HYA!
So I updated!
yup.
So I trained...
And trained...
And trained..
a lot.
Since I was a platinum key I had to be more powerful, able to beat anything that was thrown at me.
It felt like forever.
I know it wasn't though.
Mere days had past for everyone else.
For me it was much longer.
I was finally able to be done with training.
Now the real misery starts.
After I met the other platinum keys I will decide my owner...
I'll reenter the human world...
No longer human.
I wonder If anybody will be able to see through this saddened shell.
I no longer walk with a smile and a skip in my step.
I no longer laugh or sing.
Well, I do sing.
Sad songs that make everyone cry.
My voice is warped in silent sobs.
My heart encased in a cloud of despair.
My magic no longer shines with the sun.
It now wallows in the darkest caves with the poisonous snakes.
That is my power now.
My power comes from the darkness, from the poisonous regret that lingers.
The sadness, despair, regret and grief people feel.
It is my greatest strength.
And I hate myself for it.
I no longer embrace the light.
instead I run to the shadows.
All the other platinum keys understand my pain.
They all made the same choice I did.
And they all regret it like I did.
Chryste(Crystal minus the al) of the Forgotten Voice told her nakama about her curse and the abandoned her.
Spire of the Vengeful Soul was cursed by her own kin to die.
Brier of the Broken Mind went crazy after his family died and he cursed himself. Ironically he is the Leader of the Platinum's because he is the most sane.
Chryste used the magic of an unspoken language(It had been a lost magic because it took forever to learn so it had died out, but since we a "Immortal" we have all the time in the world...) it was a lot like Levy's script magic but used sound and words instead of writing.
Spire used a necromancer type magic, she used chants, spells, ghosts and any poltergeist that was willing to work for her.
Brier uses illusions and mind tricks.
Like me they feed off negative emotions
Brier feeds off insanity and fear, Chryste feeds off loneliness and self-pity and Spire feeds off hate and anger.
All of the platinum keys have more variety of magic than most spirits because we were once human.
We all have magic that makes people feel their worst emotions, their worst worries.
We can also stay in the human world longer than most keys.
It is a blessing and a curse.
I already told you I feed off sadness and regret
but I also feed off pain.
The pain that resides in the heart.
I can feel all around me the tears that were never shed.
It destroys me.
I can no longer feel the wind on my face.
I no longer taste anything I eat.
Pain is the only thing I feel.
Pain, regret, sadness, suffering, anguish, longing, despair...
I can no longer feel happy.
My happiness stopped the moment I became Triste.
My tears run freely.
I don't care anymore.
I can't care.
I can't.
My heart stopped feeling emotion the moment I made the deal with Minerva.
The moment I betrayed my family.
The moment I removed my guild mark.
The moment I realized...
I couldn't be with Natsu.
So what did you think?
PLEASE READ AND REVIEW
personally this is my favorite chapter written so far!...which isn't saying much since there aren't very many chapter...
whatever!
this chapter kinda choked me up...
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU FELT WHEN YOU READ THIS
I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE THAT FELT CHOKED UP FOR THIS CHAPTER(Well, at least the ending)