I don't care Chapter 4, a gakuen alice fanfic

Here we go!! Chapter four… and apparently, the final chapter of 'I don't care'… Anyway, Thanks for reading my story!! I hope you like it:D

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By the way, I took this chapter off a few days ago so I can edit it a bit… I knew there was something missing in this chapter but I couldn't find out what it was… well, thanks to JC-zala for pointing it out for me… though I don't know if my editing did result to a good job… just read on to find out!

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To no further ado… I bring you… The FINAL CHAPTER!! Have fun reading… :D

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I DON'T CARE

By GlynNchaN

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CHAPTER FOUR

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I sprawled on my bed feeling miserable from what happened. Mikan hates me… and for once, I agree on what she felt. I hate myself. This is the worst day of my life. Why the hell didn't I listen to Koko anyway? I let out a huge sigh. Don't jump to conclusions… "Damn it!" I cursed loudly as I threw my pillow at the wall.

It was 11:35 PM. I buried my face under my blanket hoping that this is all a dream. I screwed up big time. Although it was an accident, she's still mad. It disgusted the hell out of me. This is definitely the worst. If only I didn't drink around 12 glasses of beer… If only I didn't see her with Ruka… If only I didn't follow them… If only I… If I just…

I sighed once again. This is so not me. Who would've thought that the Natsume Hyuuga would be in a pinch like this? Normally, I could care less about petty things but now it's a different story. Somehow, if Mikan were involved, things became more complicated. "So much for 'not caring'." I mumbled to myself.

I sat up and looked outside the window. My mind wandered back to the scenario a while ago. The look on her face as she glared at me with tears in her eyes was the worst. My heart ached more. The gift she gave me remained unscathed and laid on the side of my bed. I couldn't bear to look at her gift. I obviously didn't want anything to be given to me in such a manner.

People say that I'm a genius. They look up to me coz I always seem to know everything. Everything? Hah. I laughed at myself. God. I feel so pathetic. Right now, I'm all out of ideas. Even if I barge in her room, she probably wouldn't even talk to me. I didn't think there would come a time that I'd feel so helpless.

Ruka might be mad at me for being such an ass. Not my fault though. They didn't even bother to tell me. Great. I'm in this situation and I'm still passing the blame onto others. Me and my pride.

I turned to her gift and placed it on my arms. It was still inside the burned up paper bag and her note was inside as well.

Sitting here won't get me anywhere. I glared at Mikan's present. "Damn it! It was an accident!" I shouted. I'm going crazy now that I'm talking to some stupid burned up paper bag. "I aimed for Ruka not this stupid piece of crap!"

I wasn't troubled anymore. It was suddenly replaced by anger and annoyance. I was past the stage wherein I'd sulk and feel guilty on what happened. Feeling useless was one of the things I hated the most. It was no surprise that my sorrow suddenly turned to hatred.

How can she be mad at me for something that I didn't do on purpose?

It wasn't right that she got mad at me. How was I to know anyway? Who's stupid enough to burn up their own present?? Although I know I already did that a couple of times with the useless presents Narumi and Andou gave me years ago, but this is way too different. She didn't even give me a chance to explain! She's so stupid!!

I'm pissed right now. My blood boiled harder. Who cares if she won't open her door for me? I'm giving her a piece of my mind! I stood up and hastily went out of my room with one hand clutching her burned up present.

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There I was, standing in front of her one-star room feeling like an idiot. I remembered on how I followed her to central town… not knowing what to do. Well, this is exactly just like it. If I happen to do something stupid, I didn't care anymore. At least, I know I was able to do this rather than sulk in my room. I just hope this won't turn up to be something I'd regret.

I knocked lightly.

No answer.

Worried, I turned the knob slowly. I felt the cold air in my face. It looks like she forgot to close the windows. It was dark, the lights were turned off and I waited until my eyes adjusted to the light of the moon. I turned to her bed where the girl's body laid gently. She was face down on her bed. I saw her wearing the same clothes from central town. She didn't even bother to change. My eyes widened as I saw her more clearly.

She was asleep.

I tried my hardest not to wake her up. Mind you, I still felt annoyed. How can she sleep like this after what happened? Does this mean I was the only one who was bothered by this? How can she…

My mind stopped as I saw that there were tears on her face. My chest tightened at the sight of her. She cried herself to sleep. I guess she really was frustrated.

Keeping my face intact, I slowly walked to her bed and knelt down. I've gotten a better view of her face. I felt guilty the minute I saw her up close. I tried my hardest to not be affected by any of this. The reason I'm in her room right now was to give her a piece of my mind. Based on the current situation I'm in, I'm nowhere near yelling at her.

Her hair spread everywhere. Her hands were clutching the sheets tightly. I would be lying if I said I wasn't worried. I watched on how the moonlight made her features more evident. She looked so beautiful but I know the current me won't be able to say that.

As I continued to gaze at her, my mind wandered to the events that took place sometime ago. I know I was a bit harsh and acted recklessly. I only felt jealous coz I... I love her.

I love her so much that it annoys the hell out of me. Especially to see her hurt like this, I can barely take it. I still hope I could see that smile of hers… see her smiling back at me.

I noticed her shiver. She must be cold. Who's stupid enough to leave the windows open anyway? I laughed at the thought. I took her blanket and gently covered her with it. I felt my lips curve up to a faint smile. She didn't shiver anymore. That's good.

"Natsume…" She whispered softly.

My heart raced as my name came out of her lips. Even in her dreams, I continued to haunt her… I leaned down and gently stroked her cheek, wiping away a dried up tear in her eye. Her skin was so soft and smooth. I felt happy being able to touch her like this. Though I know she'd scream like hell if she found out.

I never really expected myself to fall in love with this polka dotted panty girl. Though the time we mostly spent together was filled with bickering, maybe I just wanted to get her attention. I didn't think I'd end up like this… in love with the girl formerly known as the 'brown-haired pigtailed girl'.

It wasn't my intention of hurting her. I continued caressing her cheeks. I could feel myself smiling as I stroked her gently. I leaned my head closer, "Mikan." I murmured gently. "I'm sorry." I said guiltily.

I knew I wouldn't be able to say that with her knowing. Well, that's me. Natsume Hyuuga, stubborn as ever. This was something I hated in myself. I keep my feelings to myself too damn much. This was also the reason why I kept screwing up. If she found out I was jealous enough to throw that fireball at Ruka, (although I was under the influence of alcohol) she might not even talk to me. Worst of all, I might end up confessing my feelings which I had no intention of doing.

God, I'm such an idiot.

She was still sleeping like a baby, not knowing I was there beside her. I slowly stood up and went for the door.

I took one last look at that angelic face of hers and walked away.

So much for my plan on yelling at her. I walked back to my room as fast as I could. I sensed my breathing went back to normal. Having my hand placed on my forehead, I let out a huge sigh. I didn't even bother closing my door. I just walked across the room to my window.

My room was the only one in the dormitory that had the lights turned on. I couldn't sleep. Even if I tried, it would be a waste of time. As long as I could remember, I had trouble sleeping. Right now, this was the worst I have ever experienced. This was all because of that polka dotted panty girl.

Her face was still fresh in my memory. Just seeing those tears in her eyes, knowing that I've hurt her… It's practically impossible for me to sleep. Who knew she had a huge effect on me?

I stared at the moon through my window. What's this… Why am I getting so melodramatic? "This is stupid." I said to myself. I glanced at my watch and noticed that it was minutes past my birthday. Birthday, eh? I completely forgot about it. Not that it mattered to me anyway.

Birthdays weren't much of a big deal to me. And this is definitely the worst birthday ever.

I suddenly remembered Mikan's present. Maybe I should open it. Although it's burned up, she did work hard for it. I may not show it that much but knowing that she remembered my birthday made me feel glad. I looked around my room and couldn't find it. I scratched my head. Now, where did I put it…?

Holy Crap!

Damn… Damn… I remembered I was clutching it tightly when I went to Mikan's room. I kept cursing under my breath. "Don't tell me I left it at that idiot's room?"

"Who are you calling an idiot, you idiot?"

I turned my head to the voice by my door. Sakura Mikan was standing there with the burned up present. Her hair was messed up as well as her clothes. She kept glaring at me.

"Hey, Polkadots. What are you doing here?" I asked coldly. Why? Why can't I act more nicely towards her?? Damn.

"The same thing when you were in my room." She had that smug look on her face. "Why did you leave this behind?" She held up the burned up paper bag for me to see. I felt a tinge of annoyance.

"Do I really have to answer that?" I raised an eyebrow. "Or have you just gone deaf?" I felt the gush of anger rise.

"What's that's suppose to mean?"

"Haven't I stated a while ago that I left it in your room?" I snapped at her. "Idiot."

"You… you… jerk!" Once again, she threw that damned paper bag at me. This time I caught it. I stared at her intently. She took a step back and tried to run away again. I was prepared for that, so I quickly grabbed her hand preventing her from going anywhere.

"How many times do you plan to throw this at me?" I asked her angrily. She had her eyes closed and kept pulling her hand free.

"Let me go!" She tried to break free but I didn't let her. I tried my hardest to contain my anger.

"Will you please listen to me?" I said with resentment still evident in my voice. I wanted to say sorry but I couldn't. She kept making me angry, saying all those things…

She stood still, and faced me with her hazel eyes. "What?"

"It's an accident. You already know that, right?" I looked at her hopefully. My voice calmed down.

"I know." Her voice too began to mellow. "But still, I can't help but be upset." She hid her face from me and now tears were forming in her eyes. Crap. I hate it when I see her like this.

"Why are you upset then?" I asked in a calm voice.

"I tried so hard to look for the perfect present for you…" Her voice showed evidence that she's crying even if she kept hiding it from me. Damn it. I have to apologize right now…

"Sorry." I said softly. I finally pulled the courage to say that. I continued on, "Sorry, I was a bit at fault here too…"

"EH?" It looks like Mikan didn't expect me to say that. Her tears instantly stopped. "You're apologizing?" Typical of her to ruin the moment.

"Don't make me repeat that again." I said firmly. Somehow, I didn't feel like apologizing anymore.

"Hey… Just when I thought you were being nice…" I saw her anger flare up.

There we go again, if I don't say anything now, we might end up fighting again. "So you looked hard for this?" I said holding the burned up present up to her face, quickly changing the topic.

"Umm… yeah. I even asked Ruka to come along so I know if it would fit…"

"Fit? You mean like clothes?" I quickly added. "Hey, Don't tell me coz I haven't seen it yet." I turned to the burned up present curiously.

"Eh? You haven't?" Her eyes glistened with enthusiasm. I smiled inwardly.

"I said so a while ago, haven't I?" I stared at her closely. "Anyway, what's with the sudden change of mood? A minute ago you were this close to crying."

She completely ignored my remark. "So you haven't seen it yet?" For some reason, I felt annoyed that she kept repeating the same question over and over again. Her face suddenly fell. "Oh, I forgot. It's burned up."

I let go of her hand and walked to the couch. She followed closely behind. Still holding the burned up paper bag, I slumped on the sofa and placed it on my lap. Mikan did the same and turned to me with a puzzled look. I glanced at her side and sighed.

I opened her present. There wasn't much to open anyway. The burned paper bag broke apart that showed…

A black jacket.

I raised an eyebrow at her. "This is it?"

I felt her anger rise. "What the hell is up with that? I was hoping a more grateful response!!" She kept screaming. She obviously didn't like my reaction to her present.

I stood up. She stopped yelling and stared at me. Her eyes still focused on me, watching what I was about to do. I dusted off the jacket and examined it. I noticed it wasn't totally burned up. It looks like the only thing that was burned up was the paper bag. Although there were burn marks, I didn't mind it at all. It was only something minor.

I took the jacket and wore it.

"What do you know? It fits." I said to her. She looked at me with awe, her cheeks blushing a little. I snickered at the look on her face. Apparently, the jacket she bought me was comfortable. I didn't think that the girl had a sense of fashion in her.

"Wooah…" She said with amazement.

What's up with her? "Polka, what are you doing?"

She shook her head to get her mind to think straight. "Nothing. You look great in it." Finally, the smile I've been waiting for crept up to her face. The smile that always lifted me up… I felt my chest has gotten lighter.

Maybe just this once. For her. I mean, she did get me this present. It probably wouldn't hurt to do this once in a while… and it's not like anyone else is here. So, this will probably be just for her.

"Thanks." For the first time, I smiled at her. Not smirk… but a smile, an honest smile… that reflected my feelings, even by a little bit.

That sure got her off guard. Funny, her eyes were now as big as saucers. She's in a state of shock. I hid a laugh. She looked silly staring at me with her mouth wide open. I noticed her cheeks burn up a bit.

"Uh, yeah." She avoided my gaze. "I'm really happy you liked it." She said gently as her whole face turned red. She tried to hide her face from me. I suppose she didn't want me to know that she's blushing… which by the way I find very cute.

"Something wrong?" This time, I spoke without the usual coldness in my voice. I wanted to keep the atmosphere as it is.

"Uhh… nothing." She looked at me with those brown orbs and gave me the sweetest smile I have yet seen. My heart raced and my mind went dead silent. I was surprised by the sudden warmth her smile gave me. More the reason why I fell in love with this idiot.

I kept containing myself. Should I? Not? Maybe… but I want to. She might get mad. I kept asking myself what to do. Whatever. It'd be nice to see her cheeks flush some more. There's no turning back now…

"Natsume…"

I didn't let her finish her sentence. I lowered my head and covered my lips with hers. She was surprised by my sudden action but as I continued to kiss her, her expression softened. I was coaxing away the tension she was feeling and she seemed to respond to it. I could feel the rush sent by the brush of her satiny lips. My heart began to beat wildly. She closed her eyes and began to kiss back.

This was like a dream come true. I parted my lips to let myself taste her sweetness, caressing the fullness of her lips. God, she was so soft. I was lost in her taste, exploring… feeling… I had to keep my mind in check since I didn't want to scare her. I kissed her gently, desperately holding in my desire for her. I felt her hand crawl up to my chest and held me tightly.

I slowly pulled away to see her cheeks flush. She slowly opened her eyes and gazed into mine. The smile I wore a while ago didn't leave my lips.

"I was about to say happy birthday but then you suddenly cut me off." She blurted out with a nervous laugh.

I looked at her seriously. It's now or never. I gathered up my courage to finally say those three famous words. I felt my voice was starting to betray me again, but I couldn't let that happen… not now.

"Mikan. I love you."

I wasn't prepared for her reaction. She began to whimper and tears formed in her eyes. She was crying?? Who the hell cries after being told that they loved you? I felt alarmed. My heart began to race… was this a rejection?

"Mikan." I called out her name as I wiped the tears that fell from her eyes. "Why are you crying?"

I couldn't understand what she was saying. All I could hear were sniffles and whimpers. Finally, she was able to say something.

"I'm… sorry…" She said between sobs. "It's just that, I love you too..." She continued to cry.

"You're crying because you love me too?" I raised an eyebrow. Now I'm confused. I know I'm supposed to be happy that she loves me back, but I'm too worried that she's crying right now.

"Y-yeah… I was surprised and…" I couldn't understand what she said next and began whimpering some more.

"Stop crying. I can't understand what you're saying." I said sternly wiping more tears off her eyes. My hands gently cupped her cheeks.

"It's just…" More sobs came. "I thought you didn't… -sniff- love –sniff- me back…" So she's crying because…? I still didn't understand.

"Ok. You lost me there." I placed my palm on my forehead and shook my head. "You're crying because you love me and thought I didn't love you back?"

She nodded.

"But I just said I love you, so there's no reason to cry now, is there?" I raised an eyebrow.

She tried to wipe her face dry. "I thought it was one-sided." She faced me boldly as her cheeks still burning up.

"Well, it's not so stop crying. You look twice as ugly when you cry." So she loves me… I felt my heart was filled with unknown warmth. I can't help but laugh in my head. I love her so much… and at the same time, she loved me too. She even thought it was one-sided. I couldn't ask for anything more. I smiled secretly.

"S-shut up." Her tears stopped now. "You just took me by surprise, that's all." I noticed her cheeks began to flush again. "You caught me off guard with that kiss too…" Her face turned to a deep red.

"You didn't like it?" I smirked at her. God, I love this girl.

Mikan just avoided my gaze and her face began to burn up. She didn't answer back. I laughed silently as her face turned red by the minute. "Shut up." She felt embarrassed… I found her cuter than before.

Well, she did say she loves me too… So I think she won't get mad if I do this… again. I held her chin and pulled her towards me. That's when I lowered my head for another kiss.

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THE END

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