Hiii! Sorry for the wait^^'' Lots of tests now. Anyway, here it is! At the end I'm going for a little weird format, but you'll see why.

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Axel POV

The kid, to talk about something so sensitive and not look sad, but he didn't snap at Demyx like I thought he would… Guess he isn't that bad. And after Lexaeus' comment everyone are so quiet, this is so awkward! I have to break it! "You said you didn't work, what about your education?" I ask. The kid looks over at me and those azure eyes looking straight into mine. God, it's like those eyes loos straight into your soul. "I'm an Automatician.." he answers and keeps his eyes locked at mine. "A what?" I ask, I've never heard of that before, and what do we need that for? "A type of Electrician, I work mainly with programming machines and stuff like that" He explains, his voice is so soft now, like when you have just cried and is trying to cover it up. "Oh… Why?". "Parents", his answer is simple; his parents must have wanted him to go after him in oil or something. "Cool" I say and look down. "What do you do?" he asks and I tense a little, that guy is so… pure, I guess, how am I going to answer that in a nice way? "I'm an actor… or something like that" I try to explain, fuck this isn't going well. "Don't try to make it sound all fancy, you're a pornstar". Larxene, that bitch! "He's fucking rich to, got his own private jet! Black and red, with his number at the tail…" Larxene suddenly stops when Roxas mumbles "VIII". Larxene looks a little surprised, "How did you know?". Roxas doesn't answer, just stands up and walks towards me. He stops in front of me and tilts his head a little. "You" he starts and raises his hand, his fingers almost touching one of my tattoos. "You're that guy from the cab" he whispers, but everyone hears it. "What do you mean?" I ask, the kid is cute and all but this is a little creepy. "Sorry, I guess I should have woken you up" he answers and before anyone can ask what he is talking about, he is already out the door.

"What's he talking about?" Larxene asks and looks at me with a 'WTF?'-expression. "I don't know… Woken me up?" I mumble, "What, that kid! When I was supposed to pick up Larxene in England, I needed to stop in Norway to refill the fuel. I fell asleep in the cab and when I woke up the driver told me that he had picked up a kid too.. Later I saw a kid that matched the kid from the cabdriver's description. He was late because of me so I told a stewardess to tell him that I could take him to wherever he wanted... How did I not recognize him!". I explain fast before running after Roxas. And I attacked the poor kid! When I saw him at the airport I felt so guilty, he was so… alone! He looked like all hope was gone. That night with Larxene, I thought I saw that it was the same expression, but I didn't recognize him! GOD! I'm a fucking idiot!

.:*:.

Roxas POV

I run, simple as that. Sora isn't going to be back before 5 o'clock. Why did it have to be him that was the mysterious stranger in the cab? The one that i thought was so cool and, well, hot! I hate that guy! He attacked me for no reason at all! He talked like he was the king of the world and was so fucking annoying! "Roxas!" Someone is yelling behind me. Fuck, it's Axel! Of course he had to be the one running after me. "Roxas wait!" he yells again. Just run, Roxas, don't stop! Suddenly, something grab my arm an turn me around. Axel is looking into my eyes, just as out of breath as me and looks almost sad "Roxas" he pants, while trying to get control over his breath, "I… I'm sorry. I didn't know". "So if it wasn't me then you wouldn't have been sorry?" I ask, is this guy for real?! "No no no no! That's not what I'm saying it's just, I didn't want to attack you that night, but when I saw how good you were dodging Larxene's attacks I just had to see how strong you were!". This guy can't be serious, he thinks that will make me forgive him, "Why do you care if I like you or not?". "Well…". His answer is cut off from a familiar voice behind me yelling "Hey! What do you think you're doing?".

I'm looking out the window of Sora's car, my mind drifting of. "Hey! What do you think you're doing?" Sora yells. I turn around, facing my brother. "Sora! What are you doing here?" I ask, my voice still loud, but he's not interested in me now. "I'm just trying to talk to him" Axel explains, of course he remember Sora, but not me! "Let's just go Sora" I say, taking a hold of my brothers arm, dragging him with me out. "Roxas, wait! I…" Axel yells, then the door closes.
"Where did you get the clothes Roxas?" Sora asks, eyes on the road. That's the first thing said in the car. "It's my uniform, I guess" I mumble and look over at Sora. He laughs a little "I'm not complaining! It suits you" he says with a smile, "Or maybe it's just because you wear a lot of black already". I laugh with him "Yeah, maybe that's why". The car goes silent for a few minutes before Sora breaks the silence. "When are you going to see them again?". "In seven months" I answer, almost in a whisper.

Seven months

"GÅ!"(GO!) My mother is yelling again, I don't know why... She wants me to leave. GO! GO! LEAVE!, she yells at me over angain. I can feel the blood at the side of my head where she scratched me and the swelling from the hit across my cheek. I can't leave. I have nowhere to go. My uncle and aunt are away on a vacation and dad is just sitting there. Why don't you stop her dad? Please..? Sora is at Kairi's and is working on a project. "Greit".(Fine) I'm leaving. Why is it that whenever my mom gets angry she yells at me. Fuck, that scratch hurts. I'll just have to…

"Roxas!" Sora yell. "What?" I groan and slowly open my eyes. "It's morning and I need help!".

Six months

"Roxas.. går det bra?"(Are you okay?) Olette is asking me again. Everyone is asking the same things, 'Are you okay?', ' Is everything alright?', 'Are you certain nothing is wrong?'. I'm tired of … I just want to sleep. Want to sleep one night without worrying if I'm going to wake up with someone yelling at me… with someone hitting me. "Ja, jeg har det fint…"(Yes, I'm fine) I answer. I am fine, just tired…

"Roxas, you are spacing out again" Sora says a little worried while taking out the newly baked bread from the oven. "I'm fine…" I mumble as an answer. "If you say so".

Five months

"Jeg hadde ikke sex med Seifer!"(I didn't have sex with Seifer!) Hayner yell. He couldn't believe that I didn't hear it, could he? He knows that I don't touch alcohol and he was as drunk as a Russian after three bottles of vodka and Siefer was like a Russian after six! That mean they most likely shared a bottle, Hayner just a quarter and Seifer three. "Jeg hørte dere! Du vet jeg ikke drikker så jeg var ikke i ørska som deg!"(I heard you! You know I don't drink so I wasn't wasted like you!). He goes quiet now, I don't know if it's because he is sad or embarrassed.

"Roxas!" Demyx yells right when he opens the door. He and Zexion had found the bakery a few days ago. Demyx had instantly fallen in love with my brothers pastries and visited every day with Zexion so he could have some. They hadn't told anyone in the Organization, thank god for that.

Four months

The blood… I can feel it on my cheek. There is something on my neck and arm too. Mom is angry again. It's not that she is mad at me that's bothering me, but that her freakishly long nails always ends up making me bleed. Why is she mad again? Oh, that's true, Sora is out and I won't tell her where he is. He's is going to get in trouble, he never does. Sora is out with this boy, probably having sex with him by now, but I can't tell mom or dad. If they knew Sora is bi, they would hate him to, and I can't let that happen, not to Sora.

"Roxas! You are spacing out again!" Demyx yells. Me and Zexion is currently practicing. Zexion got this weird book of illusions he calls Lexicon, or Book of Retribution. We are just practicing for fun, but Zexion is good at long distance. He lets his spells and copies attack for him. I'm not that good with spells, I can only use a few. I can conjurate fire, blizzards and thunder, for now…

Three months

I left two days ago. Dad told me to leave and not come back before he called and told me to. Two days without a sound, without them getting over the fact that me and Hayner was back together...

"Is the tattoo ok?" the tattoo artist asks and I look in the mirror. The number 'XIII' is tattooed across the right side of my chest. It was Zexion that had told me to get it. He had his own 'VI' tattooed on his neck, right below the hairline and Demyx had his 'IX' tattooed on the left side of the hip, yes, the hip.

Two months

I'm so alone… Nobody cares… No, it's not that nobody cares. It's just that I'm a Nobody…

Sora looks over at me "You ok, bro?". "Yeah, just remembering stuff" I mumble. He drops the tray of newly baked cookies on the counter and is at my side before the last cookie hits the tray, "Roxas, stop doing this you can't start…". I cut him off with a sigh and mumble "I'm not gonna, just… just let me sit alone right now…"

One month

I'm not myself anymore! Shut up! You are a Nobody! You've lost your heart to Darkness! SHUT UP! I am me! Nobody else!

"Sora? What if I told you that if I'm going to accept the job offer I have to move out and live just outside of town" I ask out in the air. "That's…" He takes a little pause "…great, I suppose" he finishes a little hesitant. "Suppose?". "Yeah, 'cause I don't get to see you that much Rox".

You see what I meant by weird format? Hope it wasn't too confusing.

Everything written like this is flashbacks by the way, if you didn't get it

Hope you liked it! ^^

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