(Author note: there's something funny about this one when I started writing it: I was two paragraphs in and my mother, cut the power line to the computer, and I explained to her what was happening, she told me "Well that's a sign that he wasn't suppose to tell Gokudera." I laughed so hard after that even thought I was mad. Any way back to the story.)
Shoving him self away from his desk, he quickly grabbed Gokudera's hand taking him out of the class room. Leading him to the roof, his back turned to him. "What is it boss?" "….Gokudera.. Never hate me. Please.." "boss, why would I hate you?" "For any reason at all… don't hate me." That's it I have to tell him now! "Gokudera, you remember when I told you I had something to tell you…" "Yes." "… I wanted to tell you that…." Tsuna turning to Gokudera, hiding his eyes as a blush appeared on his face. "I… I l-love you." Gokudera blushed deep red. "boss….I…I can't return your feelings…I'm sorry." Gokudera's eyes welled up with tears as he left the roof.
Tears fell from his eyes as he stood there in silence. Staring at the door, he didn't move. An hour later, he found him self sitting against the fence that's on the roof, watching everything pass by below. Soon the school day had ended, Tsuna remained up there. Rain started to fall, realizing this he decided it was time to head home. After grabbing his things from his class room, he left, walking to the shoe lockers, he found a note in his locker. All that said on the top was: To Tsuna. He left it there. Walking out in the rain, he silently cried as he walked home.
Arriving home, his mom left a tray on the table with a note, ignoring it he went up to his room, still wet he threw off his jacket, it landing on the floor as he laid in his bed. As the night past just a few hours later, Tsuna got up still abit damp, he got a bath then changed, and put a note on the table saying he was going out early and he'd be back later. After leaving the house, he spotted Ryohei jogging. He ignored him only to sulk. I need to get over this… I'm over reacting… I knew he wouldn't return my feelings. . . Tsuna sighed as he turned the corner.
After walking about 2 miles he found him self at the play ground. No one around, it was some time in the morning. Why am I reacting like this… Tsuna thought has he sat on one of the swings. I feel like a school girl just rejected me. Some how that reminds me of Haru and I. . . Maybe I should try for Kyoko… I'm sure I'll get rejected once more… He looked up at the sky as a fog settled in. Who am I kidding. . . Even if she said yes, by a long shot, I'd still have feelings for Gokudera… Thinking his name sent a pain down his spine and through his heart. After putting his hand over his heart he found him self hugging him self. The depression is setting in…lovely. . . I need to get out of this! I have to keep trying! I wont give up…
Tsuna got up and headed for his own house. As he turned the corner from the playground he ran into someone. "oomph!" he quickly got up and apologized. The person he ran into started laughing abit. "You need to keep looking where your going Tsuna." "oh, Yamamoto…" "Good morning Tsuna." "Morning Yamamoto-kun." "where you off to this time of day?" "well I was going back home… if you excuse me.." He watched as Tsuna left. I can't let him win! Yamamoto thought as his face turned serious. Tsuna rounded the corner, reaching his house. Stopping in front of the gate he remembered there was a letter in his shoe locker and turned towards the school.
Once he got to the school, he slowly walked across the yard to the front doors. I've got to make up something to keep Hibari-san from biting me to death! Ehhh just thinking of that scares me. As he reached the doors, opened them he found Gokudera standing there with the note from Tsuna's shoe locker. "…Gokudera…?" "hmm?" turning his head he quickly hid the letter behind him. There was a pause, nether of them could think of what to say to one another. Gokudera lowering his head abit. I can't let this awkwardness to go on.. "What's brought you here Gokudera-kun? … We don't have school." "J… Just forgot something. . .Excuse me Judaime.." he said as he tried to pass Tsuna.
Grabbing Gokudera's arm, Tsuna spun him around so their faces meet. "Don't lie to me Gokudera." he blushed abit at the sight of his face. "No matter if you reject me…I will always have these feelings for you.." Gokudera blushed deep red as he moved backwards abit, only to have Tsuna right there with him. Soon his back pushed up against the glass of the door. "Boss… I… can't… I don't want to get too involved… Yamamoto has already tried…but.." "… So your saying I have no chance then.." Tsuna let go of Gokudera as he looked down abit. "I'm not saying that…" Gokudera seemed like he was hiding something. "I'm going to be blunt here Judaime.. I … I lied about how I can't return your feelings. . .Yamamoto keeps pressuring me. . . I can't take it… sooner or later people are going to find out." Tsuna looked up at him. "Then let them." Tsuna touched Gokudera's face, Tsuna could feel the heat from his body just from the gentle touch.
Closing the distance between they're faces, Gokudera's blush got even more red. "Boss… please.." Tsuna silenced him with a gentle kiss. Dropping the letter, Gokudera pulled Tsuna closer to him. Deeping the kiss Gokudera moaned as he felt their tongues intertwine. Breaking the kiss, Gokudera breathed hard. "Boss…I have to say this before anything else happens…" Tsuna felt his hand clench. "This entire time… I was in love with you… Nothing's changed that… Yamamoto told me things, said things to me… I was stupid enough to believe him…"
"shh… I understand Gokudera.. I understand." Once again closing the distance between they're faces. Just when they're lips were to touch once more, Gokudera turned his attention to down the hall. Quickly grabbing Tsuna's hand and leaving the school, and the letter behind them, they headed towards Gokudera's house. Once inside of his house, Gokudera was pinned to his door, being kissed with more meaning then before. Moaning, Gokudera scrapped his nails against the back of Tsuna's shirt. Breaking the kiss, Tsuna found him self aroused just by kissing Gokudera, Gokudera panted just as flustered as Tsuna.
Gokudera grabbed Tsuna's hand heading up the stairs, once inside his bed room, kissing Tsuna once more he moved him down on the bed. Straddling Tsuna, he kissed him once more. "… You really want to do this boss?" "only if you want to.." Gokudera smiled seeing that he didn't want to push him into anything. Flustered and all, "boss… just let me do this.." Blushing deeply, he moved down towards the crouch of Tsuna's pants. Unzippering his pants, Gokudera reached inside of Tsuna's pants gently grabbing Tsuna's member, moaning abit to the touch. Moving everything out of they way Gokudera began licking Tsuna's member, only to start sucking it softly. Then deep throating it as it got harder in his mouth.
Tsuna leaning back in pleasure, Gokudera had removed both Tsuna's pants and boxers. Walking away just for a second, Gokudera reached into his dresser for some Lube. Going back to Tsuna, he shyly started to remove his own pants when Tsuna got up, and placed his hands on Gokuderas. "Let me Gokudera …" Tsuna slowly worked both the pants and boxers from Gokudera, kissing at his thighs, Gokudera gently pushed Tsuna against the mattress and sucked on Tsuna's member, while preparing himself. Deciding he was ready, Gokudera straddled Tsuna after releasing the member of his beloved boss from his mouth.. "Gok-" he was cut off as Gokudera kissed him, tasting him self he groaned as Gokudera pushed Tsuna's member inside of him. Deeping the kiss, Gokudera pushed all of Tsuna's member inside of him, moaning loudly. Tears welding up in Gokudera's eyes he began to move. A smooth touch careless Gokudera's cheek, opening his eyes he saw Tsuna looking at him, not with lust but love. Kissing Gokudera softly, he maneuvered Gokudera underneath himself, and Tsuna pushed Gokudera down to the bed.
They're tongues intertwining once more, Tsuna started to move, pushing his member deeper inside of Gokudera. Moaning deeply, Gokudera met his hips with Tsuna's thrusts. Tsuna pushing up Gokudera's shirt flicked one of his nipples making him flinch even more as he arched his back. Pushing his member in deeper, Tsuna nibbled on Gokudera's ear making him moan louder, wanting more. Grabbing Gokudera's member, moving his hand up and down to match his thrusts as he moves faster. "…Judaime… I'm… I'm aaahhhh!" Coating his stomach with white, Tsuna had done the same to the inside of Gokudera.
Kissing Gokudera sweetly, he pulled him self out of the inside of Gokudera. "…I love you Gokudera." "I love you too Judaime." he smiled as Tsuna laid next to him. Putting his arms around Gokudera Tsuna smiled.
The both of them falling asleep just as the sun decided to show its face to the world. Missing school that day, Reborn decided to look for the two. Standing on the window sill he found Gokudera and Tsuna sleeping. Reborn could tell there was something going on between the too, smiling as if pleased with what he found out he took his leave. The morning of Monday came, deciding to head to school, after notifying Tsuna's mother first since he hadn't been home for a few days.