Sorry I know I said 10 reviews but I couldn't wait so here's chapter 4! I own nothing but the story

Chapter 4:

It's not too late

I wanna do the right thing now

I know it's up to me somehow

Mitchie POV

I couldn't even process what the hell was going on in my mind but when she started leaning into me, I leaned in as well. I could feel her breath on my lips and I was sure, that whatever was going to happen next, was both what I wanted and what she needed.

I could barely feel her lips on mine, but nonetheless I could feel them. Just as I was about to fully lean in and kiss her properly, the door swung open.

"Are you kidding me?" Carter looked pissed.

"It's not what it looks like Carter." I defended, but Alex gasped when I said that. Dammit, either way I'm not gonna win...someone's going to get hurt.

"Really? So you weren't about to kiss my sister?" Fuck me. What do I say? I can save my ass from Carter and not get hurt physically; she really does pack a mean punch. But, in doing so, I'd cause Alex pain. Or do I tell her the truth, and risk getting into an argument? In my internal argument, I felt another sharp pain in my eye, ending the debate in my mind.

"No...why would I kiss her? She came on to me." God, I could I be any more of a bitch?

"Alex, are you really that stupid? I swear sometimes I just don't even want to be related to you." Carter said. I guess I am an even bigger bitch than I thought.

"I get it. Thank you Mitchie and Carter." Alex said, clearly upset. She made her way out of the bathroom in a rush and I could've swore I saw a few tears push past her eyes.

"I guess I don't feel bad for hitting you anymore. You can go now." Alex started to walk out but a grabbed her by her wrist.

"Will you calm down? I wouldn't break our promise like that." She still seemed pretty angry, and I felt really bad for lying but, I had to figure things out before I could decide what I was going to do.

"Are you postive?"

"Yes."

"I'm sorry, I know you wouldn't do that. You made a promise and I know you're too good of a friend to break it." My heart basically just shattered. I'm a terrible person. Not only am I lying to Carter as we speak, but Alex is probably torn apart in her room crying.

We hung out a little bit at Carter's before I decided to go home and try to fix things. I had a descision to make, and whatever the outcome was, everyone would be affected somehow.

At home I decided to text Alex. It couldn't hurt if I explained myself to her.

'Hey'-M

'Can I help you?'-A

She was pissed, and/or upset, either this might not be good for someone.

'I wanted to talk...'-M

'Talk or lie?'-A

I'm not gonna beat around the bush, that kinda hurt. I didn't want to lie, either way I was in the wrong. I had to make things right for my sake as well as her's.

'I wanted to apologize, and explain myself'-M

'go ahead, but this isn't going to change shit. You're a bitch'

'I know, and I really am sorry, I'm stuck. I do like you Alex, but me and Carter made a deal. I can't break that, but if I could go back I wouldn't make that promise with her because right now, I'm not sure I can keep it after today.'-M

'What deal?'-A

'That I wouldn't act on my feelings towards you.'-M

Dammit this girl had me acting weird. I'm not even sure how strong my feelings are. But after today, they are a lot stronger than I thought.

'Then what was that in the bathroom?'-A

'Me breaking a promise and being selfish.'-M

'Damn right. What Carter said stung, and what you said stung even more, just don't do stuff like that if you don't plan on backing yourself up and finishing what you started.'-A

'What do you mean "Finish what you started"?'-M

I was genuinely confused and scared as to what she meant by that.

'The kiss.'-A

She wanted me to finish? Does that mean she isn't going to give up on our chance? If I wasn't stuck before, I sure as hell am now. I can't go behind Carter's back and talk to Alex like this but, I really really wanted this.

'I'll do more than finish that next time;)'-M

'Good.'-A

What the hell am I doing? I have to talk to Carter. She'll get pissed and probably hurt me, but will she be okay with this?

'I can't wait until then. I have to go, but I'll be waiting for the next time I go over;)'-M

'But what about Carter?'-A

And there it was. The million dollar question. I knew what I wanted and Carter has always been there to support me even if she didn't agree with me. She was just going to have to accept this.

'What about Carter? This is between us, and Carter doesn't even have to know if we don't want her to.'-M

'It's a deal. Bye '-A

Did she really just call me Michelle? Oh dear god help me now. So much for not being with Alex. There's no way in hell I'm going to stay away now. If Carter doesn't like it, well she's just going to have to understand, that we want this. I want this. I feel shitty for going behind Carter's back with this but she wouldn't dare pull us apart once we're already together. I guess only time will tell.

OHH SNAP! Alex and Mitchie are gonna go behind Carter's back!

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