Hello people the story is up Again forget about what I said that it will come out tomorrow and just enjoy what lies ahead and you'll be surprised by it….Well not so surprised if you read the previous chapters and you know what will happen and…. I'm starting to ramble I'm sorry lets just continue on with the story.
Peter: 18 Susan:17
Chapter 4: A Well Known Feeling
Susan walked down the halls of her school to the lunch room. It's been 2 months since that weekend she and Peter were alone at their house and had those...intimated encounters throughout the whole weekend.
Susan blushed at the remembrance of that wonderful weekend, she hadn't felt that kind of love from Peter since they were in Narnia, but they never got that close since she was…was...
Susan shook her head at that thought, blinking away the tears. 'It was a very long time ago Susan' she thought, 'its gone, he's gone. You and Peter are finally able to show your love for one another, instead of holding back every time.' Susan kept walking towards her destination, but suddenly stopped at an uncomfortable feeling in her stomach, she felt like she was about to vomit.
She put her hand on her stomach to see if it will ease her pain, but it wasn't going away. Susan instantly put her hands on her mouth and quickly raced to the girls restroom.
Pushing the door open, thankfully no one was there, and entered one of the stalls and threw up into it. Coughing at the horrible taste of bail, she backed her head away from the toilet and stared down at the it, with wide eyes.
'Oh, Aslan...'
She felt sick once more and threw up again, feeling the horrible taste burn her throat and started coughing again. Susan stood upright leaning against the wall of the stall, breathing heavily. She was thinking this over on why she was feeling sick and nauseous all of a sudden and kept saying that she might just have a fever, but that wasn't the case, no one at school was sick, none of her friends or family members was sick. Then she remembered she hasn't had those monthly pains in the past two months since...
Susan gasped from shock, 'since Peter and me...and that weekend.'
Susan put her hand on her stomach and shook her head slowly. "No, no I can't be...pregnant...' she said the last part softly, quickly looking around check if no one else was in the stalls. Susan quickly flushed the toilet and went to wash her hands. She looked at herself in the mirror and found that she was a sickly pale and her eyes were a bit cloudy.
"There's only one way to find out, but I have to get out of school," she told herself, "Maybe I could just fake sickness and go home." she then remembered that Peter has been picking her up everyday from school since that weekend and never did he once miss to pick her up. Susan sighed sadly, 'He'll just have to wait until he realizes I'm not their waiting for him.'
She grabbed her bags and went straight to the principles office, thankfully he allowed her to go home after she signed some paper on why she is going home and let her go. Susan quickly walked down the steps of her school and walked in the direction of her home, but she had to make a stop first before she got home.
Susan arrived to her destination which was a drugstore. She let out a quick breath and walk in, making her way to where the item she was looking for was, when she found it she quickly grabbed it and made it to the cash-register. Thankfully there weren't any people around the shop, it was practically empty. Susan handed the item to the cashier lady and looked in her bag to see if she had money, which she did, it was meant for lunch, but lunch wasn't in her mind right now.
The cashier lady gave her a look, which made Susan flinched, if only she knew who the father was, then she'd be beyond disgusted, she thought as the lady put the item in a bag.
Susan paid the lady and took plastic bag quickly, she walked out of the store and quickly ran home. Not before glancing at the item in her bag... It was a pregnancy test... She tightened her grip on the bag and began to run to her home, 'I have to make sure,' she thought as she ran, 'almost there!'
When she arrived home, she got her spare key from her school bag and opened the door. Susan was catching her breath as she leaned against the door for support and dropping her things to the ground, except the bag with the test inside. She got it out and looked at it with in unsure and scared look, for all she knew she could be wrong about this and is just going a bit crazy about it and worried for nothing.
"But if I am..." she said sadly, what if her parents found out about this, what would Edmund and Lucy say about it, and Peter...
Peter, who is likely is the father, will understand the most of course, he did tell her that he loved her more then anything and had always wanted to go more further into their relationship when they were in Narnia. She of course, never felt worthy of him after what happened, had always held back. Yet that weekend two months ago, she let herself give into the passion and let him take control of her body. Peter didn't force her, instead he was gentle and loving to her as in Narnia, but this time she let him go further.
Peter loved her and she loved him and he promised her that after his schooling was over they will get married and run away together, to America, where no one knew who they were and where they can be free. It's not like they were never going to be intimated with each other. Then again how can't they, that weekend and these two months prove it and the possibility of her being with his child just proves it that they are the ones who made it.
Susan let out a sigh and walked to the bathroom closing the door behind her.
10 minutes later...
Susan sat on the toilet seat, tapping her feet against the floor, and waiting to see it the test is wrong or right. She was more then just nervous, she was frightened about this, half of her wants the test to be wrong but another want it to be right. "I guess I just want to feel that warm feeling I had when I was in Narnia, but this time its Peter's." She told herself, a small smile formed on her lips.
"Ok, Susan you can do this, just look at it and you'll know..."
Susan stood up and closed her eyes and grabbed the test from the counter. She breathed and opened her eyes and saw it pink...
A positive mark...
She was gapping at the object in her hands and was shaking slightly, she didn't know if it was of excitement or fear, maybe both. Then again she doesn't know what to think of the solution, she, Susan Pevensie was pregnant…with her brother's child.
She sat on the toilet seat again the test already forgotten and it seating there on the counter. Susan had her hands on her hand thinking that if she was already at two months then that means she'll begin to show in about two more weeks. Which will mark the end of the school year and the day after, the day Peter planed for them to be married, her belly will be rounded and noticeable possibly even before that day.
Susan put her hands on her belly, if one could look closely enough they could see that her belly is getting more rounded. She rubbed her stomach gently, "There's someone growing inside me again, but the father is a different person. Oh, Aslan, and that person is Peter, my own brother."
She stood up, grabbing both the box and test and got out of the the bathroom. She went outside and threw the test in the trash, the last thing she wanted was for someone in her family finding it in the bathroom or any other trash in the house. She went back inside and sat in the the living room couch, she turned her head over to the grandfather clock and saw it was 1:00pm. 'Two more hours until Ed, Lu, and Peter get out.'
She then remembered her parents were working late tonight, and her younger siblings were each going to a friends house and they won't be back until later. Meaning it'll just be Peter and her in the house alone, for about 5 to 6 hours.
Susan moaned in irritation, the last thing she wanted was to be alone with him, not in a bad way, but Peter has been taking advantage of there time alone together, turning just a small kiss into heated, passionate ones. But Susan had to tell him about the life growing inside her and he has to listen to her, and she hopes that he doesn't do something that'll mess up her logicalness.
2 hours and 15 minutes later: 3:15.
Susan had eaten something after her relaxing for a few minutes and then took a short nap, awaking up around 3:00 exactly. Her brother will be arriving any minute now he must have at least heard that she was sick and had gone home from someone at least. She was also scared about how to tell Peter about her little discovery and was worried on how he'd take it.
She heard the door unlocking and was frozen all of a sudden, 'Just stay calm and explain to him that you just felt sick and-' the door opened to reveal Peter, he looked as if he was running all the way from school to the house and he had a frightened look on his face, until he saw Susan standing there in the middle of the living room.
"Susan?" he asked as he tries to catch his breath.
"Peter, about me leaving early-!" before she could finish, she was enveloped in a tight hug by Peter. He was whispering about how much he was worried about her.
"I was waiting for you for minutes and when you hadn't came I began to worry for you, until I spotted a friend of your's and said you had gone home cause you were sick." He looked into her eyes with a loving look, that Susan literally melted into him, "Why didn't you call and said you were sick I could have faked something too get out and be with you?"
"I-I-I'm sorry Peter but I wanted to get home and you were at school so I didn't want to you to miss your perfect record and I was really sick I'm-" again Susan was cut off but this time by Peter's lips.
He kissed her gently and she melted into his kiss and kissed him back, feeling his tongue against her lips he was begging entrance, in which she gladly allowed. They began to kiss with full on passion, the matter of going home earlier was quickly forgotten. Peter backed her carefully to the couch and laid her down gently onto the couch, Susan opened her legs so that they went around his waist and moaned his name as he began to kiss her neck.
Susan then felt Peter's hands wondering under blouse where his hands began to rub her belly in a massaging motion. Susan then remembered what she was meant to be doing and that's telling Peter about her being pregnant. 'So much for being logical and rational...' Susan thought.
"Peter, I need to tell you something it's," he bit her neck gently and she moaned softly, "important." she gasped out.
Peter groaned in response, "What's more important then this, Su?" he said as he licked her throat and pulled himself closer to her, feeling her shiver under him.
Susan by now was blushing and breathing a little heavily, "Do you remember what happened during the weekend we were alone and mum, dad, Edmund, and Lucy were off to see our aunt and uncle?" she said to him but it was a bad idea because it only stirred him further.
Peter began to smirk into her neck and said, "Of course how could I forget such a magnificent and memorable weekend." he pressed onto Susan making her gasp and moan in pleasure, "Why, do you want to relive the weekend?" he bit her shoulder.
Susan was beginning to lose it and had to tell him before she takes advantage of the moment, "No what I mean to say it that, I'm- I'm..." she couldn't bring herself to say it.
Peter whispered against her neck saying, "Your what Susan?" and continued to kiss her, pressing her further to the couch, and his hands still massaging her belly and sides.
"I'm- I'm pregnant, Peter..."
As soon as those words left Susan's mouth he just stopped kissing her, but his head was still on her shoulder and his hands on her belly were still there too. Susan could just guess that he was shocked.
"Peter?" she whispered softly, if you can hear more closely, you can hear the whisper sounded broken and sad.
Peter hadn't moved once and when he heard her broken voice, his head snapped up to look at her. Susan was right about the shock he held on his face, she wanted nothing more then to cry or for him to at least say something to her. 'Maybe he regrets everything that has happened and he now doesn't want a child...or me to be his wife again.' Susan thought sadly, as she let the tears she's been holding fall down her face.
Peter noticed the tears and mentally kicked himself for not responding to her. Truth be told as soon as the words left her mouth he was shocked, but in reality he was incredibly happy. 'She's pregnant with my child...our child!' he thought to himself. Peter put one hand on her cheek wiping the tears away from her face, but still kept one hand on her belly.
"Shhh, please Su, stop crying. You know I hate it when you cry, it pains me so much to see you do that..." Peter said, planting a loving kiss to her lips. He smiled as she stopped, but frowned slightly when she moved a way form him a little.
"I'm so, so sorry Peter if having this child will be a bothersome to you I'll understand if you no longer wish to marry me." Susan stated as she stared down at her belly, her blouse was a bit lifted from Peter's hands on her.
Peter moved closer to her, " What makes you think that I wouldn't want this child Susan," he wrapped his warm hands around her waist and began to loving rub her stomach, "All I ever wanted, was for you to be the mother of my child...our child." he smiled as he saw her blush heavily at his words.
He then began to smirk at her, once again bring her close to him again. He began to kiss her and made is way down to her belly, not before murmuring a, "How far along are you?" he looked up at her heated face and saw her starting to smile at him. He just loved her smile, it was always so, gentle...
"Already at two months, at the end of these two weeks I'll begin to show." Susan said, running her hands through Peter's soft, blonde hair. She then jumped a bit as she felt his lips begin to kiss her naked belly, she blushed as he did this, why does he have this effect on her. Every time they express their love for each other, he always does something that makes her weak or blush or just feel so much love that she can never feel from someone else, Peter loves her and only her, she maybe his sister and she maybe his brother, but the love they have for each other is so strong, that the child she's carrying just proves it. They created a new life...
"Susan, you don't know how happy I am. You are my sister and my lover and soon mother of my child, every time I'm with you it's always right, I have never felt wrongness when we're together. Tell me you don't regret this love, because I don't think I can go on living if you don't love me?" Peter said lifting his head from her belly and looking straight into her eyes.
"Your such a Romeo, Peter Pevensie." Susan said laughing at him in an amused way. When she stopped she looked at him with all the love she had for him, and put both her hands on his face and said, "Of course I love you as my brother and my lover and soon father of our child. I don't think there a way to stop feeling what I have for you Peter." then she kissed him with all the passion she had for him.
Peter pulled himself up so that he was on her once more but kept his weight off her stomach, he began to lift her blouse over her head and threw it to the ground. She was working on unbuttoning his school shirt and pulled it off him throwing to the ground as well and worked on unbuckling his belt next. Susan moaned out his name as he began kissing, licking and sucking her neck, there was sure to be a mark there later, but she couldn't care less at the moment.
Soon they were both half-naked only leaving their underwear on, but they were soon long gone. Peter and Susan were looking at each other, all the love they had for each other was in their eyes and they couldn't take it anymore, they need each other now more then ever. "Peter, make love to me, please..." Susan whispered to him.
"I won't hurt the baby? Will I?" Peter was worried the last thing he wanted was to hurt the baby and Susan too, but her hands on his face calmed him.
"No, I think it's better for the baby, mum once told me it was ok, when she gave me the 'talk'." Susan smiled the slightest bit, but then began to beg him, "Please Peter I need you inside me now."
This put Peter's fears at ease then he kissed her passionately and slipped inside her, causing Susan to moan in pleasure, and she slowly brought her legs to wrap around his waist. Pulling him deeper into her and Peter groaned at this and started to push into her more faster and harder. He kissed her more passionately pushing his tongue into her mouth and began to tangle it with hers. They began to breath heavily and they also started to sweat, they were making each other feel hot, Peter pulled away from her mouth and started to lick the top of her chest, her throat, her neck, her jaw line and the back of her ear. He repeated this over and over, making Susan moan his name over and over.
"I love you Susan, do know what you do to me?" Peter groaned out as he began to push slowly but harder into her.
"I love you too Peter," she gasped as he continued to push into her going in deeper, "Please." she said giving him a knowing look.
He didn't need to be told twice he kissed her, this time a bit slower, and felt that he was getting close to his climax and felt her walls tightening around him. That was his undoing and kissed Susan harder as he felt her release herself onto him.
"Oh, Susan! Susan..." Peter moaned out as he released himself inside her and pushed softly into her still, letting him mix his release with hers.
They held each other close, both still naked and sweaty. He pulled away so that he may look at her. Susan was breathing heavily still, her pale skin was soaked with sweat, her eyes looked glassy but they were still a beautiful blue, her lips were all swollen, and her neck and shoulders were bitten and red from his love-bites. She looked, Peter thought so beautiful.
Susan turned her head to see the clock and saw it was 5:45, had time passed that quickly?
She felt Peter's lips on her neck again and felt him rub against her. "We still have time, before mum and dad come home, as well as Lu and Ed, why not continue to enjoy ourselves?" Peter said in a seductive way.
Susan smiled and nodded, he kissed her, his tongue sliding in her mouth. Yes, we do have time and I'm going to let you possess my body because I am yours and yours alone...she thought to herself wrapping her slim arms around his neck.
They knew they would never leave each other, no one can ever separate them, not their parents, not society, nobody can. They loved each other like in Narnia, they will soon marry and they will have a child of their own soon too. Just two more weeks...just two more weeks...
YUP! If you knew that there was going to be Pregnant! Susan well congrats I'll give you virtual cookies ok! Pass out the cookies Darkwolfmon…
*Of course I live for this job don't I…*
Ignore her….SO ANYWAY I'll put up the next chapter soon this week ok…OK well then GOODNIGHT MY PPL!
