his breath.

"Well, well, well Stefan and Bonnie. What the hell is going on here?" His tone was playful but his eyes were hard.

This was the first time I've ever heard Damon call me by my given name.

"Nothing brother, just talking to Bonnie after you hurt her feelings that's all." Stefan said giving Damon a hard look. Damon's eyes narrowed at Stefan's comment.

"Well brother it looked to me as if you and the Little Witch were having a very intimate time together. What would Elena think about this?" Stefan's jaw tighten and he glanced away.

"Whoa, there is nothing, say it with me now nothing, going on between me and Stefan. How could you even think that he's my best friends' boyfriend Damon I am not that kind of girl," I said fuming. How could he think something like that?

"Well by the way you guys were all cozy-ed up, I'd say your exactly that kind of girl." Damon bit out.

"Why do you even care Damon with me with Bonnie you get Elena all to your self," Stefan finally said. I gawked at Stefan in disbelief. Damon's expression quickly went from uncertainty regarding what Stefan had said to irritation, "You have a thing for the witch?" Damon said in annoyance. Stefan stayed silent but his expression said it all.

"What!" I shrieked. "You love Elena Stefan. You will always love Elena. Don't ever say that to me again. Why would you even think I'd go out with you after you broke my best friends' heart? Your being an idiot."

Stefan met my eyes.

"B-"

"Hush!" I hollered, "I'm leaving." As I walked past Damon he grabbed my arm.

"Now hold on a second Judgey, I think we still need to talk some things out." suddenly Stefan grabbed Damon.

"Don't touch her," he gritted out. Damon flipped them so he was holding on to Stefan.

"I think you shouldn't tell me what to do Baby Bro," he seethed. Just then my phone rang. I quickly got it out of my bag.

"Yes Elena." I answered. But before she could reply Damon snatched the phone out of my hand.

"Guess what Elena," he said in a sing-song voice.