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chapter 4: New York, New York

I made up my mind yesterday. In order to have Joe with me I needed to be in danger

like when me and Oliver were riding. Knowing my bad luck it was going to be easy.

You see to me it was simple, Joe would never be far away from me, I mean he couldn't..

he would soon realize how stupid he was and he would come back. I mean i shudder, at

the thought that I would have to wait a whole summer but I KNEW he would come bback.

There's no way he would leave me alone...

Could he be without me?

Again as routine when I woke up I called Joe and Miley and I was quickly

forwarded to voicemail. I left a voicemail before getting into a little depression.

I waited for Oliver to call me...knowing he would.

Then as soon as I was about to make breakfast my phone rang. I made a small smile.

The sooner Oliver called,the sooner he was to work, the sooner he was to getting out of work,

the sooner I was to hanging out with him, and the sooner I was to doing something dangerous,

and the sooner I was to hearing Joe's warnings.

Pathetic,I know but I didn't care.

I was so pathetic to admit to myself that I was desperate for Joe's voice.

Just one little trace of him. I needed him in my life and this was killing me.

"Lilz?"Oliver asked. I noticed his voice was getting deeper. I knew he was a werewolf and all

but he seemed to be getting more and more...manlly.

"Hey."I said trying to hide the fact I was sort of using my best friend..

"Look, I'm not going to work today so uh I thought that um...maybe me,you,Jake,and steph can

hang out."Oliver said.

YES!! YESSS!! YESSSSSSS!!

"Sure..sounds great."I said trying to hide my enthusiasum.

"Cool,so uh mind if I go over for some breakfast?"Oliver asked.

"Yeah sure."I said with a smile.

"Cool.See you in a few."Oliver said.

I quickly got ready and went downstairs to see Oliver talking to my mom.

"Morning sweety."My mom said as I joined them for breakfast.

"Morning mom."I smiled.

I ate breakfast as fast as I could. Oliver finished fast too but my mom somehow engaged in some conversation with him about when me and him were small. I knew what my mom was doing. She

was trying to help me move on from Joe to Oliver...HA! Like that was going to happen.

It was like moving on from a buffet to a cold leftover dinner.

NOTHING could even compare. I mean Oliver was trying and I gave him some effort but nothing

was going to change my stubborn mind.

My mom then directed the conversation to me.

"Lily,how's Miley?"My mom asked. That struck a cord with me.

I felt my chest to make sure I wasn't going to suffer a heart attack.

Oliver noticed my face and tried to help me, because I am guessing he knew what I was going through.

"Um we talked to her last night. Touring is going great."Oliver lied for me while I tried

to regain her life.

"Oh."My mom said as she came back from her refidgerator visit."That's nice."

"Yeah nice."I said in sort of a panic.

"Um we oughta go."Oliver said as he made me rush outside.

We got outside and I felt dead.

I wanted to die. I mean who wouldn't want to die knowing that your love of your life and your best

friend left you without a goodbye.

"You okay?"Oliver asked me.

"Yeah."I tried to lie. Oliver sighed as we began to walk to his car.

"You have a car?"I asked him.

"Yeah, I just prefer to ride to the motorcycle." Oliver winked at me.

I smiled and dissapointedly rode in the car knowing this wasn't dangerous.

He was driving me towards saftey as I reconized where we were going.

We were in the city where Stephanie and Jake were waiting for us.

"Why are we here?"Stephanie complained.

"Because we are going to decide what to do."Oliver said.

Jake smiled at me,"Lily."

I smiled at him too. This was bugging me.

How was this dangerous at all? It wasn't.

I was getting agrivated. Really agrivated.

I began to tap my foot.

"What?"Jake asked.

"Nothing I just want to do something."I said annoyed.

Oliver smiled at my anticipation.

"Alright then. How about we go dirt bike riding."Oliver said sarcasticly.

"YES!"I said. Jake and Stephanie looked at me as if I was crazy.

"What?"Stephanie asked.

"Yeah, unless you werewolves are um too scared." I said.

Jake and Stephanie had a glitterin her eyes.

"Let's go then."Jake said.

It took us about an hour to get to the mountains and went to rent dirt bikes.

Oliver smiled and gave me a look,"You sure about this?"

Of course I was sure. I mean I would get to hear Joe's voice..okay is it just me or whenever

I say that I feel more and more stupid.

"Yeah."I smiled.

Jake was into impressing me ever since I made that werewolf comment.

While Stephanie was starting to get annoyed with me since I was

taking most of the guys attention and not by choice!

Jake got a phone call as he was putting his helmet on.

"Yeah,not now man.Okay,bye."Jake smiled at me as he put on his helmet.

"So Lily, do you prefer hanging out with werewolves...or bloodsuckers."Jake asked with a grin.

My heart ripped and anger soared through my body. I wanted to cry and scream.

"Vampires."I said before turining towards the bike.

I then felt nervous. I was about to dirt bike.

"Uh do you even more how to ride?"Oliver asked me.

"Yeah. For sure."I said lying. Oliver rolled his eyes.

"I don't think you should ride." Oliver said as he took the helmet from my hand.

I grew angry, he was going to ruin my chances of hearing Joe's voice.

"No."I said as I took back my helmet.

"Lily,please."Oliver scoffed.

"Oliver!"I said angrily.

"You're not going to risk your life!" Oliver raised his voice at me.

"I'm not!"I yelled back at him.

Stephanie and Jake noticed our arguement.

"Please, stop fighting, lovebirds."Jake said at us.

"We are not a couple." I said sternly looking at Oliver's hurt eyes.

Oliver sighed as he kept the helmet.

"Your not getting it."Oliver said in a harsh voice.

I was getting angry. I looked at all the other dirtbikers and walked away.

"Where are you going?"Oliver yelled.

"Away from you!"I screamed.

I rushed away from him and walked not looking where I was going.

I heard a guy yell at me and I turned to see but all I saw was a cloud of dirt.

I felt something push me down and I tasted dirt and it tasted nasty.

I heard a loud motor and screamed. Something protected my body and

suddenly it was all over.

I opened my eyes and saw Oliver hugging me.

"Idiot."

I was angry and thankful at the same time.

"I...I.."I began to speak when a guy ran back.

"I am so so sorry! I didn't see you."

Oliver helped me up.

"She's fine!"Oliver yelled at the guy.

Oliver looked at me and sighed. I looked at him ashamed.

Was I really going as crazy as I thought I was?

It took an hour to get back and the car ride was silent. I was

so dissapointed. Well the main dissapointment was because...

I didn't hear Joe.

He didn't warn me.

He didn't call my name.

He didn't do anything...

xxxxxx

Even though Nick's tounge was in my mouth I couldn't help but get nervous.

Things were getting hot and heavy inbetween us and I knew what it would lead to.

Living three lives sucked.

But I loved when Nick sucked me.

I smiled as he began to grab me and laugh.

"Babe?"Nick asked me.

I gave him the look.

"Your interview is in 10 minutes."Nick said with a sly smile.

"Yeah."I said as he got off me.

Nick then tried to fix his already messy hair. I could tell Nick was trying his best not to sulk.

He was probably annoyed with me since I still had my "human emotions" lingering on.

Even Amy was getting used to this.

I sighed as my dad came in the room in a hurry.

"Miles. 5 minutes." He said before closing the door.

Nick gave a little laugh.

"Ha, it's fun when we almost get caught." Nick whispered to me.

I smiled as I playfully pushed him on the floor.

"What?"Nick asked.

I walked up to the mirror and closed my eyes.

I had to do this now.

Nick grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

"Are you going to be okay?"Nick asked me.

I looked out the window and recoinized New York City.

I saw the place where my interview would take place and nodded.

"Yeah I have to be."I smiled weakly.

I walked out of the room and No one was to be found. It was a cloudy say and Im sure

Joe and Kevin were out. I walked out of the tour bus with Nick following me.

My dad was waiting and he never seemed to really look at me. Ever since the change he had noticed my mood and change.Jackson then came from behind dad. I can't believe that my dad and Jackson are doing this. I cannot believe I am doing this.

I walked up and sat down in front of reporters.

"Hannah Montana will answer your questions."My daddy said.

"Miss Montana is it true that your tour will extend?"

"Yes it is true." I answered.

"So the Jonas Brothers are touring with you how is it?"

"It's been really great actually." I smiled at Nick.

"Any news on an upcoming album?"

"Yes I will be recording all summer. Then maybe tour in fall." I answered.

"So you and Nick?"

"Friends..."I said avoiding this subject.

"So about the New York rumors."

I hated this. I groaned."yes?"

"Yes it is true that not only you but the Jonas Brothers are moving to New York?

Or you already had..."

"Yeah, I bought a place in Manhatten and so did the Jonas brothers."I said looking in the camera.

The rest of the interview was a blur. I knew sometime Lily had to hear that...

xxxxx

I was dizzy. I almost fainted. I starred at the t.v as we were in my house.

Oliver looked at me. and said something but I couldn't hear. All I heard was Hannah's interview.

He wasn't coming back. She wasn't coming back.

I was alone for sure..

My legs began to go numb and I felt sick.

THUD

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