A/N: First, thank you so much for the reviews, they are lovelies! (Seriously, you have no idea how much that made my day) Second: I own nothing and third: let's read! :P
Warning: This one is very ... Well, it has sex therms and strong language and there will be mentions of rape.
Chapter 4:
The next day, Emily wakes up and tries to open her eyes, and the result of that was just to shut them close really fast. Her head was pounding and the sun light that came from the window didn't help. She groans and lifts a hand to her forehead.
"Well, well, well, the sleeping beauty finally woke up!" Emily jumps a little at the teasing voice that came from the doorway and quickly looks at the person, but just as quickly as she did that, she groans again and let's her head fall back against the mattress. The movement caused her head to pound again and stronger.
"You're here..." It comes out like a surprised whisper.
"Oh, really? 'Cuz I thought I was at my house." The teasing voice talks again.
"Stop it, I'm shocked." Emily replies. She tries to sit on the bed and feels a breeze so she uses the sheet to cover herself.
"Oh please, don't." JJ walks towards the bed and puts the sheet at the end of the bed.
"Why? It's cold." Emily says confuse.
"I don't think so. I think it's really hot." JJ chuckles and looks shamelessly to the lenght of the brunette's body and unconsciously licks her lips. Emily lifts a brow and looks at herself.
"Oh, God!" She gasps and grabs the sheet again, realizing that she's naked.
"C'mon, Em. I've seen it last night... Or this morning." The blonde says.
"What?!" Emily is now total shock.
"Yeah, I knew you wouldn't remember and I know that your head would be really bad, so I brought these." JJ gives some pills to Emily, who accepts them in seconds and looks at the bedside table and sees a glass of water.
"These are calling my name, thank you." She says and puts two pills on her mouth and drinks all the water on the glass.
"Look, I know that you have a lot of one night stand, mostly on fridays, but I'd like to know, since today is saturday so last night was friday-" Emily knows that JJ is rambling and knows what she's asking, so she speaks.
"Okay, first: stop the rambling thing. Second: you wanna know if it was one more night stand, right?" JJ gives a small smile, one that says 'exactly'. "Now third: I'm gonna be honest, I don't remember what happened last night. And fourth: it's true, I have a lot of one night stand, but I don't want that with you. I want more than that. But it's up to you." Now that she stopped talking, she is shocked to what she said but looks at the blonde anyway waiting for an answer.
"Usually, people just say 'fisrt', 'second' and 'third', but I accept your speech. And, well, I don't want just last night. I want every night, I want every day." And I want the rest of our lives, she thinks.
Emily smiles at that and puts the sheet aside, biting her bottom lip and pulling the blonde atop of her, just to suggest the blonde to lay down with her for awhile. JJ quickly returns a smirk and does as her... Girlfriend? Suggested her to do. So, she lays atop of the brunette and immediatly grabs her waist. The taller woman's right hand is locked in blonde hair and her left is resting on the cream skin of the other woman's hip.
They kiss softly at first, but then JJ deepens the kiss, pushing her tongue inside of the warm mouth that is attached to her's. Emily moans at the kiss and pulls back a little, just enough to talk and make sure that while she does so her lips are touching lightly at the blonde's pink ones.
"Does this mean you're going to refresh my memory of last night?" She asks breathlessly, her eyes still close and a smirk is on her lips.
"You don't want to?" The blonde uses her teeth to capture Emily's bottom lip.
"Don't want to what? Feeling your fingers inside of me or make you come with my tongue?" The only reply that she got was a throaty moan, soft pink lips kissing her roughly and a warm mouth dancing with her's.
JJ leaves the lips that she loves and starts licking a path to Emily's neck, just below her ear. Emily moans and JJ can feel herself getting hotter. When she reaches her destination, she sucks, hard, on the soft skin in there. Emily gasps and grabs JJ's ass, bringing her closer to her.
"God, Jennifer..." JJ always hated her name, but with the sound that leaves Emily's mouth it's impossible not to love it.
She then trails open mouthed kisses on the paler woman's skin until she reaches the space between her breasts. She looks at them with pure adoration and desire, that Emily thinks that she can come just with that look. JJ grabs lightly a hard and erect nipple with her teeth before licking it with the top of her tongue.
"Oh, God!" Emily throws her head back. How could she forget something like that, she doesn't know, but she's happy to feel it now.
"You like that, baby?" The blonde asks, her hot breathing touching the wet nipple and it send a shiver through the brunette's skin. Seeing this, JJ blows lightly on the dark nipple that she found herself in love with.
"Oh, fuck, yes!" Emily grabs JJ's ass tight and the blonde moans before doing the same thing she did in the first nipple to the second.
"Tell me what you like, baby." She then starts licking her way down to the belly button of the brunette's belly. Emily moans and grabs the wooden headboard with both her hands.
"Now what would be the fun in that? (JJ starts to draw different paterns on her belly button) Oh! You have to find for yourself." Just when JJ tought she couldn't get any hotter, she feels a pool between her legs starting to grow. Again.
She moans but sinks her teeth and follows a path since where her tongue is to the other woman's clit and starts to licking it quickly.
"Yes, baby! Oh,fuck...!" Emily moans and grabs JJ's head with one hand, holding her there.
JJ hums at the hardned nub begging for her attention and the vibration caused Emily to gasp. When JJ smirks, she starts to lap at the nub in there and Emily let's out a loud moan and her hold on the blonde's head tightens. After spending some seconds lapping at Emily's clit, JJ starts to lick all the length of the other woman's center and moans. She never thought she would love a taste as much as she loves Emily's.
"Jen, please!" Emily can't wait anymore and she needs to come quickly.
Since she is in a good mood today, JJ pushes her tongue inside the other woman and Emily moans loud, so she squeezes a pale breast with her left hand while her right goes inside the brunette and she starts to draw random patterns on her clit.
"Jennifer... Oh my God!" Emily cries loud and JJ can feel the brunette's walls starting to clench her fingers. She starts to curl them, searching for the special spot waiting for her. "Yes, baby, right there!" JJ speeds her thrusts and sucks on the small nerve that her tongue was playing with.
"JENNIFER!" Emily cries loudly, so loud that JJ is sure that the neighbors of next door and the floor above them could hear. And she can feel herself getting wetter. She slows down her speed, enjoying the last waves that the brunette's body is still having and when Emily stops shaking, she removes her fingers and sucks them clean, making sure to keep eye-contact with the patting woman below her and moans at the intensity of the hungry eyes locked with her's.
"I wanna make you come just as hard as you made me." Emily's husky voice and her words make JJ shiver and the only thing that she can do is nod before feeling soft and stong hands pulling her up and soft, hungry lips pressing hard against her own.
It was noon and the two women had been talking for awhile about some old memories and getting to know each other a little more. JJ is going to talk to Jacob as soon as she goes to her apartment.
The weather is horrible to Emily. It has been raining since morning, but that is fine by her. She likes it. But the bad thing is that it's not just rain, it's a storm.
"AH!" If JJ wasn't alone with Emily, she would never say that that scream came from Emily's mouth. The only thing that she registered after the scream is a shaking Emily almost on her lap.
"Emily? Are you okay?" JJ asks concern, but can't keep her smirk off of her lips. The girly noise that came out of the brunette's mouth was something that she never thought she would hear.
"Y-yeah. I ju-just have afraid of-" Emily cut herself with another scream when she heard another noise from the strom.
Now JJ was really concern and quickly hugged the shaking woman. Dark brown eyes were full of fear, something that the blonde never thought she could witness. Her smile just as quickly disppear and she started to rock her body and saying sweet calming things into Emily's ear.
"Talk to me, baby. What's wrong?" Emily started to sob and JJ felt cold tears running down the crook of her neck.
"Not now." It comes out as a whisper and the only thing that JJ could do was to accept and starting to rub up and down the brunette's back.
The storm had finally stopped and JJ was ready to hear the story. The only problem is that Emily didn't want to tell her.
"Come on, Em. Just tell me. I'm worried about you." Blue eyes are looking directly into dark brown ones.
"I don't want to." Emily breaks the eye contact. "I just have a bad experience with lightning bolt." JJ grabs the other woman's soft, cold hands and searches for the beautiful chocolate orbs that she loves so much.
"Please." Emily pulls her hands away and curls herself on the couch. Her feet are on the couch, her arms crossed on top of her knees and her head is resting on her forearms. JJ shifts, so her back is against the left arm of the couch.
"I don't want you to feel disgusted by me and leave me." Again, a whisper.
"I promise you that nothing of those things will happen." JJ says softly.
"Do you really promise that?" With the look that Emily gave her, JJ couldn't say no. She wouldn't refuse, though. Emily seems like a scary, cute baby.
"I swear." Emily seems to believe her but looks at the ground.
"I was about 15 years old. I was walking down the street, towards the book store and I always loved the lights that came out of the bolts and feel and hear the rain, so I was walking slowly, appreciating every bit of the storm." She takes a deep, long breath before continue.
"There was a dark corner between two old, big buildings and I heard a sound coming from there. So, I looked and search the place, wanting to find out what was that sound and from where it came." By now, her hands were sweating and JJ could see the fear coming back to dark eyes. "And so I started walking towards a big trash container and the only thing that I felt was two big, strong hands grabbing me from behind and then the cold, wet wall." Emily starts to shake again and JJ puts a hand on the other agent's knee. Her heart is pounding with fear of the rest of the story, but she was happy that Emily didn't pull away or stopped talking.
"The guy was taller and stronger than me and he put a arm around my-" Emily clears her throat and closes her eyes tightly. "Throat and started to unbutton my pants and his and-" She starts to cry and JJ gaps, already knowing how that ends.
"Oh, Emily..." JJ whispers and hugs Emily tightly. "I'm so sorry sweetie. I'm so so sorry." Even JJ has tears on her eyes now. She doesn't know how someone could hurt Emily like that. She's such a kind person.
About 5 minutes later, Emily stops to cry and looks at JJ.
"How can I not disgust you? Why didn't you leave? How can you still touch me?" A million thoughts were running on Emily's mind and JJ squeezes Emily's hands with her's.
"Because there is nothing in that story that make me feel disgust about you. Emily, all I want to do is to hold you and find that son of a bitch and kill him with my own hands." JJ means every single word she said and Emily can see it in the way she talks and the way the blonde is looking at her.
"I remember his face." Emily whispers so lowly and JJ isn't sure how she could hear it.
"Did you talk to somebody about this?" Emily shakes her head. "Why not?"
"The only person I told this said that he was disgusted and sick of me and my scenes to get attention." Emily looks away again and JJ has fire in her eyes.
"He? Who is he?" JJ holds Emily's face with her hands.
"It's no one. Really." Emily says.
"I don't care who the cower is, I just need a name." JJ's words seem to have an effect and Emily looks with teary eyes at her.
"Michael Phillip Prentiss." JJ gasps immediatly.
"How can your own father say that to you?! If it was my kid, I would search every men's personal lives and talk to them personally and as soon as I found the son of a bitch, I would beat the crap out of him! But first, I would cut his penis. And after all of that, I would kill him with just my hands." JJ looks serious.
"Really?" Emily asks. She never felt so protective with such strong words.
"Oh, really!" Emily smiles and kisses JJ with such emotion.
"I love you." This is the first time that JJ says this to Emily and the blonde quickly tenses. Before she could say anything else, a soft voice speaks.
"Please don't take it back." Emily pleads.
"I couldn't even if I tried." Emily looks deep into blue eyes that are looking back at her full of love and she kisses the woman in front of her again.
A/N: Well, I know it's a sad thing but I think the end makes up for it. What do you think ?
-S xxx :)