August 5th, 3021 (12.733)

Anna

Father has heralded I have to already marry Arthur very soon. Indeed he hasn´t said be the concrete date, yet, but only my mind circulates around it and it is giving me a kick in my stomach. All day I only think in this unendurably destiny. Why is my life so unfair to me? Why? Father still married mother of love of her as well. Why does he not let us choose our husband-to-be, but he forces us to marry somebody, who we don´t love? He is only interested to find and get profitable alliances and it´s very regardless of he makes someone unhappy with his decision.
My cousin Anne Sufford had to marry a man, who is clearly older than her, exact ten years, but the worst that he treats her very bad as she is only terrible dirt. I also perceive Arthur´s ruthless character, because he always tries to do things, which I don´t want, absolutely. Now I can still bringforwardtheargumentthat we haven´t been married, yet. But after our wedding he will demand sex from me and then I will must to do it. Furthermore sooner or later father will always ask me for a child, who I have to give birth. When I remember in Katharina´s husband I feel so ill, because he has bragged about their wedding night and he has told us that was the best in his life. My sister tried to bear down her tears, spasmodically and she looked shamefaced and sadly. Should it be my first time? This Idea let freeze my blood.

Today I sneaked off to the grave of mother. Father let entomb her at a graveyard near Undercity, because she should be as far away as possible from him. If he talks about her, he hasn´t got a little good word for her. He even calls her as witch or the whore of devil. Why does he it? Mother was still a faithful and good human and he has only talked, well about father, but since her death he only talks, badly about her. He often blames us for the similarity to her and that she wasn´t able to gives birth sons.

I have bought some white roses for her gave, yet. Every time I visit this graveyard my blood runs cold, because of the undead people, who are her. They are neutral face to face everybody here, but they guard this place very well. These creatures have got beautiful flowers and sprays for the graves though they aren´t very friendly. I always go to the seller, who makes a beautiful spray for my mother for fair price.

"You? Slowly but surely your presence is disagreeable for me. You also thinks I haven´t got a better business than make sprays for your mother." She hissed to me.

"Oh, I´m sorry I don´t want to make demands on your time,intensely."

"Here you are! But don´t come to me so fast, again." She only grumbled.

Back then I have already noticed that this female undead isn´t usual when anybody comes to her to buy flowers for grave. These walking dead bodies pretend they haven´t got no time for anything, but they have got the whole eternalness. Although the grave of mother is already very dilapidated and covered with a lot of moss, I can still read her name, but the lettering of "Johanna from Duskwallow Marsh" fade sooner and surely.

I miss her so much. She has got beautiful auburn hair, red brown eyes and she scented ever roses. She was a wonderful good human and because of it I can´t understand that father despise her so much.

Kelshaar

I have to find a blood elf at Silvermoon and my sponsor has promised me to give me a good reward. He didn´t call a name, but he used a spell, which let me see my victim, directly.

"Remember! I depend on you!" He only said and suddenly he went away.

On principle I always avoid to ask my sponsors for their names, because it would be only my fatality. Sometimes I have got remorse in face of my brother, because I often let him alone. Earlier we read ever every letter of mother together, but now he doesn´t wait for me and reads mother´s letters alone, because he always doesn´t know when I come home, again.

First I believed I will never found my victim, but then I saw him. At first view he only looks like a simple seller, but when this spell by my sponsor acted I was able to see his true identity and whole knowledge. Now it is very clear for me, but the more I get his knowledge the more it will be very painful for me. Probable my sponsor, this mage, has used this spell to browbeat me, but I don´t want to actprecipitately, but I have to find out his habits, but I asserted that I haven´t to do to find out them.

Normally I have to need a view weeks to find out the habits of my victim, but this spell allows me to see everything of this blood elf in a view seconds. I asserted this blood elf is a very important member of Horde and because of it, it is very difficult for me to kill him, unnoticeable. But my sponsor has given me an effective toxin, which will not kill him in a moment. Then I sneaked on him and I wounded his back on the hand with my dagger. For a view days I have been at guesthouse of Silvermoon to spy this blood elf mage whether the toxin is already acting. When I followed him to his home my blood even curdled, because of his appearance. He has got strong temperature and his laceration suppurated and smelled very terrible. But I have got the bad luck that he has discovered me.

"Show yourself!" He called.

Indeed he wasn´t able to see me, but he sensed my moves and used fire spells against me. These were so strong so that he cans burn a whole tree until it is only ashes. In this moment I had to keep an eye on him, because if I would do a mistake, he will end me. Indeed my leather armor is able to protect me against fire spells, but it is powerless for this kind of fire spells, which are so strong. Then I thought I could catch him, easily, one of his fireballs has strike me on my left upper arm and it was very painful.

"I will destroy you!" He yelled.

Eventually his power was very spent and then it was the best moment to attack him. But for all that I wasn´t able to beat him, easily, because he was able to slap me with his wand very well and hardly. This elf had slapped me so strongly that I have already seen stars. I had lost my balance and fell down on the ground. I listened he ran to me. Fast as lightning I gripped my dagger and struck him between his eyes. Then I needed a view minutes to get back my consciousness. After I went to him, pulled my dagger out of his head and took his amulet, which my sponsor wants to have. For a moment I had looked at it before I went to Brill where this another elf will wait for me.

When he had been there, yet, first I have sold everything, which I don´t need. Indeed I have only got some silver coins, but it´s enough to buy a good meal. Suddenly I smelled a known scent I wasn´t sure what scent of someone, but I was very sure that is a human. I have still smelled of this scent and searched whole location for this person. First I didn´t want to believe it, but she was here, this female human, who has a lot of nerve to make me look silly. I didn´t pause, gripped my dagger and went to her, fast, but then I sudden stopped, because I had listened, clearly, she sobbed "mother". When I saw, clearly, I was able to see that she leaned on a grave and cried. My dagger, which I held very stressed, I let fall it. The jingle of my weapon was so loud that everybody can hear it when it fell on the stony ground.

Anna turned to me, frightened. First she hadn´t done any move, but when she has seen my dagger on the ground she looked at me very scared and run away. I ran after her and I was able to catch her arm.

"Please, wait! I don´t want to do nothing to you." I asserted.

"And why have you held you dagger in your hand?" she asked me angrily.

"Well….I….I?" I only stammered.

"If you want to kill me, please do it now! I hate my whole life and at least I haven´t to marry someone." She said and cried.

"Do you not love you male?"

"No! My father forced me to marry this man." She sobbed.

In this moment I am commiserating with her. She sank on the ground and only cried. Then I kneed next to her to console her. But why do I do it? Normally this isn´t my true character.

"I have listened you have lamented your mother."

"Why does it interest you?"

"I have also lost my mother."

"What´s happen?"

"The troll king from Hellfire Peninsula has snatched my mother, me and my brother, because she is his biological daughter. He let murder my father so that he was able to force my mother to marry a powerful troll and nor she has got the legitimate prince, who will continue this kingdom."

"Why has he done it? Why has he made you and your brother bastards?"

"I don´t know it. But at least we regular get letter by our mother."

"This is the sole memory in my mother." She said with a lot of sadness when she showed her necklace with portrait of her mother.

Then I took the time so look at it, clearly. Her mother has got a warm appearance and Anna resembles her. It´s very sad she lost her mother many years ago.

"I want to give back your amulet."

First I didn´t know what it mean, but then I saw this amulet, which I have given her to hide her true identity so that nobody of Horde was able to realize her true appearance, that she is a member of Alliance. I took it in thanks. I would like to remain with her, but I want to get my reward. When I met this elf he only grumbled.

"May I know why are you being here too late?" He asked my very arrogantly.

"I have got another business."

"Do you mean this woman there, at grave?" He asked me biased.

"Don´t asked me for it, absolutely!"

"Well, I get it. Now let us be in the commercial part. Here you are."

"That´s only ten gold!"

"It´s enough for your Lady in tatters. Perhaps you can impress her with a simple spry of flowers, Bye."

What does this silly elf think, with his very spiky ears, who is he?! He only gave me this pathetic reward. He climbed on his mount, which looks like an ugly bird and went away. I am very angry. I have to fight against this elite fire mage for ten gold. One day this arrogant elf will atone for this cheekiness. I went frustrated to Son´aar and rode to Undercity. On the way I saw Anna. First I shall to ignore her, but then I still stop in front of her.

"Where do you want to go?"

"I go home to Stormwind?"

"By foot?"

"Yes."

At first I rode on, but then I commiserated with her.

"May I bring you home?"

"Don´t worry. I have often gone this whole way."

"I like to do it for you."

Indeed she only came with me,hesitatingly, but then I rode with her to Stormwind. She said nothing, but it was better, because I don´t like females, who only talk all the day. Eventually it began to rain and I was feeling Anna trembled gripped me very tight. I have to admit that her scent is very delicious for me. Even if she has got a bold kind of character I think it is very lovely, too. Sadly I am not allowed to come near Stormwind, else I have brought her to her home.

"Thank you very much, my Lord." She said very friendly.

"I am sure we meet us, again."

Anna

Why he didn´t kill me? Has he not done it, because he knows the loss of a mother as well as me? All the day I had to remember in Kelshaar. He is very interesting and very attractive even though he is a troll. I am very inquiring in stories of trolls of Horde. Especially the erotic stories have ever made me very inquiring, which I have read. But I had to hide them very well, because had my father or other servants found these reading in my room, father has brought me to a public school for very disobedient girls. But at least I have destroyed everything, because I remember what happened with Katharina when one of court lady has seen that Katharina has masturbated.

I have got the wish to touch myself very painfully, but I am too afraid that somebody could see me during this act. Thankfully father is still on important business trip or else he has slapped me very hardly, because I was too late, again. Dorothea will report him everything, but now I have got enough time to create a good excuse for father, because I am eloquenter than this dumb Dora. This woman isn´t only despiteful and egoistic, but she hasn´t got a good learning and she is damn stupid. But I am very surprises, because she is able to deceive everybody, because she regular practice her vocabulary otherwise she is only vulgar like a bitch from gutter.