A/N: The fourth fic in my AFI series. Album called 'All Hallow's EP' Song called "Totalimmortal"
Title: All Hallow's EPChapter Title: Totalimmortal
Disclaimer: Well technically I do own the work of JKR and AFI…I own the books and music….
Pairing:
Warnings: Rambling of an insane boy
Hope unknown.
I've never really understood the word
Sometimes just waking is surreal.
The dreams are so vivid that I don't know when I'm awake or not
I walk right through the nameless ones.
Why bother getting to know people, they'll just die anyway
I know that hope's unknown.
They've all lost it along with me
Sometimes the water feels so real.
The dreams of swimming consume me
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
So real that when I wake up I'm wet and coughing up water.
This day never seems to end.
And yet it goes by so quickly
This pain, never.
I've gotten used to it, the shakes….
The rage I can not let go.
The anger pulses through me when I see them
I hear them calling my name.
They don't understand my hatred.
I feel them gnawing out holes
Trying to read into my thoughts
All through flawless souls.
What once was perfect is now torn and destroyed
So alone.
I lay here
Sometimes I swear that I can hear
I try to catch the voice again
The taunting of the voiceless ones.
But he's never there when I need him.
I fear that I alone
I'm the only one who's haunted
Fear those who finally ceased to feel
By the dead of loved ones lost
That they're alone inside this place.
This realm of dreams and reality mixed into one
I am the misplaced.
I shouldn't be here anymore.
This day never seems to end.
And yet never seems to arrive
This pain, never.
I try to ignore it
The rage I can not let go.
But the anger pulses through my shields
I hear them calling my name.
They won't leave me alone
I feel them gnawing out holes
Through my eyes
All through flawless souls.
To see the inner workings of me
Now every face, it looks familiar...
Please not again, I tried to be good
Then every face would melt away until...
No why! Don't go! I need you!
Now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
Why do you tell me I've failed when I do as you say?
A/N: I think I like this one!! Yays!
. Kate
