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Chapter 4

Alice's POV

Between 15 minutes I have seen two visions with Bella. One with me and one with Edward. I couldn't believe that she would know tomorrow that we are vampires and I couldn't believe either that she kissed me. I don't know when this kissing thing is going to happen but I want to find out. If she kissed me probably she feels something for me. I wish she did. I would be the happiest woman on earth. After I saw the last vision with me and her I was back to her, mentally. She didn't know about my visions, yet, so I had to find again an explanation.

"Alice? Are you ok? You were out again. What is going on?"

"Ehm.. I'm fine. Deep thinking?"

"You seemed like that. But I'm worry. Are you totally fine?"

"Yes. Bella. I'm fine. Just a headache from thinking"

"Ok. If you're sure?"

"I'm sure" I had to ask her again about Edward though

"You didn't answer me"

"About what?"

"I asked you before if you loved Edward"

"…."

"Bella?"

"I love him." She hesitated. I knew she loved him. But is she in love with him?

"But are you in love with him?"

"What's with the 20 questions Alice? Why do you ask me that?"

"Nothing"

"Do you love Jasper?" what? She knows that I'm not with him

"What? You know we are not together Bella"

"Yeah. I have seen you how you look at him. And he loves you."

"Well he is my brother and my best friend. He understands me better than anyone. And when I want to talk to him about…" I had to stop there

"About…? Who?"

"Who I love" I was laconic

"And who you love Alice?" I could see the need in her eyes. She wanted to know but I couldn't tell her yet. First she had to know what we were. And then I could tell her that I loved her. I had to see what was going to happen after that. Maybe if I had another vision?

"It's late Bella. I have to get you home so you can rest. We will talk tomorrow at school. Will Edward come and get you?"

"Yes. I suppose we could talk at school"

And by that I took her to her place and came back to my room with lots of thoughts about Bella. I kept seeing her kissing me and if I could sleep and dream definitely I would have dreams of her. At least now I have hope that maybe she feels something for me.

Bella's POV

Alice had left me home. She was out before I blink. Why when I'm with her I feel so happy and so whole? Why I have not these feeling for Edward? I love him but I'm not in love with him. I'm in love with her. Alice. I am. For a very long time now. Why I had to be with Edward. Stupid Bella. And she had to ask me if I loved him. Couldn't she see that I had eyes only for her? And she told me that she is not romantically involved with Jasper. But she told me that she tells him about who she loves. Now I'm jealous over an invisible person who don't know and wish I was that person. Why can't I tell her simply that I love her? Because I don't how she would feel. I'm feeling sleepy. It's already late and I have to get up early for school. Too many thoughts for a night. There is always tomorrow.

Edward was in time. He picked me up and we went to school. Another boring day. At least I could see her and talk to her. Alice was as always beautiful. I had my eyes on her for almost all day. We didn't discuss what we told to each other yesterday. I wanted to but if she wouldn't nor did I.

It was late in the afternoon when I was so deep in my thoughts of Alice when Edward asked me if I was ok. When I told him that I was ok he irritated me even more when he told me that I was hiding. Really? I'm hiding? What about him? He told me that he wanted to show me something.

He took me somewhere in the forest, in a clearing, and showed him to me. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I was in awe. He came next to me in seconds. I was curious. And then it hit me.

"I'm a vampire" a what? No way. These things don't exist. I didn't know why but I wasn't afraid of him. I had so many questions. Was he the only or the rest was the same? Alice too?

"Is it only you or your rest of your family is vampires as well?" he told me that they were all vampires. They didn't drink human blood and I was more relieved than ever. If they did, I don't know.

I was in socked. Really. Who would have thought that my current boyfriend is a vampire, my best friend who I really want her to be something more was a vampire and their whole family was vampires. Someone punked me. Yeah. But this was true. I wish that it was a farce. Now I had to go and see Alice. Why she couldn't tell me. She was my best friend after all.

I was 5 feet away from her door. When I was about to knock she was there to open. How?

"Alice? How you knew I was here?"

"Let's get inside. It's cold"

When we were inside I could see Carlisle and Esme in the living room. I didn't know where everybody else was and I could care less. Now I wanted some answers. Alice like if she heard me she took my hand and guide me to her room.

"Sit Bella"

"Alice.."

"Yeah. It's true" she had a sad face

"How you knew?"

"I saw it"

"You did what?"

"I saw it in a vision"

"How?" If I could be more surprised I would be.

"It's one of my powers being a vampire. As Edward's is to read minds"

"What?"

"He didn't tell you?" I wanted to come to see you first.. so no he didn't

"No he didn't. Did he.. he read my mind?" if he did he would know what I was feeling for her. If he did he wouldn't ask so many times

"Edward can read everyone's thoughts besides yours."

"Why?"

"I don't really know. How you feel about all of this?"

"I don't know. Ok I think. I am not afraid or anything" but then I was furious about her and why she didn't ever tell me

"And why you didn't tell me Alice? We are friends. Best friends. How you could keep such a thing from me?"

"Bella I couldn't. Please understand. It wasn't my place to tell you. I wanted to so many times."

"But you never did. And you had visions. So you knew things before happen"

"Sometimes"

"All the times you spaced out?"

"Yes"

"Will you tell me?"

"…."

"Alice? Please?"

"Yesterday I had a vision of Edward telling you about him. About us as vampires. So I knew how you would react. And then I had another vision.."

"What did you see Alice?" I was curious

"Bella…"

"Alice what did you see? Please tell me.."

"Us." She saw us? What we were doing?

"And?"

"…. Please Bella. Don't ask me that" I was next to her. Touching her hand with my thumb. She was cold like Edward but when I touched her I was feeling warm.

"Please Alice. Tell me" please. I hope..

"We were kissing" we WHAT?

"What? We were doing what?" she got up to leave when I hold her from her wrist nodding her to sit down

"I'm so sorry Alice"

"For what Bella?"

"For what I'm going to do right now" and by that I touched her lips with mine. It was soft, tender. Everything that Edward's wasn't and everything I imagined to be with her.

"Wow" Alice said surprised "I didn't see that happening"

"Did you like it?"

"Oh Bella. If only you knew.." I kissed her again. With more passion this time

"Would you care to tell me?"

"I am in love with you. I loved you the first time I saw you. But I couldn't tell you"

"Alice.. Oh Alice. Do you know how long I wanted to do that? For so long. But I didn't know if you would feel the same for me"

She spaced out again. After we proclaimed our love for each other. Why?

After a minute she was with me again.

"Alice? What did you see?"

"Edward. He will be here in 10 minutes." I forgot about him

"It's ok."

"No it's not Bella. Do you remember? He can read thoughts"

"Not mine." And I tried to kiss her again but she stepped aside from me

"He can read mine though. And he can read how much I want you right now. I could hide my thoughts for so long but now that we kissed I don't know if I can block you out of my mind"

"We will be ok"

"I don't know Bella." What is she saying?

"What are you telling me Alice?"

"I can't do that to Edward. He loves you so much."

"But I love you. I'm in love with you. I'm answering to the question of yours"

"I love you too. I wish you knew how much. But until you figure it out with Edward.. I have to go"

"Alice please.. don't."

"I have to. He is coming" and she was gone. Out of sight. And then he walked in.

"Edward"

"Hello my Bella." He tried to kiss me but I pushed him away

"What?"

"We have to talk"

TBC

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