Hey everyone whaddya at? I'm back, "Hears crickets" Ah shag it. So I love the fact that there are a lot of readers out there who have this on alert but no one is reviewing. Kinda sad but I'm going to update anyways. Maybe eventually I'll get some reviews. I'm still new to this and I really don't know how long these things take. Da well!

K well I'm not gonna give a disclaimer here, y'all know the script, I don't own this SM does, blah, blah bullshit. So enjoy.

Big Mistake

I was torn from daydream of Edward by EJ hauling my sleeve, we were on a plane heading to Arizona, I was just happy EJ's skin didn't sparkle like the others in the sunlight, there was a slight shine if you really looked, but if someone asked I was just going to tell them that he had gotten into my makeup. EJ was only two but he had the appearance of a four year old and I came up with the lie that if anyone ever asked me how old he was I would say four but in the event that they knew his age and said he looked too old to be two years old I was going to tell them he had that genetic disorder that caused people to age quickly.

"Mommy will Daddy be there?"

How could I tell him that no he wouldn't be and that it might be a long time till we saw him again. He had only left the week before Renee called and he told me he would be gone a little longer this time for his family needed help. He didn't know where we were or how to get a hold of us and I had no idea what his last name was and it broke my heart to leave him with no way of knowing since we had agreed to keep it a secret. Hopefully I'd be able to find him soon; right now I just had to adjust to living in Arizona again and my mother. I kept telling myself that this was good for us; I just hoped it wasn't a mistake.

I had made a huge mistake moving back here, the biggest mistake ever. The first week was great, Renee was happy to have me back and she seemed to take being a grandmother very serious; even bought him a truck, he doesn't like trucks unless he can ride in it which Elezar had bought for him but it was too big to bring so we left it there so he would have it when we went to visit which according to Carmen was whenever I wanted, all I had to do was call them and the reservations would be made. I wanted to go back desperately, preferably the moment I left, but I decided to try to work things out with my mom but it became blatantly obvious after that first week that she hadn't changed at all; in fact she had gotten worse. She refused to watch EJ while I went to the school so I couldn't go, thank god Irina and Kate made arrangements so I could do the last two years online. I still had 2 years left but I never missed anything. Renee expected me to do all the housework and when she found out what Tracey's grandparents had left me, she expected me to hand it all over to her and just become her little maid. I was shocked, apparently before we went to Alaska, Nana and Pop had left their entire estate to Tracey in the event that something happened to them but if something happened to her, the entire thing was left to me, so I was the world's youngest millionaire, ok maybe not but I was rich and I didn't spend any of it, I wasn't the type, I had EJ and hopefully Edward soon and that was enough. I told Renee that the money was being put away for EJ; she didn't like it, and she just muttered things under her breath and I would always catch her rolling her eyes at him or she would sigh in frustration whenever he tried to get her attention. He had tried to call her Nana but she wouldn't allow it. He didn't have a Nana; he called Carmen and Elezar his aunt and uncle. Again I tried to suck it up and make it work, I needed some stability in my life and I was enough of a burden to the Denalis without having a two year old running around. The third week I was there she started drinking again and falling all over the place, "just like old times" I thought, I'd pick her up and bring her to bed where she proceeded to call me a slut and a whore, it hurt but I blamed the alcohol, then there was the boyfriend who spent more time looking at me then Renee, he always made me feel naked and again I grinned and bared it and just kept telling myself that this was for my son, but it was the day that Renee hit EJ that was the final straw and had me on the first plane to Forks.

I was downstairs doing laundry when I heard my mother screaming,

"What now?" I thought and I ran upstairs to find Renee yelling at my son and swaying on her feet, she was clearly drunk or on some sort of substance. I looked down to see that he had knocked down some blocks and she was calling him a little bastard for making a mess, it was like eight blocks, I saw him bow his little head and whisper

"Sorry Grandma"

"I'm not your grandma, you little bastard, don't you ever call me that again" she spat and then she slapped him.

I saw red and ran and grabbed up EJ and pushed my mother to the floor and asked her what the fuck she was doing, she looked at me with tears in her eyes, it was all a lie, I knew it was all an act. She only wanted me to come back so she could have a house maid and she found out about my inheritance. She apologized with her crocodile tears flowing down her face and said that her and her boyfriend had a fight and she was just angry.

"And that gives you a right to hit my son, your grandson" I yelled as my hands shielded EJ's ears.

"Bella please, he's not my grandson"

Her mask had fallen and she just sneered at me and looked at my son in disgust

"Nor we'll he ever be my grandson, you know how he was conceived, it was wrong and I can't believe you kept it. If you had just listened to me and got rid of it then"

She didn't get to finish her sentence because I slapped her hard, so hard my hand stung and then I took EJ and ran upstairs. I called Charlie and he told me to come home, so I packed up and hopped on the next available flight to Seattle to live in Forks. At least I was a bit closer to Alaska now.

How was that? I know I've made Renee a bitch but its necessary-, I'm so sorry to anyone who is reading this and likes Renee. It just seemed to fit. Okay so before anyone asks I have no idea how that disease that makes people look older than they are works I do know it's a bit more drastic than I portrayed but for story sake this is what I came up with so just bear with me. If I offend anyone at all with any of this then please let me know. Like I said I'm still new at this and still learning the ropes. Feedback would be awesome. So please hit that button and let me know.

On another note I do have another story in the works, not sure where I'm going with it but it is in the works. So stay tuned. Alright shuttin up for now. Not sure when I'll update again. Soon hopefully.

Melissa.